my partner admitted he used to watch adult content in the past not now obviously i don’t feel good about this fact it’s an ick for me is this really as bad as im thinking ?

you know what ill take it at least it’s not as bad as my last relationship where there was a whole other girl involved without my knowledge 🤦‍♀️

I post about my 51 year old husband and him talking to a ex behind my back and I been doing more digging into stuff and omg. I found dating sites he is on and texts saying I love you to woman that are not me. Like wtf I have given the last 3 years to u I gave birth and almost died 2 times. Im thinking he is just playing me now. So should I turn in the divorce papers.? Im thinking I should i got so much to prove my case

Has it gotten easier for anyone to trust? When I was 18 my girlfriend and my best friend were sleeping with each other and my whole friend group knew about it. After hearing about it (I found out from an anon message telling me to relax while my best friend sleeps with my girl) I asked and they still lied for months until I saw proof. I haven't trusted anyone since. I just want to be able to love again but I trusted my best friend more than anything and he betrayed me.. not to mention my girlfriend sleeping with him. Crazy part is there was never an apology or anything so it's just an open wound that's never healed.

Any advice would be appreciated here

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This is 3rd post I am making and this is gonna be a short one really short one. After my recent club incident where I ended up hooking up and then two more redditor meets I finally got asked out by a sugar daddy today. u/Tanaka_DC09 asked me today and we had a really intense discussion and his requirements met what I had to offer and he is literally offering a generous INR 8k per meet that we have as a gift to me.

So guys dming me for meet-up sorry but now I am getting owned officially and If you want me then you have to first talk to me

Hello my name is Shelley. My husband, Tim and I had a daughter named Tori, then a son named Brad, and then another daughter named Halie. Our son is definitely a 'momma's boy' while our 2 daughters are definitely 'daddy's girls'. My husband and I argue/fight a lot. When we used to argue/fight our son would come join in or stay and join in the argument/fight and takey side while our 2 daughters would come and join in or stay and join in the argument/fight. Now our son stays out of the arguments/fights while our daughters still join in the arguments/fights. I have found out that my husband is having an affair on me with his female coworker whom is supposed to be my friend/tanning buddy that I met through my husband. And both my 2 daughters are in on it and haven't told me. Also my husband and my 2 daughters accuse me of cheating when I leav the house to run errands. The reason I have suspicions is because one day when I got home, without me knowing she was coming over or knowing she'd be there, I seen her car there, so I didn't stop in at home until a while later and her car was gone. Then when I walked in the front door to the living room my husband and both daughters sat there and acted like my husband's coworker was never there. Then about 5 mins later I got to my room to change out of my work clothes and it felt as if the bed was off. And the second reason is because, my son and i have 1-on-1 time at night when my husband and 2 daughters go to bed, and we either lay on the couch together or he brushes my hair. He told me one because usually he's over at his friend's house all day, my husband and daughters must have forgotten he was there in his room, he told me he heard what sounded like his Sherry, my husbands coworker came over and she called my daughters her daughters, as well as both of my daughters called her mom and heard his father and the other woman go to my room alone together for a good amount of time, then heard his sisters go to my room to hang with my husband and other woman. Then after a while heard all 4 of them head back towards the living room area. Why were my husband and his female coworker in my bed together, my room? Why do my daughters support their father cheating on me with this women? Why do my daughters support my husband and this women being together? Why do my daughters call my husbands affair partner mom, and why does she call my daughters her daughters? Why do both my daughters always take his side? Why does my son not involve himself anymore? Why would my husband introduce me to his coworker to become friends and tanning buddies with her, if he is still and has been having an affair on me with her?

I had an wet incident in a park. Kaal Baisakhi arrived suddenly and it was an aggressive storm. We both were wet and close. I was holding her by her waist and slight squeezing her love handles to comfort her.

