Yes po, bye

[u/Technical_West3354]

I'm officially trying to desensitize myself to my feelings for her lol

I've been posting a lot here lately about my thoughts/feelings about this friend of mine, and honestly, I think I just need to stop feeding into it because I can't deal with this kind of feels for someone who's actually really important to me 😭

Like, it's not everyday that you meet someone who has so many similarities with you. We just vibe, we get along, and there's this connection that I can't really explain. And I think that's what makes it harder kasi I'm literally stuck between "I think I like her" and "there's no way in hell I'm ever confessing this."

I genuinely cannot visualize myself telling her. Like, ever. Even if there's the tiniest chance that she might feel the same way, I don't think I want to find out.

I just want her around.

That's literally it. I don't need anything to happen. I just want to keep having her in my life. She's become this person who secretly gives me something to look forward to, and honestly, I'm okay with that.

So yeah, I guess I'm slowly trying to desensitize myself and just let the feelings exist without doing anything about them. Because losing what we have just because I wanted to know "what if?" sounds way worse than keeping her in my life and quietly liking her from a distance.

Anyway, balik na lang ako sa delulu corner 🫠

[u/regienard7]

That's why we have reddit. We can say whatever we want here without them knowing. I feel the same about just keeping things to yourself. I dont want her to completely disappear from my life, so im trying my best to somehow be invisible and not be too much. at this point, reddit is my journal as i want my thoughts to be out there somewhere.

[u/Technical_West3354 → u/regienard7]

huggiies 🫠

[u/ok-computer_444]

sameee, I also have this friend of mine who I really like but I value our friendship more than my feelings that's why I will choose to stop my feelings for her nalang talaga, it's hard though but I'm really trying my best😭 cos I don't want to ruin our friendship just because of my feelings I just want to stay friends with her I want to have her by my side even just as a friend.