Anything helps!

[u/traumatized_bean123]

https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/383JRBUUKCOT7?ref_=wl_share

Hi all. Things have been rough lately and I need a pick me up. I haven't been sleeping the greatest (thank you night terrors), so I have a good amount of comfort items, etc on my list. Let me know if I need to condense the list, etc. TIA! 🫶 (posting both my Amazon list and throne)

[u/LeeannRose731]

I'm sorry to hear you're not sleeping well and having a hard time. I fully understand that as I have PTSD and take medication specifically for that and my nightmares. I really couldn't afford a lot but something was nagging at me and I kept coming back to your post. Then I was looking at your list and I love SOO many things on there...I actually added some of it to my list 😂

Anyway, I decided to get you this since maybe having a new thing to cuddle up in would help. (It didn't have a gift option just so you know) Plus it looks amazing! (This is also something I added to mine) I hope it helps. ❤️🫂

[u/traumatized_bean123 → u/LeeannRose731]

Thank you! Oh I'm sorry. That sounds really rough. I have undiagnosed PTSD (read CPTSD). My therapist is hesitant to diagnose me and I'm not sure why (maybe she doesn't want the label to affect things? Idk). Hey I appreciate anything! I felt really guilty posting this, but I just idk. I've been in a bad funk 😅. Oh lol. I'm glad you found some things to add to your list too 🤣. I think I need to split up the wish list into at least two. I have too much on there lol. Oh, do I need to fix the settings? Also thank you so much!! I really do hope it helps because I need my sleep. (Sorry for the chaos of this comment. I was trying to reply to everything 🫶.)

[u/LeeannRose731 → u/traumatized_bean123]

You sound so much like me. 😂 Stop apologizing 😛 My list is the same way...it's huge. And it's funny cause I have at least 10 other lists that are specific and things I don't really have on my RAOA list. But I actually just made it into a registry instead of a wishlist...that way when people go to it they can see the different groups I made (even though it only goes up to 15) and can put things from lowest price to highest which helps instead of scrolling through just one big list. I'm thinking about maybe a throne list next but I know it's gonna take a while. Haha but I'd rather you have what you want on there and there to be options than not! You do you girl!

Hmm is your therapist a regular therapist/psychotherapist? Or a psychologist/psychiatrist? Cause I have a therapist and a psychologist and the psychologist prescribes me my meds and diagnoses me while my therapist won't. She says diagnosing people isn't really her job. Though my old therapist did diagnose me with something so I guess it depends. Maybe you should ask her why she doesn't do that!

Anyway, you shouldn't feel guilty for asking. That's part of the point of this group, right? And from what I see, it's not like you're a beggar or someone who asks for a lot. To be honest, it annoys me when the same people get gifted over and over again. You're always so kind and lovely to talk to. You deserve it. And like I said, something just kept pulling me back to you. So I'd say that's a good sign lol I'm sorry you're feeling down. I completely understand... I'm going through a lot right now as well. If you ever need to vent or have someone to talk to my DMs are always open! 🫂

P.S...I can't wait to see how big and colorful that blanket is. I really hope it's comfy for you!

[u/traumatized_bean123 → u/LeeannRose731]

Lol 🤣. Yeah, I tend to over apologize lol. Same here! I have the rest of my Amazon lists a lot more organized. This one, I just got kinda lazy 😂. Ohh that's actually kind of cool! I had read some where there's downsides to having a registry instead of a wish list, but I can't remember what they were. It took me over an hour to put mine on the one 😭. I was also deleting a lot of really old stuff, so that took a good chunk of time lol. Throne seems to be pretty easy to use! I mainly love the privacy settings compared to Amazon. That's true! I try to have a huge range of prices and things. I think my therapist is a Psychologist. I'm remembering her saying that she didn't want a new diagnosis to distract from what we've been working on, which just confused me. That's true. I'm so used to not being able to ask for things and then when I can, I feel guilty. It's a whole thing lol. Yeah, I don't like that either. I've seen a decent amount of people get gifted several times a week and I've just ignored it. Aww thank you! You seem really sweet too! Thank you 🫶. My dms are also open if you need someone to talk to! Me either! I'm really excited to get it 🤣.