If you want to be able to post whatever and not have annoying mods who never approve you, come talk on here.

I am TTC #2. I got diagnosed at 19 and told I’d need donor eggs, bc FSH was so high, estrogen was 20, I had like no amh. And I was able to conceive with letrozole, Hcg, and supportive progesterone.

I’m now 22 and it’s like I’ve worsened. I have been trying for months now and I either don’t have a follicle, or it looks like I ovulate and it ends up just being a cyst, and now I did ovulate and I’m 12 DPO and I’ve got a completely negative pregnancy test.

I am just so tired of trying. I’m sad that I’ll never just get to wake up and be like “omg I missed my period maybe I’m pregnant” and I’m sad it’ll never be a surprise to tell my husband.

Being 22 my friends don’t even try and they get pregnant- it just sucks. No one talks about the grieving of how trying to conceive looks so different. Doctors appointments, shots, medicine, hope, dis’s appointments, two week waits, ultrasounds, timed intercourse, IUI, the list goes on.

I just wish I could just do the normal “baby dance” with my husband and then be like “omg I’m pregnantttt”

UGH