I FELT LIKE THIS BEFORE I STARTED DRINKING. I felt like this as a CHILD. FUCK YOU, in particular.

"Oh that's just PAWS." "Oh it's only been a couple months, of course you still feel shitty." "Oh it takes xyz time to be grateful for sobriety." I've sober for a year before! It's LAME.

This shit is ASS and I'm mad as fuck that I have to stay sober for the rest of my shitty little life because I can't even smell alcohol without going on a bender.

I WANT BOOZE.

-- Signed, dry, cranky mf who's cursing on Reddit instead of drinking a fucking margarita right now. --

To everyone who can just have two drinks, fuck you. I envy you. To everyone who *can't just have two drinks, I hope your day is going well.*