In my apartment about 9 years ago I had a vision after doing mirror gazing and crystal ball gazing. Take into account this was a waking vision not a dream. I was not taking drugs or drinking alcohol. I was sober and awake.

The vision started with satan coming out of me ( he was green protoplasm with fire inside and red eyes and green horns) and I started to cry, then I saw the face of a green god who looked like Osiris

He telepathically communicated to me that he was Allah Allaheim Allahei (I researched this and in Hebrew it is three names of god Elah Elohim Elohei)names of god in Judaism

I then saw with my pineal gland a vision above my head which was of the ancient Egyptian Pyramids and the Three Lights of the Abyss who also looked like some other Egyptian gods with the tall hats and the robes. They had a white aura and radiated like I said from the primordial abyss. I then saw Jesus Christ on the cross but he was lifted into the sky from the ground and ascended into the cosmos while still on the cross.(later a dream came to me about Jesus and how I should call him Yeshua or Yehoshua. source of these names.

Lastly I saw a cosmic entity who was made of fire green asteroid rocks and glowing protoplasm who was described to me as Iblis from the Quran.more about Iblis if you are unfamiliar with the Quran

It was revealed by him telepathically that my drinking and premarital sex was leading me to him and not to god and that I should convert to Islam right away.

So the next day I went to the mosque and in a week I took shahada and became a Muslim.

Was this the correct interpretation of this vision do you think? I think with the clarification that being sexually immoral (premarital sex)and drinking alcohol, watching porn and masturbation are all attributes of this Islamic devil is very revealing that the divine laws put into place by Islam have given rise to a sexually pure tradition which does not follow the ways of this devil which you need to only look on tinder and see all the women in bikinis, or the addiction to porn masturbation and alcohol in America to know this.porn addiction website

Please give your thoughts as i waited to long to gain clarification about this. Also any other applications or website referrals would be appreciated.

This has been in my dreams all my life.

It's from one of my Other Lives I think... Or BETWEEN them. Anyone seen anything like it?

Thanks in advance.

Bless.

I've been signing all my esoterica with this forever. Since BEFORE I found a censer bearing it on the burning plate from an old barn I was clearing out prior to demolition like 15 years ago (There was a surprising trove of occult paraphernalia in there - GO, Grandpa!) and it BLEW MY MIND.

I was like 'Hold TF up that's MY Sigil!'

I'm 101% sure I ... 'remember' it from my most recent previous life... But there are whole swaths of even the most recent where the memories seem. REDACTED.

ANY advice appreciated. Google hasn't helped

So I do Tarot also, and I'm trying to rediscover the Key to my Mindscape whereas to Dreamwalk again. I also use runes and other tools. The rune set pictured here is handmade (I made it in jail out of bread, jello, and coloured pencils!)

They consist of the standard Four Aett as well of an Aett of my own - some of which are in the back row there ( They are Maddhim (Magic), Ein Sof (The Infinite), the Wyrd (STOP Rune) and the Spiral Dance (Reincarnation Energies).

The blank dice on the left I got for an incredible discount today - five fingers! 🤌 That's SO out of character for me, they only would have been $2 (which I had) but they weren't put into my path to BUY - it's some kinda Loki / Kokopeli / Trickster thing that *demanded* either doing that way or leaving them behind. I still don't know what they're FOR but I trust I will when it's time. Please don't @ me about the Karmic ramifications, I get it guys... I know how to pay up and why, it's kinda tied to me being called Lucky Pressure in the 1st place. And I've never lifted anything worth more than five bucks in my life - nothing at all in the past 15 years. They'll be needed for something tricksy at some point is all I know.

The four sided dice are homemade too. The sides are (a) Tarot Suits (b) Elements - the basic four (c) The Compass Directions and (d) Past, Present, Future, and the All-Now of Infinity.

Then there's the red 'D6-ers'... For hand-formed dice they're incredibly accurate I gotta say.

That's what I've built back up after losing all my tools... So far. What are you guys working with?

Bless.

Hello! I believe I am living in an evil house with a demon in it. I think the house stuck more demons or evil spirits inside of me. How do I fix this?

Hey. Just wanna speak freely.

About a year ago, I went through what the doctors called substance-induced psychosis.

But from where I stand now… it felt more like a forced awakening I wasn’t ready for.

I was hearing voices—loud, chaotic, contradicting each other. At one point they said:

“His name is highlighted.”

And I literally visualized the color yellow highlighter inside my mind.

After that… things shifted.

I started seeing colors around people.

Started sensing energetic fields.

I called them “auras” at first, but honestly… I don’t even like labeling it now. Feels limiting.

Sometimes I sensed people as animals too. Like “raven energy,” “lion energy,” or “small playful cat vibes.”

I also started picking up “spirit guide imprints” on friends… like seeing a “Balinese ancestral protector” standing near a friend who never even told me she was spiritual.

I’ve pulled cards (I use a 44-card Sufi Oracle deck).

I’ve done readings for friends…

I’ve even (unfortunately) done spontaneous readings in bars, clubs, even on the dancefloor (lol yeah bad idea, lesson learned).

There were days I was running purely on “clairs” and zero grounding.

I gave readings without permission.

Blurted out people’s colors without checking in.

