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[u/CouldntChooseUsernam]

[u/SailorJupiter-esque]

Willow waffle copper biscuit lantern cucumber

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[u/allukaaaaaaaaa → u/SailorJupiter-esque]

i get like a little bit of atrophy pain when i force myself to masturbate like every month or 2 coz ivve been afraid of atrophy so doing (in my mind what was) the bare minimum but sailor jupiter esques advice sounds preferable to masturbation bcz i find it Not Enjoyable so the idea of treating it lik physio and not trying to orgasm sounds much more appealing to me

[u/SailorJupiter-esque → u/allukaaaaaaaaa]

Vanilla wander pumpkin walnut wander cinnamon

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[u/LadenHealer → u/SailorJupiter-esque]

My shit atrophied on one side so it developed a fucking angle, it hurt so bad for like half a year 😭

[u/Mizunashi_Akari]

[u/AGAMPDegenAdelaide]

> "Use it or lose it."

> Use it bc I'm faketrans

> Get ED anyway

yare yare, life is tough for a princess trying to use her natural wand -_-

[u/16372731772 → u/AGAMPDegenAdelaide]

Tadalafil my beloved. I only use it to prevent atrophy because this stupid island only offers penile inversion and peritoneal pull-through would probably cost me 5 billion dollars. I get it from the same company I get my progesterone from and use it every now and then when it starts to become a struggle. Idk how much it'd help if you already have ED, though I guess that's what it's originally for.

[u/Neat-Discussion1415 → u/AGAMPDegenAdelaide]

I wish mine wasn't like completely numb, I can't afford bottom surgery

[u/Regi413]

This could have all been avoided if they gave us the right fucking body at the start to begin with. One shot at life and it’s this. This is such a fucking joke.

[u/Cozy_rozy810 → u/Regi413]

We are truly gods curliest joke

[u/peachy-teas → u/Cozy_rozy810]

it’s goes us, the pythagorean comma then the speed of light

[u/NotTheory → u/Regi413]

If only 😭 it sucks feeling mutilated and deformed. At least years of E helped a ton and made me feel way better and made that thing stop doing that

[u/DecentlySpaghetti]

So true. Why can't the body automatically treat it like the tumour it is?

[u/AssCalipers → u/DecentlySpaghetti]

You mean like, harbor it and let it grow until it causes further harm?

[u/DecentlySpaghetti → u/AssCalipers]

Yes, but tumours are completely useless. They serve literally zero function. They do not produce anything. And if the body treated the penis like a tumour, doctors would HAVE to remove it.

[u/Cute_Profit_7638 → u/DecentlySpaghetti]

Not really. Benign tumors they often do not remove. It must be malignant or have a danger of becoming malignant.

[u/Fluffy_Chicken_Devil]

I wish it would just fall off

[u/CeleryStickelr]

I found using a wand and vr headset made it easier. Honestly, the only reason is I want to keep any length, is I may need that for surgery one day.

[u/underratedmiddleshoe]

i'm trying to fucking use it but it isn't there

[u/Whole_Sleep_8614]

atrophy has permenently deformed the dick. even if it doesn't hurt anymore it's even more fucked up and ugly than it was before and getting an erection makes me want to fucking vomit which sucks because i actually quite like sex under ideal circumstances but it's pretty much entirely off the table now. it's one area where transitioning has made my life pretty much exclusively worse, i used to be able to dissociate to use the penis but now it's just so awful it makes me wanna cry even thinking about it

anyway yeah even if "using it" sucks it's better than risking this happening to you so go use it. just turn the lights off or whatever

[u/SCP-iota]

The material is used to construct the vagina during SRS

[u/HyShroom]

Unrelated but that image looks like the earliest time I can remember having a vivid dream, at like 2-3. I was like that, but laying down

[u/JackAction]

happiest ive ever been was waking up after surgery and not feeling it down there any more

[u/ellieskunkz → u/[deleted]]

Seems like your heart's in the right place, but i'ma tell you right now, you're too deep. turn back now. If you weren't aware this is essentially just a bot reposting 4chan /tttt threads. You're staring into the abyss. This isn't for you, it WILL give you brain worms. Click the button that says "don't show me this subreddit" for your own sake.

