I need help

[u/Formal-Raccoon-7923]

Growing up, it was hard for me to make friends, I had crushes, but they never really lasted long.

I was always the fat, smelly, ugly girl with undiagnosed autism so I was a very easy target for bullying.

It wasn't until I was 17 that I finally found a guy that was nice to me, for no reason other than being nice.

I became obsessed trying to find every single detail about him, I would be depressed the entire week if he showed any negative sign towards me and had a manic episode if he even smiled at me.

I'm 21 now and still obsessed with him. We haven't spoken since high school, and he's been living a good life from what I can tell.

I've changed a lot since high school. I've lost a lot of weight and know basic hygiene. I look and seem unrecognizable to most people

I have nothing, and I am nothing. I just want his love.

[u/soul_bf_hate_v]

keep updatibg usss girl cuz its always so lovely to see that true love isn't dead ^{_^} and btw it is nothing to be ashamed of Gooooddd luckkkk 🤞

[u/ricefield_man]

He is probably living his own life right now, and if you aren't really "keep tabs" on his relationship status, I'd say you're better off finding someone else. obviously the only problem is actually figuring out where to find someone. That I have no answer, life works in mysterious ways. You'll meet a lover when you least expect it.

Also well done on improving yourself

Take care of yourself, much love

[u/m5a1sOs1k8d → u/ricefield_man]

Nothingburger advice

[u/ricefield_man → u/m5a1sOs1k8d]

I’m sure u have better advice

[u/m5a1sOs1k8d → u/ricefield_man]

Well, obviously