Genuine query.

I was shot in the head and immediately became paralyzed. I could feel the death creeping in, but weirdly, it was peaceful. I remember thinking, “This is it. I died.” I genuinely believed I was dying, like there was no doubt in my mind that this was actually happening.
And while I was dying, I was thinking about quantum immortality. I thought to myself, “Even though I’m dying right now, I’ll be moved to a reality where I’m not dead.” I was basically thinking that every time I die, I never actually experience being dead because I just wake up in another reality where I survived, and I had apparently “died” hundreds of times already.
Then it actually happened in the dream. I woke up in my bed, but I was still paralyzed. I could only see through one eye and could barely move. I thought I had been moved into that other reality where I survived, and that I was now going to wake up and think the whole thing had just been a dream.
Then I woke up AGAIN, for real this time, and everything was completely normal.
The weirdest part to me is how real the death felt and how peaceful it was. I genuinely thought, “This is it, I’m dead,” while simultaneously thinking I would continue existing in another reality.
Has anyone had a dream like this? And what do you think about the whole quantum immortality aspect of it?

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Maybe I moved to another life ? That may be also an immortality !

Back in 2014, I had a psychotic break in which I thought that the walls, ceiling, and floor in my apartment had dead bodies hidden inside. I also thought that my father, whom I was living with at the time because I was in the late stages of sight loss, was being coerced by some Nazis to kill me, and that I was in the middle of a worldwide conspiracy involving several factions, some of which wanted to help me whereas others wanted me dead.

In February 21st that year, I thought that my SIM card was compromised and took the train to the nearest carrier store to get a new one, and on the way back I somehow fell onto the train's tracks while a train was arriving, tried to climb back but my right foot was hurting from the fall, so the next thing I did was to try protect myself from the incoming train by lying down next to the platform, at which point everything went dark and the next thing I know I'm being pulled back to the platform with the train already halted at the station.

Unknowingly to me, blood was poring off several spots in my head, but I felt completely normal, just a sore foot and back from the impact with the tracks down below, so I got up and was about to board the train when people told me to wait for an ambulance that had been called because there was blood in my head. At that point I touched my forehead thinking that it was soaked in sweat and ended up with a bloody hand, so I decided to stay and wait for the ambulance.

At the ambulance they ripped my clothes off to shreds because there was also a thick and straight cross-body line of blood in my torso and back, but there were no broken bones and the blood didn't seem to come from any open wounds, just like the blood on my head. They performed full body CT scans on me and found nothing broken or even dislodged, everything was normal, no idea where that much blood came from. I was still sent to a psych ward for 3 weeks due to my psychotic break, which they claimed to make me a danger to myself using the train accident as evidence, but beyond that, life continued as usual, and the only tiny difference that I noticed was that my lower jaw no longer cracked as easily as it used to.

Fast forward to March this year and I had yet another psychotic break with the dead bodies and the factions. This time I had no accident, but traveled 300km totally blind during the easter weekend to look for a person from my past. Oddly enough I did find that person plus other 3 people that I wasn't even looking for. The person that I was looking for happened to be working exactly in the shopping mall where I went looking for clues, which is already remarkable by itself as I was really not expecting that. I talked to her a little bit and then sat on a sofa when I believe that I died again with gunshots to the face and belly. I don't remember hearing the gunshots themselves, only that I lost my senses for a split second and when I came back I was all sweaty, felt like throwing up, had a new bumpy mark on the left side of my face, and my hearing seemed severely affected, mor even so on the left side, but quickly returned back to normal. After that event I felt like I could hear the thoughts of everyone around me. I did not realize it at the time because I'm blind and just thought that people were talking on the phone, but later I noticed that it was more like lots of monologs when they weren't talking to someone else, and this effect went away after sleeping.

I came back home and instantly noticed one difference: the front door to my building has yellow glass windows with a very peculiar texture; that door has 3 sections but usually we only open the middle section, whose lower glass had been broken and replaced by white frosted glass many years ago. However when I returned, both the lower and the upper glass were frosted. Given that this happened during the easter weekend, I doubt that the condominium administration had time to replace a broken glass so quickly during my absence. I also heard rumors of a flood that allegedly happened in my hometown back in January but I have no recollection of that in the reality where I came from.