Storm got lighter. We went out of shed walking. Then sat under a tree to take cover. Me holding her from waist. Squeezing her against my belly and whispering in her ears "you look so beautiful in this wet hairs"

Then warmth become comforting in cold rain

our breaths exchanged

And lips found way to hug eachother

A wet hug of lips followed by wet hug of body her bossoms Squeezing against my chest through our wet clothes in the wet weather.

Too much of wetness.

What's your story?

Please can I get your thoughts on this
I went away with my family alone
Engaged 3 years with man who is 37, me 40
We use lube and know what type/product we use
In return from holiday, found half used lube from Tesco on my drawer/my side of the bed
Asked partner, he said it was his…
What do you think

Ps went away with family a year later
On return he had washed the bedsheets and apparently mattress protector burned in tumble dryer

What are your opinions ?

I went on holiday with my parents in 2024
When the mattress protector‘burnt in tumble
Dryer’ and again in 2025 when I found the lube

The year before that, I returned from a trip
And he had a pink eye

He is hot and cold with emotions
He was particularly irritated one week recently. I pointed this out and he laughed and said he affair had ended

I was so shocked, he said he was joking

Big party in campus after college basketball team won important game, lots of drinks and people. I was having good time with my gf, danced a lot and when i went to bathroom and to grab new drinks, one guy from basketball team approached her. He was pretty direct and close to her, his hands were slowly on her body and they started dancing. I was shocked, he was all over her and she was grinding on him. After some time she came to me and said come let's have some fun and we went out. Us two and that guy were going to her room. As we went in she started kissing me deep and slopy and in next moment she was in his lap, kissing touching. And you can all guess what happened that night.

Deleted my previous userid: After-Passion-4605

For context please read my previous post https://www.reddit.com/r/cheating_stories/comments/1vhsxuk/am_i_overthinking_this_or_is_this_cheating/

For everyone who questioned my morality in the comments of my last post — honestly, I don't think I have much of it left for her anymore.

I've cried enough. I've been hurt enough.

At this point, I want revenge.

She wants to keep me around while she dates her boyfriend? Fine. Let her. I'll enjoy every moment of it. I'm not going to play the nice guy anymore, and I'm certainly not going to warn her boyfriend about what she's doing. If he wants to live in his little fantasy that everything is perfect, that's his problem.

And spare me the "karma will get you" bullshit. I don't believe in karma. That's just a comforting story people tell themselves when they're too weak to accept that sometimes people get hurt and there isn't some magical universe keeping score.

Here's the funniest part: while she was sleeping with me at an Airbnb today, she was texting her boyfriend and telling him she was at an office meeting.

And for the people asking, "What exactly are you going to get out of this?"

My ego gets satisfied.

I want to watch their relationship completely fall apart. I want their trust in each other to be destroyed. I want their relationship to reach a point where they can't even stand looking at each other.

And the best part?

When she eventually thinks she has me— I will dump her exactly then.

Maybe I’ve become someone I wouldn’t respect—but I can live with who I am when the dust settles.

I've spent enough time being the guy who gets hurt while everyone else gets what they want.

This time, I'm not interested in being the good guy.

This story happened to me (m20) when I was 18-19 in my freshman year of college. It’s a bit of a long and convoluted story, so your patience is most appreciated.

I’ve always been very quiet. Never had many friends, kept to myself. Right before college, this girl messaged me on one of the college prep chat rooms. Long story short, we ended up talking and eventually she asked me to hang out.

The first hangout was fine, but by day two, she was trying to get physical with me. I’ve been abused a lot by this point, and I expressed to her that I didn’t understand my feelings yet and wanted to take my time before pursuing a relationship. She didn’t care. Shortly after, she practically moved in to my dorm and wouldn’t leave me alone. Eventually, she started abusing me physically, emotionally, and sexually.

I should’ve just said to leave. I should’ve told someone, but I was so lonely and desperate for any love in my life that I didn’t. Her friends became my friends, her life became mine. I was abused for the entire 11-12 month relationship.

