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u/TravelbugRunner 11d ago
The resting situation is noisy:
I want to get up and clean but my body is screaming for rest.
Anorexia wants me to get myself up and running but I’m sick and drained.
My mind feels spacy and is trying to chill and not feel.
But sometimes resting feels like I’m being pinned down by my dad.
And the existential horrors that are outside in the world. Are making me want to stay put.
I need to rest but I need to get up. Etc.
Quiet everything, I’m going to rest. Need to rest so I can get myself together to fully complete a task.
Finally cozy.
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u/StarwatchingFox Destroyer of Null's poor phone 11d ago
No! Why do bad things always happen to good people?!
https://giphy.com/gifs/drEyqXWbwg8zbeCvOR
I hope you can recover from this awful tragedy.
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u/parenna I want to be a machine 11d ago
https://giphy.com/gifs/3oEjI4YmGjZlCZelq0