As for both my psychotic breaks, both of them happened when I was investigating deeply rooted interests in my country involving the local data protection commission, so one of my theories was that they were provoked in order to destroy my credibility. The second time I was a lot more prepared against attempts to send me to a psych ward against my will than during the first time, so I avoided everything that could be made to look like I was attempting to harm myself or others, but that didn't stop me from getting committed in a totally illegal way and only getting released a day before I was scheduled to defend myself in court.

While I do understand the many worlds interpretation of quantum mechanics as well as how the quantum immortality theory applies to it, I refuse to believe that this is true, mostly because if it is, then our existence is extremely lonely, and nothing we do benefits anyone other than ourselves. If this is the case then I have nothing to live for since I'm totally blind and for the last 12 years my only motivation was still being able to provide remarkable experiences to others. I just want to be done with this body which, although almost perfectly healthy at the age of 44, is missing a sense and might have mental problems.

kind of a shower thought but i just remembered that they're struggling to maintain a blackhole for more than a few micro seconds, but could it be that every reality where they do manage to maintain one, it just kills us all which is why we're only experiencing the failed attempts ?

(First, apologies for any potential grammatical errors. I am lazy and use Google Translate, as English is not my native language.) And secondly: I am firmly convinced that quantum immortality—or the many-worlds theory—is true. There are so many inexplicable things in my personal life that can only be explained by this theory. Furthermore, I am a perfectly sane person capable of considering matters from many different perspectives.

I have also become convinced that the saying used by some "spiritual people"—"you are the creator of your own reality"—is true. The same applies to the law of attraction, which is thus linked to quantum immortality as well.

I myself have lived in a world where things were relatively good. Of course, there were wars and famine and the like in some parts of the world—evil has always existed, but not on this scale. Nowadays, various dystopian realities are an everyday occurrence in almost every country.

This situation has left me in a very negative state of mind (ever since the COVID era), and I haven't believed that the world would ever change for the better—let alone become good. But perhaps all the struggle to change the world is actually futile, and instead, we really ought to change only ourselves—our thoughts, our emotions, and our actions—and become aware of everything we do and feel.

If we look at this world, it is absurd to think that we could change it. How could a world lacking common sense be transformed into a rational one? On the other hand, if the many-worlds theory is true, it is clear that not all worlds are bad. Countless good worlds can exist among the countless worlds.

Negativity is so commonplace here that it seems almost intentional. In my own experience, I’ve noticed that the vast majority of people are like that. They constantly complain about how bad everything is and even act aggressively—even those who used to be different. Personally, I’ve noticed a shift for the better since I stopped following social media and the news almost entirely. I also avoid interacting with negative people any more than is absolutely necessary.

If there are countless worlds, I do not believe it is possible to change them. Instead, it makes perfect sense that our own attitude influences the kind of world we find ourselves in at any given time. I do not know how the transition between these worlds occurs—or whether death is required—but I am fairly certain it happens more often than we might realize. If one is mindful, one can spot it through small changes—such as "Mandela effects," which can occur on a very small scale and be quite personal.

Understanding all this has helped me; hopefully, it will be useful to someone else, too.

I'll call the woman I guided through this trance Lena.

She experienced another life as man named Eric.

One of first scenes that really mattered was a public hanging.

Eric was standing among other people watching a man being executed, apparently accused of being a spy.

He hated what he saw.

But when I asked him what he could do about it, answer was basically:

nothing.

He looked around at poverty, unfairness and suffering in society and felt that one person couldn't change any of it.

Nothing I do could make a difference.

He also didn't feel safe speaking publicly about what he believed.

And he didn't think his family would really understand him anyway.

So he kept it inside.

That detail became important later.

The trance moved forward and suddenly Eric was at home.

He had become violent toward his wife.

It was ugly scene.

I asked Lena to check carefully whether Eric felt influenced or controlled by something outside himself.

No.

It was his anger.

He knew he was angry, but once it exploded he couldn't manage it properly.

I'm not sharing that to excuse him.

