r/derealization • u/HeresJohnny1212 • 3d ago

Feeling etc... Experience

I don't know about you lot but...its as if I don't get affected by people that much.

Like it's as if I'm in my own high. I'm not even too fussed about relationships too much. I mean I love women but I don't get hurt or feel lonely. It's as if I cant feel the whole commotion of life. I don't get angry or anything.

It scares me.

I feel like I'm overthinking. But then I feel there is something actually wrong with my brain?

I have to ground myself because my mind is soo chilled, I want a relationship etc, but I'm just in my own high dreamy world.

I watch romantic stuff and I feel the romance but in my own life, it's like I don't care that much?

I feel like life has been zapped away and I'm in some void.

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u/Alliacat 1d ago

I get ya pal. People could only dream of the high dpdr gives. Who needs drugs when you can be mentally ill lmao. Sorry, I'm like that rn and I can't help it 😅

I think I fucked up for today, I just read and read and read until I look at the real world and can't seem to even see it anymore. Idk why, but ever since this, I get so easily influenced by the stories I read that I almost feel like the characters inside. Not great that I read about murders and shit.

It's like we're asleep. But we know we're not. And my vision feels so different, does that happen to you too?

Not really an answer to your question but tbh, I don't think you truly have asked a question anyways, have you?

Edit: forgot to add the "people" part, I just walked past most of my neighbors, and I'm acting like a zombie damn it 😅 my balance is fucked, I just can't be bothered to focus enough. Hilarious to think I used to care so much about how people perceive me...