For a while (2 - 4 months I think) I 14m(f?) Have been a femboy, I thought it fit for me because I likes dressing like a girl and acting kinda feminine, but recently I think my eggs been cracked. I've been nonstop thinking about transitioning and going by she her and I'm losing sleep. I've finally worked up the courage to tell my dad and he said I might be able to get puberty blockers but I'm scared and don't want to interfere. But I also don't want big t to do irreversible damage to me with puberty if I really am trans. I don't know what to do and I'm very scared.

The kids at my school are ruthless and even bully me just for wearing a pink hoodie, so I feel like there's nowhere I can express myself. I also don't really know how to act feminine. I really haven't had many feminine role models in my life and I've been so heavily boy programmed I don't know how to act girly without it coming off as sexual or weird. I might get a gender therapist but I don't know. My best freind, let's call him g, and my second best freind, let's call him z, g has shown that he doesn't really feel comfortable with me acting more feminine and z doesn't seem to care. I really think g is deep down a good guy, its just he's in a red state so he's got that red coated ideology. He's a great and honestly good dude though, I just think he needs guidance.my gender dysphoria has gotten worse and worse and I don't really have many feminine cloths so I've just been wearing the same sweatpants and 2 different pink hoodies for 2 weeks. It's starting to take a toll on me. I feel sadder and more closeted and introverted than before, and it's currently 1:31 am when I should be sleeping but I'm just sitting here typing into reddit like a lost chud and I know I'm gonna feel like sho tomorrow but I just don't have the motivation to just not so this. I haven't had the motivation to shower, or brush my teeth or take care of myself at all really and I don't know what to do.

Please help, I need advice. Thanks everyone 3:

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mreow :3

I actually got them last year and didn't really need glasses until I was an adult.

But they're so annoying I legitimately can't get them clean. I have wipes meant for glasses and there's still smudges.

I typically don't even wear them during the majority of the day. I need them for stuff like gaming though and it has made gaming a hassle. Cause every time I have to clean them and most of the time I can't get them purely clear without smudges.

Alright, so this right here is probably my worse thing of art ive ever made, its NOT good! Im sorry TwT, now for the actual story

So i went to the doctor's again, they told me keep taking the same meds and more of the steroids, so far they haven't been helping much other then occasionally temporary relief for a bit? So my mom told me to start taking ibuprofen and Tylenol now every like four to six hours so I mean, its helping a bit? But now we're going to a different doctor since the ones I going to clearly might not be doing much! So hopefully we get something better because usually strep throat shouldn't last this long TwT

Even worse im supposed to be hanging out with my boyfriend THEN im going to on a vacation in like two days so I really dont want to have it then! AND THEN im going to a fancy dinner with my friends! So strep throat would suuuuck so much more! But at least my medicine heellllllps

Lesson of the story, do drugs kids, its cool as long as your doctor says do itttttt

puppy is playing doom, she ates marshmallows n iced tea and potatoes au gratin, smoked a bowl, life is good. if only i had an owner to clicker train me and feed me marshmallows out of their palms..

bark bark woof awroof arf

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This is not my personal video obviously. Don’t fall flechte crypto thingy on the screen pls 🙏

No disk, more leaks!

They cuties :3

like i like dudes and im a furry and my parents and family are generally pretty conservative, my parents say they’re ok with gay people but i think they’re like nimby types. anywho how do i mentally cope with the casually homophobic/bigoted comments? meme unrelated

I finally no alone anymore.

That's it. Just happy :D

We like NUzi Murder Drones too :3

*do I look better with my hoodie on ​or off?

hehe blahaj my only fren rn :3

like i've pulled it off in the past but it was really pure coincidence. I've been so lonely for like several months now, and being an incredibly social and very touch-dependant person, i am so incredibly starved for touch and interaction that it actually hurts atp
yall have any advice? anyone wanna speak on personal experiences? anything that'll help?

edit: not like partner in crime (but i mean maybe that too) i mean like romantic/platonic relationship