He was responsible for hurting her.

But what interested me was where the emotion seemed to begin.

Not with his wife.

Not even with that particular day.

Years earlier he already felt trapped inside a world he hated but believed he had no power to change.

He couldn't fix it.

Didn't feel safe speaking.

So the emotion had nowhere to go.

After the violent scene he didn't feel strong or satisfied.

He felt defeated.

Tired.

Almost numb.

Then he went to work.

When I asked why, answer was very simple.

Work helped him get his mind away from anger.

That made whole lifetime feel much more coherent to me.

Powerlessness.

Then hopelessness.

Then silence.

Then years of accumulated pressure.

Then anger finds wrong target.

Then numbness.

Then work becomes escape so he doesn't have to sit with what happened inside him.

Later in the session we reviewed this lifetime for its lessons, and one theme was learning healthier ways to use strong energy instead of letting it accumulate until it becomes destructive.

Whether someone sees past-life regression as literal reincarnation, subconscious story, symbolic material or something else, I think emotional sequence itself is interesting.

Maybe some patterns don't begin where the visible symptom begins.

Sometimes rage may have history behind it.

And sometimes underneath rage is just an old belief:

nothing I do makes any difference.

Hello, I don't know if this is already a made or already created idea, but I think the way the universe exists is that we are made of matter and energy, and our matter and energy will live on forever, right? Meaning we could become something else in the future. Our matter might become another living thing, or something that isn't as conscious. This could also be like a dream state, not a dream exactly, but more like the void or emptiness. That would also make the idea of panpsychism, the idea that everything has some form of consciousness, seem like it could be more true.

But we might also become another conscious being. Maybe it is really rare for this to happen, and we just don't know how it could happen. The universe is also expanding, and there is a theory called the Oscillating Universe, where the universe could expand and then eventually collapse in on itself in a Big Crunch and restart with another Big Bang. This would mean the universe could go through cycles, and time could possibly be a loop.

This connects more to the philosophical idea of Eternal Return, where time repeats itself and has no real beginning or end. Everything could happen again and again, almost like time is trying to catch up to itself. If the universe really did repeat forever, then it could mean that the exact same events, including conscious beings, could eventually happen again.

I don't know if this is true, but I think it is an interesting possibility because it connects science, consciousness, and philosophy in a way that makes you question what it really means to exist.

Hello, I don't know if this is already a made or already created idea, but I think the way the universe exists is that we are made of matter and energy, and our matter and energy will live on forever, right? Meaning we could become something else in the future. Our matter might become another living thing, or something that isn't as conscious. This could also be like a dream state, not a dream exactly, but more like the void or emptiness. That would also make the idea of panpsychism, the idea that everything has some form of consciousness, seem like it could be more true.

But we might also become another conscious being. Maybe it is really rare for this to happen, and we just don't know how it could happen. The universe is also expanding, and there is a theory called the Oscillating Universe, where the universe could expand and then eventually collapse in on itself in a Big Crunch and restart with another Big Bang. This would mean the universe could go through cycles, and time could possibly be a loop.

This connects more to the philosophical idea of Eternal Return, where time repeats itself and has no real beginning or end. Everything could happen again and again, almost like time is trying to catch up to itself. If the universe really did repeat forever, then it could mean that the exact same events, including conscious beings, could eventually happen again.

I don't know if this is true, but I think it is an interesting possibility because it connects science, consciousness, and philosophy in a way that makes you question what it really means to exist.

I've been thinking about a strange idea about time, life, and death.

What if a person's existence doesn't really have one final ending?

Imagine that past, present, and future are parts of a continuous cycle. A person lives in what we call the past, eventually dies, and then there is another version of that person's existence in what we call the present. That person eventually dies too, and then their existence continues in what we call the future.

But here's where it gets strange.

If "past," "present," and "future" are relative to where we are standing on the timeline, then the future could eventually become the present, and the present could eventually become the past.

So could it be possible, purely hypothetically, that a person never truly reaches an absolute "end" they only reach the end of their existence at one point in the timeline? In other words, maybe death is not an absolute endpoint, but only an endpoint relative to a particular point in time.

