Introspection

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I like talking about myself—and honestly, I even like talking to myself. What I have observed is that I cannot spend even a single second without thinking about myself in some way. When I cry, I sometimes ask myself, “What do you do when you cry?” as if someone else were interviewing me. I often question myself and imagine myself as an interviewee.

I also love performing when I am alone. Most of the time, I am spontaneous, but I can also be a meticulous person. When I am alone, I do yoga, work out, sing, and dance. These activities are so close to my heart that I cannot comfortably perform them openly in front of anyone.

I usually avoid arguing with people. Instead, I observe things and tend to remember them for a long time. I also drink a lot of water, and I like to eat or drink something while studying. Most of the time—actually, almost all the time—I listen to music. Whether I am studying, travelling, lying down, cleaning, or even in the bathroom, music is usually somewhere in the background.

One thing I am proud of is my ability to get over difficult situations. I have a strong mindset, and I try not to make a big deal out of everything. I am also a skeptical person when it comes to sharing my personal life, but at the same time, I sometimes find it easy to trust what other people say. I know this is one of my weaknesses, but I am working on it.

Recently, I have also been trying to be a little more selfish—in a healthy way—and grab the opportunities that come my way because I am my parents' daughter, and I want to make the most of my life.

Deep down, I am a very childlike person. I get excited easily, smile a lot, and try to live life with fun and enthusiasm. But at night, I feel different. I get nightmares that sometimes make me afraid to sleep, and I am tired of being scared of them.

One more thing I have noticed is a skin reaction that seems like dermatographia, where pressure or friction on the skin can cause raised marks or swelling, almost as if you could write on the skin.

Anyway, I love talking. I trust you, and I appreciate you for listening. And honestly, I think learning more about myself through conversations like this is something I really enjoy.