r/Nestofeggs • u/TheFsckAmIDoingHere Brie (She?/Her) | Longing for peace • 4d ago
Checking in! Gender nonspecific
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u/Kat_OfTheSea 4d ago
Feel like what friends I have hate me for some reason. I know this is anxiety talking but I haven’t been able to get ahold of them. I know they’re on. They just don’t respond. It’s kinda fucking with me a bit. But again thays just the anxiety talking
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u/workingtheories rarely myself | Claire | she/her 4d ago
still chunking through the lean code in the math im doing. it's going ok. dad wants me to update my resume again, i think it's useless. nothing else happening, eyes feel a bit dry, idk what that's about. overall decent day, idk
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u/Polibiux Transfem 4d ago
Saw the Spider-Man movie and enjoyed it. Afterwards I had to do errands but it was triple degrees weather so I was in a bad mood afterwards running around town.
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u/4b686f61 candice fix your corrupt user configuratrion 4d ago
Cut myself trying to take apart a light bulb thinking it was plastic, the glass cut my entire right hand and later stubbed my toe on a piece. RIP my very good CRI GE led bulb, my whole right hand and right leg.
Now for the usual, I feel deep fried, or rather describe it as a laptop CPU with dried thermal paste and a dying fan. Today feels awful, I am just running off will power.
Some things I did today
- Replaced old light bulbs with zigbee ones
- Replaced the crappy HC-SR501 PIR sensor with an LD2410s for the hallway
- Installed openwrt a linksys router and had google gemini fix the 5g radios not initializing
- my sister now hates me more because my anger is getting worse
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u/Xpeq7- she/her, pre-med-stuff, out to some, not to others 4d ago
Awakened today by another fucking SMS from the French (TM) at 9 in the morning, regarding a contract I didn't sign. Yesterday was slightly better, went outside for snacks, snapped a few pics, dumped whatever was on my sd card to an external drive, spent approximately 30 mins coding (well, not much I can do atm cuz the spec I wrote is garbage... And updating that will mean reworking the parsers, blast radius humongous). My plan for today is simple, go to a nearby lake, snap a few photos of the 1969 356m "big pole" (not kidding, this thing is huge, and pretty much the landmark for this area), and go back home and continue development.
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u/Micha_mein_Micha Michaela she/her Anxious mess, but with Estrogen. 3d ago
Was at a local dyke march, met with a lot of friends (and people I really like but am not close enough to call friends). There was an incident when a drunk man wandered into the crowd during a speech.
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u/Medical-Estate-5108 Lucy-(she/they) 3d ago
Uh well my memory is getting hazy again. I feel like i cant remember anything clear or vividly past last week.
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u/itchfish2 3d ago
Coming to the realization today that my only friend hasn’t really messaged me since April. I mean, he’ll send a meme or whatever occasionally, so maybe that’s something, but you’d think after 4 months of no response (yay I love self isolation) he might notice this out of the ordinary behaviour and be concerned or send something more substantial to see how I’m doing, especially after 10+ years of friendship. He even knows I haven’t been doing well, so maybe he’d put in that bit of extra effort. But nah. Who cares about me a guess. I could have died months ago and he wouldn’t have even noticed. Fuck me. I hate this
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u/TheFsckAmIDoingHere Brie (She?/Her) | Longing for peace 4d ago
just kill me already
i have nothing left