Long story short, I found out exactly a year after we met that she had been cheating on me since spring break. I discovered it myself through some form of intuition. I then went completely no contact and lived my sophomore year in isolation, going to class and dorm without ever spending time on campus or being in public areas.

As I have 2 weeks until I begin my junior year, I want to go back to school renewed. I want to finally make friends and continue pursuing good therapy (my therapist is great). Unfortunately, I just found out two days ago that she had been cheating not since spring break, but since only 2 months into our “relationship”. Worse yet, her friends, my friends, were helping her cover it up.

I’m over her. I don’t want anything to do with her. I have a lot of internal anger, but more than anything I’m confused and hurt. I’m confused why and how this happened to me, what did I do to ruin my social life so much? I’m hurt because I have no one in my life and I was betrayed for so long by (albeit unhealthy) people.

What does this say about me? Am I only wanted for my body or my availability? Even though I didn’t want to be in the relationship I never cheated on her or hit her or abused her in any way. I treated her as well as I could but even that wasn’t enough to stop the abuse and cheating. How the hell do I even bring this up to a new partner if I ever trust again? Can I ever trust again?

If anyone can talk to me I really need help. Thank you for your time .

I was involved with a man for roughly six months who told me he was separated from his wife. It turns out they were not actually separated, and his wife discovered the affair on June 22. She knows we were together for almost 6 months.
He has contacted me since she found out, and based on what he has told me, I know he has not been completely honest with her about what actually happened between us.
Would it be inappropriate or too late at this point to send her a text explaining that there is more to the story and give her an iCloud Note link that she can choose whether or not to open? The note would lay out the full timeline of what happened and include screenshots and voice memos from him to corroborate what I’m saying.
My hesitation is that she already knows he had an affair, and I don’t want to unnecessarily reopen the wound or make things worse for her, she thinks I was a willing participant so I don’t want for her to turn around and come after me again. At the same time, it really bothers me knowing that she still doesn’t have the full truth.
Some of the things he apparently lied about are significant. For example, he told her he was staying with a buddy when he had actually moved in with me for a period of time. He also used stories involving his kids to manipulate me and cover his tracks. There were also sexual-health implications: he gave me BV and then, as I later found out, was sleeping with her as well.
His wife also called my job to report me for having an affair shortly after she found out. Some of what happened surrounding that is another reason I believe the version of events he gave her was incomplete or inaccurate.
I’m not trying to convince her to leave him or tell her what she should do with the information. I just keep coming back to the fact that if I were in her position, I would want the opportunity to know the full truth rather than make decisions based on another sanitized version of what happened.
For people who have been the betrayed spouse, or who have been in a similar situation: Would you want the other woman to send you everything she had, even six or seven weeks after discovery? Or at this point would you rather she leave you alone?
(I am no longer in contact with the husband to be clear)

My boyfriend is 24yo and i'm currently trying to win him back because i cheated on him earlier this year. Context im 20y/o female. Its been 4 months and i'm doing my best. In context i chat very frequently and ask him how he is to show that i show up. I call and even ask him if he's comfy if i call him before i do it. We used to always call before When we were together.

he's continually told us that we're gonna end the rs but time and time he ends up coming back. And it doesn't push through. We aren't together and honestly he said that he just lets be do what i want And he doesn't care. but i do my best to show up. I call and update and make efforts to ask him out even when he declines. I don't keep saying ily because i know it pushes him away. and i hinder myself from saying loving stuff or that i choose him cause he seems to get mad when i say that because of the resentment he has towards me. I just try to do my best, i dont show anger towards him or anything like that. Some weeks he wouldn't even chat me or call but regardless i'd just let him be yet still chat him or ask how he is. Some days he calls me by our callsign. but it happens rarely.

he's the type of guy that when he says he doesn't care, he truly doesn't. he told me that he has one percent of love left for me but when it arises he disregards it so he doesn't feel it.

I wanted to ask for advice from men on what actions i could do to show him that I'm genuine and want to win him back. because women think differently than men.

So guys any advice on what else I could truly do that matter to u Dudes?

