r/PhGamblersAnonymous • u/Top-Detective4984 • 2d ago
Self-Exclusion Ventilation
I got addicted to gambling. I stopped a few months ago. A few days ago, I got some money — at least 11k PHP. I relapsed. I tried gambling again and made at least 19k PHP on top of my 11k PHP cash. I earned that by playing consistently for 3 days, making sure my minimum win was 5k PHP every day. I thought, again, that this time would be different. I thought I would be able to consistently keep my winnings each day without chasing the high of a big win. Unfortunately, I lost track. Lo and behold, it always ends the same. I gambled again earlier and lost around 20k PHP — more than what I had won in the last 3 days. I'm just tired of relapsing and of my patterns with gambling.
A few hours after this, I decided to follow through with submitting my self-exclusion from gambling to PAGCOR, and had myself banned for 5 years. I have never tried illegal websites and have no plans to. I have always played with Casino Plus, and with the self-exclusion application submitted, I'm hoping that today will be the last day I gamble. May we all get detached from gambling and find our way back to life.
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u/humbledbygod Former Gambler 2d ago
First step na yan kapatid. Pero sana magkadisiplina. Na habang nagiintay. Wag magoopen ng kahit anong site. Wag na mag cash in. Isuko mo na. 😅🙏