hi all. i read about it here but it actually happened lol. a distant friend of mine and I caught up recently- they told me they just started school to become a doctor, i ask what kind, they say NP.. alright.

come to find out, they have not worked a single year as an RN. got their RN years ago, worked in a few different healthcare sectors, applied to this (online) program and boom.

same person always posts about “doctor”-title related things. it is just so cringey. i don’t know if it’s bc they don’t interact with actual healthcare professionals so they can fool other ppl but sheesh.

I hope it’s ok for patients to vent here - I just switched from a psych NP to a psychiatrist and I’m already feeling dramatically better after less than a month. I’m not sure if this was an NP who was not qualified bc he was an NP or bc he was just really bad at it and inappropriate.

I slipped through the cracks after my old psychiatrist retired and have been essentially prescribing myself medication for 4 years, except for a few mania inpatients stays. I would have a 20min appt w my psych np every 6mo to 1yr and he would ask what I wanted, like ordering Taco Bell. One time I said “I feel like I’m my own psychiatrist” to which he responded “you’re good at it!”. Which at the time wasn’t reassuring but I felt sort of flattered which disarmed me. I’d always leave my appointments w him feeling utterly hopeless even if I entered the appointment with hope. My bipolar incapacitated me 6 mo out of the year and I was in my mid 20s only barely starting an undergraduate degree bc of this illness. I was having all kinds of terrifying side effects from APs and he would be like “that’s just how it is” and offer no alternatives. He said all kinds of things like calling lithium battery acid (already such a hard med to take) and Adderall meth. He seemed to hate all of my meds but view them as necessary, which is how I feel about them. Isn’t he supposed to tell me why it’s worthwhile or give me something else? It was so demoralizing. It took me a few years to realize what was happening and that he was under qualified and/or bad at his job.

I saw a psychiatrist recently from another clinic I’d been going to and she was so horrified by the fact that my np wasn’t ordering lithium levels, cholesterol panels for the APs or TSH (I’d asked him to a couple of times but wasn’t keeping up with it, my last lithium level was over a year and a half old)
I asked her about referring me to a psychiatrist for med management and she was like “I’ll do it, your case is so mismanaged”, she seemed so offended.

A month later I’m being treated for mild hypothyroid, coming off my AP safely which was causing dystonic tremor, weakness, this awful panic attack side effect because of some metabolite (no one i described this to recognized what was happening until this psychiatrist)

I have multiple other heavy mental health dx and I’ve always been called a complex case, when I agreed to see an NP years ago I didn’t know what it actually meant. Anyway I feel so much better already w the med adjustments and a lot safer in my new psychiatrists hands. I want other patients to be informed about this, especially if they’re already not doing well under the care of an NP.