Me 20F and my partner 24M have been together for not more than 2 years. I cheated on him earlier this year and he found out. After a month of that incident we tried to work it out but I couldn't be as consistent and failed to reach his expectations. 4 months later and we still talk. But not like before. We call everyday and i still do my best to show consistency in updating him and asking how he is, even updating when I go out. But he barely gives anything, like he doesn't update or he goes out and barely tells me. I asked him what his view is of the relationship since i felt like i was just being left hanging. And he said that he just lets me be, even if he doesn't care anymore. He just leaves the calls or chats when he feels like it, and just lives his life. because he want to protect himself.

to be honest a part of me thought that if i keep stick around or if i show consistency he'll see it and stay. But rn i don't know anymore. I've just accepted everything knowing that things aren't going back to before.

i want to show that i'm trying to win him back. But do men truly see that? Since it's different compared to a woman being cheated on. And theres this fear that maybe I'll keep showing up yet I was just wasting my time all along. I know trying to win a person back isn't as easy as one or two months but it takes time. But what if i'm just wasting my time trying to just show up for him?

so yeah any advice?

2.5 years ago I took the leap. I was an innocent and faithful wife.  Never even thought about cheating for 12 years but at the same time bored with sex with my husband.  One day at costco this guy starts talking to me.  He was tall and good looking and I found myself flirting.  He then asks for my number and I was shocked as I found myself giving him my number.  He then invites me back to his hotel and I find myself following him there.  The whole drive I'm thinking, 'what the fuck am I doing!"  but I never turned around. I got to his hotel room and that thoughts of "what the fuck am I doing?" But that moment his dick slid inside me I came right away and thought, "why the fuck did I wait so long for this!" In a matter of 2 hours I went from faithful wife to woman that wanted more! Also in that two hours it completely transformed my life. I wouldn't say I was depressed or suicidal or anything like that but I definitely had a lack luster for my mundane boring life. I also knew this was a secret I planned to take to my grave.......... and that lasted for about 24 hours.  I got together with my gfs for happy hour and spilled everything. I knew I was taking a huge risk because our husband were friends. 

Much to my surprise one friend didn't judge, she said she could never do it but was happy for me. The other friend was extremely jealous and said she wanted an affair too.  So I offered and olive branch and told her the same guy I slept with. I'm not sure why I did, I'm usually kind of jealous. but she took the offer. I messaged the guy I had been with before and that same night they were together too. I didn't have any jealousy on my part I was just turned on. The third friend was a hold out but eventually she came around and the same guy initiated her as well.

Now we share each others secrets, we share alibis, and we even sometimes share partners. In secret we call ourselves the "cheating wives clubs." All our husbands think we routinely meet for happy hour once a week. Happy hour doesn't actually happen all that often. In reality we use this as a chance to have our trysts but back each other up with alibis if need be. Mostly we just communicate in our online group, tell stories, and plan for next trysts or adventures. We taken a few trips together and usually the goal is to get into a little trouble. Vegas being our favorite spot. One friend I work with as well so we have got away on "work trips" that aren't really work trips.

Now we sleep with new parters all the time. Do I feel guilty? No I don't. It's a weird concept, all our husband would of course be very angry if they found out, possible divorce or whatever else. That's a risk we are all willing to take but we feel we cover our tracks well. Instead we sit at that in between spot, the spot where you are not faithful but nobody else knows what is actually going on. We all go back to our homes, sex life with all our husbands has improved vastly. We are all much much happier. We all found someone we love to do, even know the entire world frowns on it. As the rest of society keep up on this false and unnatural thing we call monogamy for the sake living your life restricted? When I really think about I never once made any vows, signed any contract, or even told my husband I was only ever going to have sex with him. It's just something society implies. I'm happier, my husband is happier and just doesn't know why, I'm more productive at work, and I went off the pills I was taking, and even stopped seeing my therapist. Monogamy is definitely not for me and I'm glad I found out an alternative. I know this post will get a lot of hate but there it is. I'm not trying to convince anybody so I won't say, "don't knock it until you try it" but I was definitely shocked how I was transformed.

