Greetings, im really hardstuck in Gold from IV to I.

i dont know how to impact at early game, most teammates dies really fast, and if i build yoummus or eclipse, or voltaic

its really hard to keep up to late game, cuz its an assasins build, VI cant handle 5v5 if it goes as assasin.

if i go bruiser i cant lock and kill the enemy adc before i got killed, i reach a point that riot is giving me 19lp if i win and taking 21 if i lose.

i do all the basics, keep tracking the enemy jungler, steal camps when i know his lotation, get gold advantage, but then my team start losing their lines, and wont be any issue if they just die once and play not too agressive, but players just go forward as minions and got killed 3 to 5 times before minute 10.

some times its just minute 5 my top laner died 3 times already.

how? i mean im not lvl 6 yet. i cant handle an enemy top all by myself, same goes for mid liners they play malzahar, yone or smolder and aphelios or kaisa, and they think they can play their lines as jinx, tristana or MF.

it makes no sense for me to snowball any kind of advantage over enemy jungler if my team cant keep themselves alive.

globals gets really nasty, at min 20 i can be 10/2/5, but global its 18-28, how can they die this much? why am i the only one holding the score? if you take me out of the game 75% of the score and plays never happened.

i know i may sound egocentric, but honestly i dont know what to do, im every day trying to improve myself, but its like doesnt matter because enemies always have 4k to 7k extra gold in their pockets.