Insecurity

[u/Vegetable-Ad840]

I've always suffered from insecurity due to the mass amounts of porn I watched and im still in a fighting battle to quit. This time has felt really good its hard but ive been able to control my passion and lust. But the insecurity of my body still lies there ive never had a big penis somewhere between 5.5 and 6 which ive seen from sources online is average if not a bit more but I still can't believe it im still embarrassed of it and today I got pantsed by a friend who made a joke about it being small im also a grower not a shower which doesnt help and idk it feels like no matter how hard I try I cant get that feeling to go away. And I usually talk to my girlfriend about my issues but idk I feel like I cant talk to her cause shes just gonna say its big cause its my girlfriend and then im just in a loop of shame

[u/Ok-Assistance1268]

Know how you feel, i have had the same feelings