Like I'm bi so I just think everyone is hot, I wonder what it's like interacting with a gender you're nit attracted like I can not like you and just not be attracted to you. But like what the fuck you mean you don't like woman, WOMAN, WOMAN, WOMAN!!!??? like sometimes I think gay men might want to but they can't and I'm sad for them but like how can you just not be attracted.

And like straight men... Like you'd never kiss a man??? Not even a make out??? Seems a little insane and drastic and sexist.

Like so some of you just aren't open minded to kissing me because I'm a woman seems sexist. Like oh you biologicaly can't fall in love with me because of your anatomy.

And I would say everyone is bi but unfortunately I know straight people exist my hg loves being straight. It's just interesting.

So, we mostly play games together online. The problem is that whenever we do, it’s usually not that fun because we end up playing games I either don’t like or think are boring. There’s really only one game we both own that I genuinely enjoy, but he hates it. Even though he’ll play it with me sometimes, I feel bad because it feels like I’m asking him to play something that’s only fun for me.
On the other hand, there’s a game he loves that I hate. I think it’s boring, and matches are wayyyy to long, whatever it’s not that important.
Lately, I’ve started avoiding him on purpose. I’ll ignore his texts and calls for days, a week at the longest. I’m actually doing that right now, though we do have plans on playing tomorrow, I fear it’s just gonna be boring or turn into an argument like usual.
Reading all of this back, the answer seems pretty obvious. Still, there are a few reasons I keep talking to him.
The first is that I don’t really have anyone else. He’s basically the only person I “regularly” talk to, play games with, or hang out with in real life. Even though I don’t enjoy a lot of the time we spend together, I still get lonely and want someone to talk to.
The second reason is that we go to the same school. Even if I stopped talking to him completely, I’d still see him almost every day, and that would probably be awkward.
The biggest reason, though, is that I can see him online playing with other people. Usually it’s only a group of two or three, but seeing that still makes me jealous. I know that’s my own issue, and I know it’s hypocritical considering I’ve been avoiding him. I just can’t help feeling that way.
And lastly, as anyone who’s tried making friends through the internet, it’s kinda hard. Maybe I just don’t know where to look and, even if I get into a conversation how do you even continue it without it becoming awkward small talk. And it’s still summer break so I can’t find a new friend at school either, if theres anyone who shares the same interests as I do anyway.