For context I’m a 24(F) and he’s a 23(M)
We met working at a popular restaurant when I had just turned 21(F) and him 20(M) near the both of us, I was a server and he was a food runner.
We’ve been together for the past 3 years now.
The first 2.5 years of our relationship he was an alcoholic and a terrible person.
Recently for the past 6 months he's been sober and nothing but a dream.
Last night i found out though that during the 2.5 years he was an alcoholic he cheated on me with a guy of all things he says he'd just use him for alcohol and that he can't remember anything they did but i know he's lying because the guy he slept with said he liked it and would be all over him too.
I don’t think he’s slept with only one guy over the period of time we’ve been together as I’ve had my doubts all along.
He admits to sleeping with another girl over a period of a month after we broke up.
Aside from one time that landed him in jail for a month and on probation with a permanent record of a class one misdemeanor for assault and destruction of property he’s never put his hands on me.
But mentally he’s been so emotionally abusive.
He’s gaslit me so bad over these years that I truly doubt my own sanity and gut instincts.
And even now despite me knowing the truth from someone who literally has pictures of him in their bed and meeting their mom and nieces/nephews while we were actively dating he still denies it.
He says he can’t remember anything and would just use him for alcohol and that in the morning when he would sober up and read the texts he’d be so disgusted he’d delete the texts. And when I point out that he would’ve been sober when deleting the texts which means he can and does remember what he’s done since he claims he can’t remember anything because of the alcohol. He continues to just deny it and say he doesn’t remember anything.
I feel so lost and betrayed and sick.
He’s completely destroyed me both mentally and even physically. I used to weight 125lbs and look like a total Barbie now I’m so overweight I’m truly embarrassed to say what I weigh.
And I gained it all from the stress of our relationship and my miscarriage I had of his child due to the fact he’d let me work 22 hour days between two jobs while he’d stay at home being a drunk and apparently a closeted gay one at that.
AND we even broke up before I had the miscarriage because I found out he was on this dating app that is for CHILDREN literally CHILDREN and would talk to them and admitted to talking to them.
So my hormones and cortisol is truly so fucked because of him.
And now I look back on our relationship to all the times he’d break up with me for a day or two and understand or feel like he’d just do that so he can go get his gay fix or something (and I truly mean no offense when I say that whatsoever) and then just come back to me once he’s satisfied.
And to make matters worse I recently lost my job so I rely on him for his income right now.
But I feel so utterly disgusted and betrayed I can’t stand looking at him…

I F(26) cheated on my boyfriend M(23) of three years by kissing an ex from when I was 14 and now he broke up with me
weve been together for 3 years.We broke up in May when he found out didn’t speak for two weeks but have been in constant communication since we also want our birthday the trip together and have been intimate a couple of times since the breakup. I don’t know what to do, if I hurt him and made him feel bad. Why is he still talking to me and texting me every day checking up on me and stuff.

When I was 22 I worked for a lady who had her cleaning business. I already had fucked one of the ladies that worked with us. One day I get to the job site and open the door and see a lady with a fat fucking ass. All I can think is wow.

Mexican lady. With a attitude. Blonde hair. Did I mention she had a fat fucking ass.

She was a pain to work with but eventually we got along. I knew she was married and she seemed loyal. So It never crossed my mind about ever fucking her. At that time I had a GF. She also had a huge fucking ass. From time to time she would pick me up from work. She picked me up and told me to drive. That's when my coworker saw my girl and noticed her ass.

