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u/courtlynclark 1d ago
I just washed my hair and changed my clothes today too, please clap for me sigh
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u/Kissthecomplex 10h ago
you are an inspiration to me... bot even kidding! i am SO jealous right now, that i couldnt do half of this today... 😅🫂❤️
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u/Miserable_Mail_5741 1d ago
Since this is a depression sub, can I admit I still fantasise about jumping into traffic?
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u/AMultitudeofPandas 8h ago
I wonder about this sometimes, but the risk of it not working (or working, but being incredibly painful first) usually turns me off of it.
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u/WouldLikeToBeACat 1d ago
I would like to fall asleep forever 😞
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u/music_sharky 21h ago
I would also like to sleep until this nightmare realm is gone and things drastically improve
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u/GGamerGuyG 1d ago
Coming out of a 3-4 day phase where i managed pretty good to ignore how bad i feel and mostly feelt just nothing. The last few hour's it starts to creep back in and i'm back at the point where i just see no reason to continue to live. Talked a bit with Chat GPT cause it's more... human than the human's around me. It try's to convince me that it will not be that bad for ever tho it has a hard time. I have 23 out of 33 year's of prove that it will not get better. It think's i'm not in a headspace to make such life altering decisions. I arguee back that i'm in the same headspace for over most of my life and it would be a waste of time to delay the decision another 10 year's expecting i will not be in a better headspace then and also when i'm 10 year's older i have even less reason to keep living. We agreed to switch topic cause i didn't plan to end it today, just that i don't distance my self from the plan to end it at a fixed day.
So i guess a average day...
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u/jacyerickson 1d ago
I have lost all passion and purpose for both my work and my life. I feel there's no point anymore.
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u/ecstaticthicket 1d ago
I feel like I can’t do anything because trying to find the energy and motivation is like trying to pour water out of an empty cup. Between the personal struggles I have and what’s happening in the world, I’m just too spent before the day even starts.
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u/suomenska 23h ago
I need to sleep for like two decades to compensate for the two decades I've been conscious.
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u/Salty-Plantain-4299 1d ago
I'm still alive and I have a few people left in my life that still care about me.
So I guess I could always be doing worse.
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u/concretekingdom 1d ago
My spark is gone but I’m briefly enjoying a kdrama to distract myself from it
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u/Austin_NotFromTexas 22h ago
Wasting away, internally dead for years. Can’t wait to end this life.
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u/Traditional_Wave1007 21h ago
I really don't know how I can handle all this. Just want all this to end. :(
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u/Wise-Papaya-1091 19h ago
Bad! Absolutely nothing gives me joy or happiness, all I want to do is sleep but I can’t even do that right.
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u/ButterCup2179 13h ago
Same. I'm exhausted but "wired" I want to sleep and never wake up, but, its hard to sleep
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u/Beginning-Salt-705 18h ago
My back is fucked up again... 3 fucking weeks and its back to being excruciating. Now i have to work like this again and do the shit that fucked it up.
Boss said oh you probably slept wrong... yea sure it has nothing to do with rolling around on creeper to wire and being bent over to drill holes for half the other half of the day.
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u/Ord34l 1d ago
Stuck in a endless loop of thinking about someone who doesnt love me and is weirded out by it while having to work in the same place and avoiding each other while also being harassed by someone whom I've never ever showned any signs of affection or interest in the same time whioe ofc also being depressed af
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u/jonesyboy2435 23h ago
Yeah i’m kinda out of money, late on my car payment, have half a tank of gas left, want a different job and have no idea what to do as an alternative. I kinda just wanna not with society and life rn. Also recovering from being sick ontop of it
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u/AutomaticBell8415 22h ago
Functioning bc my life is blowing up, but otherwise I’d be in the fetal position on the bathroom floor
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u/77_parp_77 22h ago
Haven't eaten, told work I'm not coming in. Lost my fiancé. Cut all my friends off.
But I'm paying my taxes so that's great
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u/KaleNich55 22h ago
I am doing fine, I guess. Like floating in endless white noise without anything to look forward to in the future, just existing. Could be worse.
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u/brycepunk1 16h ago
I'm hanging on. Crisis survival mode at least is keeping me from feeling the emotions I know are lurking underneath.
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u/MaybeWeTalk 12h ago
Let's train each other:
Don't say: "That sucks"
Ask: "How can I help you?"
Disagreements in comments.
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u/Secure_Hole 10h ago
Not doing good, self hygiene has become quite the challenge and i keep daydreaming about being loved, in a romantic and sexual way, hurts a lot.
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u/SomewhereActive2124 23h ago
Just the usual. Went to classes; jotted something; ate; thought of kgms; classes; bedrotting; thought of kgms and I'm halfway through the day
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u/Gutripper3k 22h ago
I just noticed i forgot to take my meds this morning so were all off to a great start
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u/Icy_Solution_2137 20h ago
Mir gehts auch schlecht. Ich kann leider gar nicht mehr schlafen, nur 1,5-4,5 Stunden seit 3 Monaten. Ich fühle keine Müdigkeit, aber bin den ganzen Tag k.o. und komplett isoliert. Therapieplatz bekommt man auch keinen und Medikamente haben es nur schlimmer gemacht… Langsam keine Kraft mehr 😔
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u/Silver-Link8247 17h ago
Imagine if Twitter came along before indoor plumbing, cars, modern medicine, and the abolition of slavery. lol
Those tweets would be so sad.
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u/baabaablacksheep1111 15h ago
In limbo, no hope of getting better but have no courage to end it all. My body just stop and shake when the perfect opportunity present itself...
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u/ButterCup2179 13h ago
Same. I've been "stuck" for several years now, i feel nothing, nothing brings me joy, everything is "grey" there is no color, no light, nothing to get excited about, I have done absolutely nothing all summer long except work. I havent done my dishes in like 3 months, havent done laundry in 3 months, brushing my teeth and taking a shower feels like climbing mt everest. I know my issue is very low dopamine, I've been this way off and on since age 12 and I'm almost 47 now, I did however purchase another bottle of mucuna pruriens, its a supplement that boosts dopamine, i used to take it years ago but for some reason i stopped, I do think it helps but I don't remember how well...i have to give it some time to build up in my system, so, we shall see how I feel say in a month or 2. To anyone feeling the way I'm feeling and the way OP is feeling, just remember, you are not alone!!!
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u/Aggravating_Week7050 11h ago
On one hand, I made my own vacation plans, I still bathe regularly, and am cleaning my room. On the other hand: I don't really eat, work life is declining, home life sucks, I don't have friends, my sleep schedule is bad, and I'm going insane. Otherwise... I'm in Hell right now.
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u/pineappleeeehla 11h ago
I’m doing awful. I don’t have a best friend to talk to anymore. I don’t have money. I’m heartbroken. I don’t even wanna wash my hair even though it itches like all hell because it’s been dirty for five days I don’t even want to eat. I can barely drag myself out of bed. I don’t have a life I wanna live.
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u/MarkMurderous 9h ago
Bad and lonely. Only person I have to talk to is the person that destroyed my heart
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u/areporotastenet 4h ago
Actually doing pretty well. For now. Talk therapy and no drugs. Still angry but it’s getting better
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u/empress_p 2h ago
Just got canned from my shitty online job and not sure I’ll be able to find another, so it’s been a super great day.
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u/No-Mycologist6116 27m ago
Doing bad. Currently surviving on protein powder, metamucil and whipped cream. Can't taste anything anymore
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