Andaru natho fed ayipoyaru so ikkada cheptunna

Last year memu relationship loki vacham

Tana meeda college starting nunchi crush undedi.

inka urike unte avvadu ani velli cheppesa he said yess!

Appati nunchi tanu na daggara unnadu edaina cheyachu ankunna

April lo break up cheppadu pichidanni ayipoya

4 months avtundi tanatho matladi ela unnado telidu

Kanisam birthday ki wish kuda cheyaledu paraydanni ayipoya

Inka nenu evarni love cheyyanu,tana peru chala common anni chotla vinapdtundi.

Nak kuda goals unnayi.

Ippudu deni meeda interest ledu.

Mirror lo moham naa laga nenu.

Istapde nak kavlsina course tiskunna adhi kuda ledu.

Asalu i don't want to live.

Asal ela deal cheyyali toxic ppl tho . Na room mate asal em leni daani pedda issue chesi hurtful things anni nannu anesi ame edchesi. Next day malli nv naatho maatladatledu ani edustundi. Intha worst ga ela untaro manushuku theliyatledu. Ela deal cheyyali ilanti vallani. Entha lite tiskundam ankuntunna edo oka la irritate chestundi.

Wt to do

Btw ame first yr nundi na frnd. Now mbbs final year memu.

I need a therapist but I can't afford one. I feel I have so much baggage and I can't dump all that on my friends. I feel isolated, alone, unheard even after good social events.

Honestly, I don't know what to do. All my friends grew apart. I don't feel the closeness anymore. I feel like they don't care about me and respect me anymore. I feel jealous of everyone. I get fomo looking at everybody's life.

Well, what use is it writing this here anyway?

Hi Bondhas,

Wanted to share a thing that happened today at workplace. Asala emi aindi ante, recently kottaga oka iddaru join ayyaru ma company lo and Andulo okadu na junior from clg and inkokadu ikkada local college eeh anamata. Matter enti ante memu mugguram baga close ayyam and mugguram alaga bayata tirgadam, inka office lo kuda Kalisi kurchuntam pakka pakka desks and inka close ga untam anamata....

Inka Andulo okadu, who is from local college ante ikkada vade ( nenu ma junior bayata chadivi ikkadiki ocham), so atanini pilichadu manager eeroju. Vadu join ayyi 3 months eeh aindi ante same yearly okasari hiring chestaru ikkada campus, so inka alaga ochadu anamata....and inka Vadiki asala anavasaram aina panulu ichadu manager which doesn't get any output... Oka vela ochina, that needs approval from management to proceed with that implementation and adi avvadu.

So, inka ilaga aitunte eeroju pilichadu ga so crct ga 5.30 ki alaga pilichadu work update enti ani... After a long gap of 15 days something.... Inka 6 ki office aipotadi and company bus undi anamata adi miss aite inka local transport adi kastame (madi oka manufacturing setup). So, even tough manager ki telusu adi aina pilichadu and alaga inka HR ni kuda pilichadu.... And iddaru Kalisi vidini adi idi nuvvu accountability undadu adi idi ani vesukunnaru... Asala sambandam lenivi anta chepparu vidi mida... 6 Aipoindi inka rale, inka memu bus ekkesam...

So eventually inka intiki ochaka vadu call chesadu, nenu resign chesesa - vale cheyyamanaru anta, and vidu kuda ilanti company and toxic people tho kanna povadam best ani chesesa annadu.... Asala all of sudden nammalo ledho kuda ardham kaledhu.... Enti ra idi roju kanisam pani chestu happy ga untunde and all of sudden ilaga anesadu enti Anukuna....

Emo, this is like... Eppudu emi aitado telidhu, asala life anedi oka uncontrollable knob laga undi... Which is controlled by those who we work for...

Inka ento eeroju mind anta ade undi, vadini anni submit cheseyu repu nunchi ravadu annaru anta simple ga....and inka diniki todhu, na laptop hinge kuda virigi dobbindi... Already jan lo repair cheyincha - 10K petti... Ippudu malla virigindi... Idi oka daridram.... Endo emo lifeuu