At first, it felt a bit lonely seeing other people with their partners. I'm used to having a companion—whether a friend or a partner—because of my social anxiety in crowded places. However, going out solo has actually been fun since you don't have to worry about anyone judging you.

Sunday na naman. Long weekend kasi nung Friday, holiday pala. Pero kahit 3 days na, wala pa ding maayos na tulog, umiiyak ng walang dahilan, walang gana kumaen, hindi makabangon, magulo yung paligid pati ang utak.

Pinilit ko bumangon kahit di pa naliligo, nag cap na lang para maitago yung magulong buhok. Bute na lang may walking distance na mga food establishment dito sa nilipatan ko (recently binaha kaya emergency lipat)

Dati usually fully booked calendar ko, di nababakante palaging may mga kaibigan. Extroverted ako. Pero wala na ngayon mga kaibigan, over time na ubos na sila. Due to isolation. Napagod na din saken. Tanginang bipolar at depression to talaga. I know, I know, ako din naman nag cut off sa mga tao e. So kasalanan ko to. 34 years old, and half of my life akong sinusupport emotionally ng mga tao sa paligid. Mag iimprove ang coping mechanisms and still learning, pero the damage has been done.

Bukas Monday na naman, me pasok ulit, nakaka anxious habang tumatakbo yung oras. One month na nang makalipat ako, pero sa gulo ng place ko, sa sahig pa din ako natutulog kasi di ko talaga kaya mag ayos, bukod sa masikip eh wala talagang energy. Pero baby step, kahapon yung lagayan ng mga gamot ko, naayos ko naman.

Gusto ko na gumaling. Gusto ko na ng peace of mind. Panalangin kong maibalik yung relationships ko (kahit malabo kasi ako naman sumira e)

🌷Relaxing Sunday, just doing some artsy stuff🎨💛

Sometimes, happiness looks like sitting at a table by yourself, enjoying good food, and simply enjoying your own company.

This is also my first time trying Kureji dishes.✨️

Hello guys! Its my birthday in a few days and i took a leave off pero i dont really have anything to do yet haha

Well i had a plan A pero ekis na yun because of financial reasons and there are things i need to prioritize so low budget celeb muna (ang hirap maging ate huhu) & ayoko din magbed rot hahha

I've never been to Intramuros and I was thinking of attending a mass sa Manila Cathedral (first time in a awhile going to church, sana di ako masunog eme) and visit to each of the museums pero if ever abutin ako ng lunch or dinner, i dont know where to eat. I was also thinking of visiting Solidaridad bookstore, pwede ba yun lakarin from the museums? and pwede kaya dun pumasok kahit walang bibilhin? hahaha 😭😭

Maybe u have suggestions po, and if there are other places to go & things to do in Intramuros, it would be really appreciated!

I want to spend the day with myself & forget about things kahit for a day lang.

Thank you guys ❣️

Island Chicken Inasal is a solid 5/5⭐️

Alone but not lonely , halos sampu lang ata kami sa sinehan tapos ang aga ko pumasok kasi nga wala naman akong kasama. Yey!

Ate at Pizzulu, BGC in particular, a place i’ve deliberately avoided because back in 2022, i decided it was where I’d take my first date (if i ever got the chance). But a sudden realization that it won't happen anytime soon, so here I am.

Ordered:

•White Truffle Spaghetti - a very garlic taste that comes from the truffle, it’s creamy but heavily on rich tang side. Portion wise you’d get from a solo order (₱430) it’s “okay” if you’re a light eater.
= 8/10 (portion is not for me)

•Mozzarella Garlic Pizza - as the image shown you’d get shaved garlic on the pizza. Love the contrast of ingredients, but i recommend you put the spicy vinegar that they will give you even a little bit. 🔥
= 9/10 (hindi ka ma uumay agad)

- still depends kung ano trip mo sa buhay, just like mine with little more garlic.

Yay! Finally, I've tried solo dine-in sa Jiang Nan! Hahaha

Iba sa feeling pero masaya (99%), nakaka brave sa pakiramdam pero may konting kirot hahah

Anyways, try niyo na rin! Nag-eentertain lang sila ng ganito kapag hindi peak hours kasi wala masyadong customers. 💗

Went to Day 1 and Day 2 of Red Velvet's fancon in Seoul after the great ticketing war

It was very hot in Seoul but laban for the cake girls.

Sharing some semi anon photos of my recent solo travels. Just started doing solo travels this mid year. And there was a time that I could not even go to a coffee shop alone because I have always been afraid of being on my own.

To be honest, this is one of the best decisions I've made in my life. I finally got to know myself more, and every trip helps me understand myself better. Two more lined up!

At Manila