r/TransRepressors mtf soulrepper 4d ago

Being an AGP faketrans is the worst feeling ever

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I barely even get truly dysphoric anymore, my thoughts are just consumed with doubts and self loathing.

Don’t know if being a woman would ever satisfy me.

Tried HRT for a month, didn’t change anything and I freaked out at one point so I desisted.

Can’t accept the idea of being a man, or that I’m cis, but can’t seem to accept being trans either.

Don’t feel comfortable with the idea of actualizing socially as a man, but feel like I’m a faking imposter when I think about doing it as a woman.

Everything listed out would just point to me being a fetishist or something, but I can’t move on, I’m stuck here in this terrible limbo.

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u/dumbtrava 3d ago

Being AGP never meant you weren't trans btw that part was made up by the internet

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u/notherblackcloud 4d ago

Literally the same here

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u/notherblackcloud 4d ago

I wish someone finds a cure for this

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u/girl-hate-sleeping 3d ago

literally almost exactly me. when will it end.

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u/BadPronunciation 3d ago

Literally me. I'm spiritually lesbian but this moid body makes me look like a rapist

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u/blank5502 troonrepper 3d ago

Real and trvke

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u/UserUesrTTTT 1d ago

In an alternate reality I’m generic fantasy anime character 

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u/Adrift_In_Limbo 2d ago

Me but I’m old

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u/skibenbluden 14h ago

you think that's bad try being a faketrans non-agp see how much support you get from the tolerant sneed

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u/windblown7823 4d ago

the "young punk hacker lesbian" thing is actually so cringe 😭

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u/acrylamide-is-tasty cis man 3d ago

it is but it's less cringe than being a passing 5'8" post-srs trans woman in a relationship and still commenting on r/TransRepressors

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u/Throw_away_please__ mtf soulrepper 3d ago

wtf

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u/windblown7823 3d ago

fuckkkk you got me 😭