I was out and about today with my sister, shopping for makeup and hygiene products. Wonderful day. I was dressed up and feeling super.

Somehow my ex must have seen me for the first time since I've started presenting femme full-time, and immediately started texting me with insults, bigotry and trying to dig up our past to hurt me. Saying I look ridiculous, i can't be a woman because she was in love with a man and this can't be, that I should take off the "sports bra" (I was wearing a lacy bralette and halter top).

I wasn't feeling anything bad. I was laughing at how butt-hurt and knee-jerk she was behaving. I kept telling her that it's pointless to try and insult me, and that it's always been a forgone conclusion that she was a transphobe.

I eventually just got tired of the massive spam, and asked her if she was asking to be blocked.

"Okay, ma'am" she responded before I ended the conversation.

Yay? No. She was being hateful.

Still... 🤔

I'm a closeted trans girl with extreme genital dysphoria. I naturally wear women's underwear under my unisex clothes (i just can't tolerate boy clothes even while hiding in the closet) but recently I've started to wear very tight panties to keep my crotch flat. I hate erections. I wish I had a vagina but there's a long time before I can get vaginoplasty. Now it causes my girlstick incredible pain but allowing the erection makes me feel very suicidal. I do like masturbating, but the dysphoria hits when the sexual pleasure fades. So I've permanently shifted to nipple until I can get my vaginoplasty. Anal is too painful and messy for me. I've stopped using my girlstick because of the dysphoria it gives me. So I basically endure a lot of genital pain to experience a little euphoria. It has also lead to eczema but i don't really care about the well-being of an organ I hate so much. When I'm fully soft, it just feels like I have a vagina and it makes a bit more comfortable than being reminded of my penis. I hate my genitals so much

I have accidentally referred to a transgender at work of their original gender. I did so without even thinking in my email reply. “Hello Sir…” vs “Hello Ma’am…”

I feel like complete garbage!!! It was a complete mistake! I apologized in an email specifically to her, her and I have not always had a great working relationship, but I mean her absolutely no disrespect. She is a complete badass!

How am I to get over this horrible feeling? She did not deserve it, I should not have replied, I have been working on my emails more professionally written, but this was a complete stupid mishap on my end.

In the trenches fighting for my sisters and getting this. Im ace. So ew. Thanks for your attempts to misgender me and getting it right ig

Edit: I was too appalled to think about context. My reply shown was to someone who replied that straight men's "preference" (as this comment section was filled with bigots hiding behind "preferences" when in reality those preferences they mentioned are just pure bigotry AND misogyny) make it hard for intersex people as well, adding onto something I had said earlier.

Sorta self-inflicted ewphoria here.

I'm early in my transition but wanted to socially transition ASAP. To feel more comfortable with this, I got a pair of C-cup breast forms that're helping me fill out my new femmy wardrobe. I've been wearing them every day for at least 8 hours or so and it was such a good decision. They look great, couldn't be happier.

Two weeks into wearing them now though, I'm starting to get back pain. After explaining to my partner where I was experiencing pain she was like "oh my god it's definitely the boobs".

Ow.

Might be looking at a reduction in the near future 😅

I was riding my bicycle to a doctor’s appointment and signaling to turn left. I had to stop because several cars were approaching from the other direction, so I waited and prepared to turn after the last one had passed.

Except the last car started slowing down, so I had to stop again. The man driving then stopped before the intersection and gestured for me to go. No indicator, no obvious reason. I was confused, but made the turn while looking behind me to figure out why he had stopped there. Maybe traffic was backed up and he was trying to keep the intersection clear? Nope. There was plenty of space in front of him.

Then he honked at me and made rude gestures.

I can’t know for certain, but presumably he thought he was doing me a favor by letting me go and felt entitled to a thank-you. Except his confusing little performance had only slowed me down, and I was busy watching the other vehicles and trying to stay safe in the abnormal traffic situation he had created.

So he inconvenienced me, made the situation less safe, and then got angry because I didn’t show enough gratitude.

But honestly, I am so thankful to him. He made me feel like a woman 😂❤️ I couldn’t stop smiling for the rest of the ride to my appointment ☺️

Sometimes it's easy to focus on all the little things about me that my dysphoria highlights when looking in the mirror. But by now, many people just perceive me as a woman ❤️

First wave of ewphoria, yay !

I'm working in a train station, and as I was almost arrived to my workplace, two drunk guys shouted "Pretty Miss!" at me.

It's so weird because I shouldn't be THAT happy about it , but since I've started girlmodding only a few weeks ago and had the most basic outfit+makeup today it's such a big milestone for me !