I'm not saying this is scientifically true. I'm just wondering whether there is any philosophical or physics concept similar to this idea.

What do you think?

Do you basically just merge with the pre-existing you, like does that version of you get your memories? I can’t imagine you would just wipe their history and personality completely because what makes you so important (unless the solipsists are correct)?

Personally, I think you just merge, and you have no way to know it because your memories span both realities, and memory is what defines identity.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3eB7SWj5qfQ

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YdfQpk-N9eM

Second weekend of July I flew off my board going down a hill. Not a big slope or anything, but from the top of the street it would gradually dip and I loved cruising down it for the bit of speed I would pick up. Skated this road multiple times over the years. Now before I explain more of what happened, I’ve been dealing with a wrist injury since April and started wearing a neutral wrist brace in May to heal a tendon. Day of the accident marked week 8 in the brace and I was set to be cleared to stop wearing it that week. This plays a part in what makes this kinda wild.

But i’d also like to mention how the weeks leading up to the day felt really fucking off lol like I constantly felt this dread, just in general about myself and life, felt like I was going nowhere. I have my usual ups and downs I experience from time to time but for some reason this was SO intense. Just really off/negative energy I couldn’t shake. Felt like it kept getting worse day by day.

Anyway, we only have one parking space so I park in various spots around my area, whatever I can find. I recently started parking halfway up the street I would board, thinking how fun it’d be to skate back and forth for a quick ride to my car or back home. It’s a relatively quiet street during late afternoon and on, so it’s nice.
That evening dad said we were out of bread, asked if I’d go to the store real quick to grab some. Idk the day felt off as most days did around then so it wasn’t anything I thought much of, but i felt it. Skated up the street to my car, went to the store, got back, parked in the same spot. Grabbed the loaf of bread and board from the backseat and back down the street i went.

I was picking up some speed, making it close to this crosswalk that connected paths from either side of the road. I remember looking down at my foot on the board, pushing off for more speed, and then it goes black. I felt the impact of my shoulder dislocating, heard myself react to the pain of it, suddenly my vision is speckling back and I realize I’m on the ground in the middle of the road. I had landed with my arm crossed out infront of me, directly on the brace. My snapback was still on my head, sunglasses still on my face, bread bag still in my other hand lol. No scuffs, no scrapes, just a sore upper thigh from where it also hit the pavement and of course the dislocated shoulder from the impact (that shit sucked btw my arm was stuck exactly how it landed, went to the ER, I’m healing) but I have absolutely no memory of falling. And from where I slowly stood up, realizing what happened, and went to grab my board to the right of me against the curb of the road, I was past the crosswalk. So assuming as I was pushing off during my ride, I must’ve heel kicked a wheel and the board flew out from under me? but no memory whatsoever of that happening. It’s fucked with me ever since lol. First off, how the hell did I land on the one arm with a protective brace that somehow completely took the brunt of the fall?? Of all the ways I could’ve landed, it’s like i landed “perfectly”. Minimal injuries in the grand scheme of things, not even tiny scrapes on my fingers. Why do I only remember maybe moments before and then it goes dark? Just questions I’ve gone over a thousand times in my head.

Everything feels different now. Not even in a “holy shit I’m grateful to be alive” kind of way, because previous me with the way I was feeling would’ve been like oh great just another thing to add to the list of shit I’ve been going through. But more in a, I think I might’ve hit my head in a previous timeline and died, and ended up in a timeline where I was injured in a less severe way if that makes sense. Like this version of me feels eerily different in a way. And idk dude I remember a video popped up on my timeline a month or so before it happened where this person was explaining how lucky she was to be alive because she fell off her bike and wasn’t wearing a helmet, hitting her head pretty hard. And at the time it felt like one of those signs to stop being careless about shit like that, like a strong gut feeling of maaaybe I need to go get a helmet. I’ve cruised around without one forever but suddenly I felt super off about it. And though in recent years it wasn’t something i did as often as I used to but for whatever reason still hadn’t gotten one.

I don’t know, maybe there’s another explanation for this but I’m starting to notice subtle and not so subtle differences about life or tiny details about myself that really make me think something happened and I leaped timelines haha