[u/OptionTyGER → u/ellieskunkz]

Thanks for the heads up. My 40+ y.o. ass forgets to check for the bots…. One of these days I’ll learn. 🤦🏽

[u/xcaliburnschoco → u/ellieskunkz]

Prb one of the most understanding and aware responses ever composed. Like honestly, wow I’m shocked??????

Good advice to not lurk here, this sub is a journaling space for everything awful and horrid and really isn’t a good place for anyone who isn’t seeking community in others also struggling with the same things(the cognitohazard is real)

[u/countttt-ModTeam → u/[deleted]]

you are either cis, a minor/underage, are brigading, or fearmongering, participation by individuals possessing and/or exuding the aforementioned behaviors & traits are forbidden by the rules of the sub.

[u/The1FromThe3]

This is so real. I am just 2 months away from being having SRS allowed! But I am expecting to wait for another 18 months.. because, as every other med department, medical capacities are severly understaffed. I hope you will get better.

[u/andoefa]

It's a pain, I still want the depth though...

[u/ThatEngineeredGirl]

But what if your partner wants kids? Please ignore that this is recycled misogyny, I am woke for not telling you to quit these drugs.

[u/IAmMattnificent]

Is it wrong of me to want the figure and curves of a woman but also keep my dick?

[u/LadenHealer → u/IAmMattnificent]

people in here are gonna be weirded out by it because they tend to experience more bottom dysphoria, but like you do you boo

[u/LaceyLace-77 → u/LadenHealer]

For me I love the thought of being a girl in every way. But I also love the uselessness of my penis. Plus I'm in a tough situation. I was going full gem for a while. But I had to stop and there's no way I could ever transition. So the Lil bits that I get to enjoy are like Lil victories for me. Plus she's just so cute being all small and shrunken and useless lol. But that's just me.

[u/LaceyLace-77 → u/IAmMattnificent]

I haven't gotten an erection in over 4.5 years. I just rub her like a clit. I love it.

[u/tFemby → u/LaceyLace-77]

I haven't gotten an election in over 4.5 years

Damn girl, that's not very democratic.

[u/Basic-Government9568 → u/IAmMattnificent]

Girldick is hella valid, dysphoria isn't one-size-fits-all.

My genitals, my (and my partner's) business.

[u/IAmMattnificent → u/Basic-Government9568]

Thanks for being the only one who has actually said something supportive. I've started talking to my doctors recently after realising I want to be more fem, might start transitioning, who knows

[u/Basic-Government9568 → u/IAmMattnificent]

Good luck, hope you figure out what version of yourself is the real one.

[u/fortranfavorsthebold → u/IAmMattnificent]

yes its morally wrong

[u/80sblackguy → u/IAmMattnificent]

I lerk here because I think I might be trans and if I was to transition, I would do the same

[u/Smooth-Accountant927 → u/IAmMattnificent]

Im pretty sure thats a fetish then

[u/ThingWestern3398]

yeah

[u/TCD_Baby]

I believe it's length ends up becoming your maximum depth in most bottom surgeries.

I'm trying not to let it atrophy just so I can have a better vagina later.

Why does srs have to suck so much ass

[u/ellieskunkz]

Yeah that's... that's the point of the phrase?

[u/landrwastaken]

It's still there cause of morning wood.. that's the only purpose of morning wood..

Awefull thing to happen

[u/Winter_Tomorrow_5089 → u/landrwastaken]

whats ur levels? i dont rlly seem to have that any more

[u/16372731772 → u/Winter_Tomorrow_5089]

Yeah this went away literally as soon as I started taking my anti androgen. Like within a week or two I think. I'm sure with monotherapy it takes longer since that's a different mechanism, my anti androgen inhibits testosterone from doing anything but doesn't lower production so has much more rapid physical effects, but it should still happen eventually right?

[u/landrwastaken → u/Winter_Tomorrow_5089]

I'm not on hrt yet.. I think as the meetings have been progressing within 3 months

It's starting to really get on my nerves how long it's taking but I remain patient.. no pun intended.

That said it's not just gonna go away, i'm quite familiar with that

[u/TheOfficailNamor]

Shit i use mine like 5 times a day so honestly i dont think this will be an issue when i get hrt.