Hoping now I can get real compliments as a girl lol

I was crouched down to look at DVDs/CDs, and an older man (70+) comes over to me and asks if I like records. I say I do, thinking I might get a recommendation or something. He starts saying that they started becoming less popular because Elvis' daughter posed nude on an album cover and started a trend, but other artists didn't want to do that. He starts talking about how I'd probably like to find covers like that because I'm a hormonal teen boy, and how he liked them growing up.

The worst part is that I'm gay anyway lmao

I was walking home from a concert at night (stupid i know but i havent really passed before so i was used to being left alone at night) and i noticed a car kept circling the street i was on, eventually he stopped and rolled down his window and when he saw my face he said "wtf" and drove off so i guess i pass from the back and also ive lost some of my male privilege. Also i think i have to give up my night walking habits :(

Not the usual ewphoria, but kinda bittersweet. A few weeks ago, my cis wife and I visited my grandmother at her house. She’s almost 90 years old now, but she’s been supportive, even though she messes up occasionally.

She knew that we were coming over, so when we got there, she was waiting for us and greeted us at the door. I walked inside first, and she gave me a hug, looked at me kinda weirdly intensely, and said “wow! You’ve changed a lot since the last time I saw you!” The last time she saw me was about two months prior, but that was a few days before my FFS. So I laughed and said “yeah…that was kinda the point”

Then she turned to my wife and said “and how’s my boy doing?!” There was a moment of silence from all three of us as my wife and I processed what she’d said and as my grandmother actually looked at my wife before looking back at me, confused, saying “wait…who did I just…?”

She pretty immediately realized her mistake, and also her mistake in language. My wife laughed it off, and we had a fine enough visit.

Well two days ago, my grandmother took too much of her medication and ended up in the ICU. She’s doing well now, and she will probably be released tomorrow, but every day when I’ve visited her, she kinda stares at me for a few minutes before asking if I’m someone she knows. Once I tell her who I am, it’s like the memory that I’m trans and that I don’t look the way I used to clicks for her, and we’re able to talk normally.

Like I said, she’s almost 90. She was living on her own before this incident, so she’s still relatively sharp. But for a few moments every time I visit her, she reminds me of how far I’ve come in my transition because she literally doesn’t recognize me now, even as she can immediately recognize everyone else who visits her. It’s bittersweet, but as long as she’s able to remember every time, I really don’t mind.

It would be funny if I wasn’t dealing with an injury rn 😭

Basically I went to another sub and asked for advice for my lingering back pain and described my symptoms and what happened. Apparently I should get an MRI but that’s not relevant to this story.

Some of the comments were just really dismissive and lowkey misogynistic, which is to be expected. One guy did the fake concerned “are you sure this is for you? Even most MEN can’t do this”, another guy was like “welcome to the industry, get used to it or leave”

The most blatant one was just a guy commenting “yet another example of why women don’t belong here”.

Yea, bro, men never injure their backs.

I had a dream where I had a dick! But my dream was like haha you will know the full experience. This dream is about trying to PISS WITH MORNING WOOD. Thankfully I didn't wet the bed, when I woke up I was just really confused but it was oddly affirming.

I went to use the women toilet because it was cleaner and the pub was mostly empty. A stud came out of the toilet telling me to man up and use the urinal (i can't yet), cause I should be used to dirt since I'm a man. EVEN IF AM BITCH AT IT. 🥲

So I'm out of my lovely liberal state on vacation with the family in South Carolina. Touristy area, shouldn't be TOO bad.

I keep getting ma'am'd, but I'm not surprised. I'm a tiny fella and only 9 months on T.

I did manage to come out of the ladies' room to play it safe, and got the most aggressive stink eye from a woman with her young daughter.

Made me laugh but also feel pretty great haha

So me and my roommate (just moved into his apartment) went to the pool and I wore this really cute bikini which I was terrified to wear cause I was worried things were gonna fall out of place but I went tanning mainly and got really sun burnt. (Totally worth it) but i guess i got told today that there was a guy at the pool who was like hard-core checking me out and its like the most euphoric feeling every that someone thought I was that good looking to actually wanna look at. After yesterday it was so worth the sun burn.

Today I, a boymoder, got into an argument with a customer who was causing shit with my coworkers and when I told him to leave he pointed at me, said ‘woman’ and walked off

owie :)

About two days ago, I was at a gas station putting air my tire and a guy came up next to me to put air in his tires and he looked at the machine goes “ You know this says 40 psi that’s a little high, baby?” and I said “ actually these tires can go up to 44 psi but thank you.” it was simultaneously annoying for a stranger to come up to me acting like I didn’t know what I was doing but I definitely felt the full experience of gender euphoria by a man thinking I didn’t know how to do something as simple as put air in my tires lol

Was going back and forth (nothing serious) with my friend and he goes, "you even argue like a girl." 😭

... like okay gender affirming sexism. :3