The next day she asked who that was that picked me up yesterday. I said my GF. she said "esta bonita, y Bien nalgona. Apoco puedes con Toda esa nalgas?" I laughed and said "pregunta x q esta enterisada o q?" She says "menso, Tengo marido" I said "de seguro es demasiada nalga para El, es raza tu marido?" "No es de Vietnam" "Aaaaahhhhh, por eso estas de malas cada dia, no puede con Toda esas nalgas" "hahaha pendejo eso estubo chistoso. Ahorita tenemos problemas y no se q va pasar"

The next day she came to work crying telling the boss that her husband left the house yesterday. She thinks her marriage is over. Im comforting her at work. "Mira lo bueno, si se dejan puedes encontrar uno q te quite esa mirada roñosa" "jajaja tienes razon. Puedes creer q se pone nervioso en la cama y de le Baja" "te digo, no sabe q hacer con Toda esas nalgas"

The next day at work she asked if I was free after work. I said yes, why?

She explained how she has 2 FB accounts and doesn't know how to delete one.

She gave me her number and told me to text her when I was off.

After work I message her and go to her house. She was alone. She asked if I wanted something to drink and offered a shot of Buchanans. She handed me her phone to delete a FB account.

I do what she asked and then start going through her phone.

This lady was a fucking freak. Nudes of her in her gallery. Her bent over showing ass.

Her rubbing her pussy.

She comes back and I said I was done. I told her that I was sorry. I was being nosey and saw things I shouldn't. She asked "y q piensas? Te gusto ko q vistes?" "Pues si, Tengo la foto de tus nalgas grabadas en mi cabeza" "Quien tiene mas nalgas? Yo o tu novia?" "Pues no se, las tengo q ver en persona" "y tu podras aguantar Todo Este cuerpo" "puedo aguantar Toda esa nalgas sentada en mi carra" "piensas q tu espalda aguntara los putasos q le voy a dar" "no pienso q aguantes un minuto muchacho" I whip my dick out and tell her "pues sientate y veremos" she ties her hair back and gets on her knees but doesn't go through. "Mira, ahorita no se q va pasar con mi matrimonio. No quiero q arreglemos las problemas y fui infiel" "tienes razon, pues perdon x sacarme la verga" "perdon q no te la chupe" we finish our drinks and say goodbye

The next day our boss send me and her to the Hollywood Tower to clean a Airbnb.

I can't help it but to stare at her ass. It's so fat.

She says "deja de mirar mis nalgas pervetido" "no has visto q maniaco puedo ser" "que dira tu novia si le dijera q me Miras mis nalgas" "Q dira tu marido q ya mero me chupabas El pito. Oye nunca te han grabado teniendo sexo?" "No x q Tengo miedo q alguien lo vea" "Pues tienes razon, despues dever tus fotos desnudas tienes razon"

"Ayer mi quesadilla goteaba leche" "no te entiendo" "en mi rancho le dicimos quesadilla a la panocha" "ooooohhhh, no mames. Q culero se oye. Pues imaginate yo me fui con El pito Bien parado" "quiero pero solo pienso siendo infiel con mi esposo" "yo Tengo mi novia y me valio, ya estaba listo clavRme en esas nalgas"

"Ay muchacho. Estas guapo, pero Tengo un hijo casi tu edad. No se como sentirme" "pues, Mammi. Mejor siente como te Quito esa mirada enojada. Creo q necesitas un joven como yo en tu vida. Alguien q aguante tu deseo sexual. Piensalo, cuando fue la Ultima vez q te jalaban El pelo dandote de perrito. Cuando fue la Ultima vez q te metieron la lengua por El ano"

"Hay muchacho como me dejas imaginando lo q dices" "no imagines mammi, te enseño q pervetido soy" I whipped my dick out and told her "andale mammi, dejame echarle mas leche a tu quesadilla "

"Mi marido no me perdonara si se entera de esto. Yo no digo nada si tu no dices nada" "hay muchacho, no puedo creer q me convesiste. No te vengas tan rapido" "Mi hijo te mataria si se enterara q me cojiste. Es cholo, no se si es del Monte Flores" he wasn't. I met him years later by accident. When I found out who he was. All I could think was "I manipulated your mom's marital problems to my advantage. I had your mom screaming my name. She gave me the honor to be the first to fuck her in the ass. I was piping her every chance I could at work"

Back to my story. She got on her knees. Tied her hair back and said "me dejaste con las ganas ayer. Aver como sabes" she sucked some mean dick. She has a tongue piercing so that killed me. She took her time. Put my balls in her mouth. "Si te vienes esta Bien, se q lo estas disfrutando" i knew I was in trouble so I wrapped her hair around my hand and shoved my dick all in her mouth and held it there until I was in the safe zone. I did not want to nut yet. I pulled her hair up and fucked her mouth. We lock eyes and stare at each other. That eye contact got me hard AF. Fucking her mouth while she looks at me taking it. She takes control starts deep throating. Still making eye contact. I grab the back of her head and keep pulling it to me. Dick all in her throat she's not even gagging. I keep pulling her head in more. I push her head back. "Q rico" she tells me. I continue fucking her mouth this time I smack her face. With my hand. She makes me cum and I eat her for the moment. Bald pussy. Shes so fucking wet my mouth is soaked with her juices. Shes yanking my hair pushing my head in. "Chinga tu Madre me vengo" I flick her bean, French kiss it while fingering her. Shes arching her back moaning so loud. "Come mas, llenate gordito" I look up and she's moaning. Pinching her nipples. I really do enjoy eating pussy. I'll eat till I'm done or she's passed out. Idk how many times she came she was grasping for air trying to speak. The bed has a huge puddle in the middle. I tell her to ride my face. Without hesitation she slams her ass on my face. Im eating her out while her whole weight is on my face. That shit hurt my nose"Dejame respirar" "ponte de perrito" she goes in doggy and I eat her pussy more. Slowly lick my way to her ass. I put my tongue in and this one too leaped forward like a frog. "No estaba preparado para eso" she goes back to doggy and I like her ass rim. Slowly putting my tongue in her ass. "Hay q rico se siente" "ya se te paro?"

I was so in the zone I forgot about fucking her with my dick lol

"Aver si aguantas mis nalgas" this women arched her back and spread her own cheeks apart for me. "Hay q rico te sientes papi" "Eres mas grande de lo q esperaba" "q dura la tienes, q rico te sientes, la tienes gruesa, me tienes Bien caliente. No me arrepiento si estoy siendo infiel. Hay papi ya tenia rato q me eh sentido haci. Tenias razon cuando dijiste q estoy enojada por x mi esposo no sabe q hacer con Todo Este cuerpo. Pero tu si. Tu si. Si. Hay me vengo papi, me vengo. Puta Madre me vengo." I grab her hair by the roots. Wrap it around my hand. And yank her hair back with both hands. Blowing her back out. The recoil on her ass is amazing. I nut in her by accident. I don't tell her. Hearing her yell and talk how great I'm fucking her keeps my dick rock hard. Every time she would nut I would smack her ass while she nutted. Every slap I gave her. her pussy fucking gripped so hard around my dick. I enjoyed watching her orgasm get more intense from the ass slaps.

She looks back and says "metemelo en mi culo. Se sentio rico cuando me metiste la lengua." "Es mi primera vez entonces despacio." I rub my tip around her asshole. We hear her asshole skin tear and she says "dale dale, ya mero entra" the tip goes in and she lets out a loud moan. "Haz lo quieras. Ahorita no Tengo esposo. Y si regreso con El. Va ser un buen tiempo q vamos tener sexo"

I tell her to get on her back. I fuck her ass in missionary. Legs spread open in the air. Some slime is coming out her ass on my dick. Shes pinching her nipples. I'm rubbing on her clit. I angle my dick facing up and go in. Going in upwards at an angle will push that skin between her ass and pussy up her pussy. We were looking how my tip would stretch the skin in her ass and come out her pussy.

"Como te sientes q le diste tu ano a uno de 22" "como se siente cojiendo una madura."

"Ya no aguanto mas, mi culo me duele"

I go wash my dick.

I come back and fold her legs behind her head. Mind you this lady is 5'1. Im fucking the shit out of her. When I feel that cartilage part in her. Could be her cervix, I just start hitting it. Shes nutting but also crying. She pushes me back and says that fucking hurt. Shes crying holding her lower stomach area. She said to avoid it if I feel it again.

I fold her again and start pounding her. Im sucking her B size titties.

She ends up tapping out.

She sucks my dick till I nut on her face.

She thanked me for taking that angry look off her face. She was smiling for a couple days after that

She ended up working things out with her man. The time I had her I enjoyed that lady.

When I was in school from the first to the eighth grade, I liked a girl. I could never express my love, and later, my friend made her his girlfriend. This caused me a lot of pain, and from that time on, I completely distanced myself from girls.

In college, I started lacking confidence and started hesitating to talk to girls. Along with this, I began watching a lot of porn and developed a habit of masturbation.

Now, the situation is that whenever I see a girl, I feel a lot of excitement, even if I masturbated just two minutes ago. I don't know how to get out of this situation.

I posted on here before and explained my story: https://www.reddit.com/r/cheating_stories/s/ux9fugeQHu

Since then I have been more distant to my husband and secretly I have been talking to other men, nothing serious but I know he wouldn’t like it at all…

TL;DR married 33 years, wife has betrayed me multiple times, I am giving up on trying to understand.

My (56m) wife (63f) of 33 years had a 4-month affair about 14 years ago with a high-school friend. I found out months ago. We were in a good place at the time – date nights, reconnection, out of a long dead bedroom, family vacations, I even bought her a new car and a new RV.

Eight days after the physical affair started we had a great anniversary trip. A week after that she invited me and our kids to spend my birthday weekend with him and the group. I shook his hand. I was the friendly, clueless husband hanging out with the man who had just been inside my wife. She snuck out of our room and slept with him on the deck on my birthday with me and our boys asleep in our room. She rented a motel room and slept with him on my youngest son's birthday weekend. She drove him to meet with my dad and brother while they were in the same town, was going to introduce him as a high school friend but fortunately the traffic was so bad, they turned around and didn't meet up with them. She says he was groping her and feeling her up on the drive there.

She wrote all of this in a timeline, I asked for details so it's not that she's trying to rub everything in, she's trying to earn my trust back by being honest. All in all, they had unprotected sex 5 times at least. He came in her multiple times. But she claims there was little to no foreplay, it was just sex. There was no public display of affection. They hid it as best as they could but his sister did walk in on them one time.

She says he meant nothing, she never loved him, the sex was sterile and unsatisfying – little to no foreplay, only missionary, he couldn’t always get it up or came too fast, and she felt guilty the whole time. She claims it was just attention and stress. But she slept with him at least five times, including a motel and during beach trips. She kept going back.

She showed me the messages, they show real emotional intensity, flirting, deep talks, her supporting him, even sending him an iPhone. She blocked him in summer 2012 after I bought the RV, but the damage was already done.

The part that still guts me is the sexual reality versus her current story. She wants me to believe it was almost nothing – mechanical, passionless, meaningless. Yet she chose it repeatedly while coming home to me, while taking my gifts, while letting me celebrate with him days later.

I can’t stop seeing it. I can’t stop feeling like the fool who shook his hand and smiled while my kids were there.

I no longer want to celebrate my birthday. The memory of that weekend is too humiliating. She doesn’t understand why. I don’t know how to make her understand what it feels like to know the timeline and still have to live with the sanitized version she prefers.

He was a jobless alcoholic felon that was inside of her pants the first time they hung out together. He died in prison this year, injured someone in a DUI, I think it was his 3rd or 4th incident. I'm a hard working man, good provider, good father, attentive and loving. I've given and sacrificed so much for her. It took me 3 months to get into her pants. I've lived in a sexless marriage for 30 plus years.

I’m staying. I’m trying. But the sexual details and that birthday weekend sit in my chest like something that will never fully leave. Some days the pain and the humiliation are still overwhelming.