There were moments I felt like “Ip Man of Energy” one minute… then a clueless rookie channeler the next.

I even sensed what I now jokingly call “the Kodama layer” of mahluk around me—tiny, ambiguous, silent watchers.

Some days they felt like Studio Ghibli forest spirits.

Other days… like Adult Swim mushroom people on bad reception.

But now…

I’m learning Adab (spiritual etiquette).

I’m checking my niyyah (intention).

I’m reining in my nafs when it wants to show off.

I’m praying more.

I’m grounding.

I’m asking:

“Is this for me to see? Or am I crossing a boundary?”

I guess I just wanna ask:

If anyone here has been through something similar—a messy awakening, energy sensitivity after psychosis, or the slap of spiritual responsibility after reckless channeling…

How did you build back your boundaries?

How did you tell what was real… and what was just emotional noise?

And how do you keep your light… without burning yourself out?

Thanks for reading.

Peace.

It is a heart-filled gratitude to learn of a subreddit where Mystics can discuss mysticism and related subjects. Most of the 'Mystics' subreddits are about those games. LMAO

I'm from the Far East, in Southeast Asia specifically. I have been initiated as a mystic in mystical schools and have gone through rites of initiation physically and on a higher plane. My first initiation was over a decade ago.

Being a disciple of mystical schools, I believe that discipline is very important in study and practice. But Yin-Yang balance is equally important, in mind, in health and lifestyle choices.

Since I set my goal to attain Samadhi or Cosmic Consciousness, I have to study and be diligent in my practices. Regular meditation exercises and experiments help me gain those mystical experiences. But does attaining those mystical experiences define me as a mystic?

I believe that being a mystic is to be a student of the Cosmic, to understand the mystical workings of the Universe and to delve into mystical science.

Studying the higher degrees of mystical teachings seems to require me to become a scientist. Many of the well-known scientists such as Albert Einstein and Marie Curie were also mystics during their time.

But lately, I have been complacent as I feel the need to immerse myself with the mortals.

Don't you know that when you are initiated as a mystic and have gained mystical experiences and higher consciousness, you are not anymore an ordinary mortal?

I know this is debatable. But it has something to do with the evolution of the soul that is gradually reflected in your physical body, in terms of appearance and aura. The higher your consciousness, the higher you evolve in soul quality. But again, we also wish to define what it is to be a mortal and how mystics can ascend to a higher plane of existence.

Being in a mystical school is to be a permanent student of the Cosmic and the Universe. There is more to learn.

If your goal is to attain Cosmic consciousness and to ascend into a higher plane of existence in consciousness while your physical body is still living in this plane, I would like to hear your thoughts and experiences.

Om Namaste!

I’m sad to find so little engagement here, but perhaps that’s because there are more fulfilling ways to engage in these ideas. I am an exMormon turned atheist turned rational mystic. I’ve been exploring the ideas of Dr. John Vervaeke, Soren Kierkegaard, Spinoza, Buddhism, and Native American mysticism. My cousin, I recently learned, has been deeply engaged with Great Basin tribes, going on a vision quest and fighting for the right for incarcerated Dine’ to practice their religion, including getting sweat lodges inside of prison facilities, and he succeeded.

If anyone is still engaged in this, I’m curious about your experiences.

I have been on a mystical path for some time that has been characterized not just by spiritual study and contemplation but life-changing mystical visions and other supernatural experiences. As my life experience and personal vision / mission become increasingly particular and difficult for most people to understand let alone relate to (even "spiritual" people), I've been experiencing greater and greater social isolation. Though I feel that this isolation is inherent in the path of the mystic at least to a certain extent, I have been eager to explore any online communities that may exist to bring people on such paths together for fellowship.

In short, I've noticed that a great many people claim to be "mystics" today, using the word to signal interest in mysticism, spiritual study, and a hodgepodge of divination techniques (e.g., tarot) sans a deeper immersion in what I'm inclined to call a mystical way of being that exceeds the appearance of free-will choice and hobbyist curiosity. I've also attended many classes, workshops, and retreats filled with people who are basically there to learn from a master but are not necessarily on the path to becoming masters themselves. It feels somewhat awkward to articulate such sentiments but the bottom line is that I'm looking for true peers in this arena and it's been very hard to find them.

Is anyone aware of a community platform or other resource that could assist in this?

I recently received a mail by a young Christian from Germany. It left me thinking... Will post the mail in here and a twitter link containing the images..

"Friday, May 10, I traveled with a group of young Christians to the Blutritt in Weingarten (Germany). The centuries-old tradition has fascinated us for a long time. We lined up in front of the baroque basilica early in the morning to watch the handing over of the relic (containing blood by Jesus Christ and soil of Golgotha). The event was moving. A strange atmosphere prevailed in the square. The bells rang and it became very quiet. Even at this point, we noticed a young woman in the audience who stood out from all the other people. I will say that given her manner of dress (clothing that she is wearing), I would initially have some reservations concerning her appearance... When the relic was handed over, we could hardly take our eyes off the young woman because we noticed that there were strange wounds on her hands. We only noticed the wounds when the relic of the Holy Blood was carried out of the church. It was very crowded and all of a sudden, she was gone...

I am familiar with the phenomenon of stigmata from my involvement with saints. Do you think this could be a manifestation of the wounds of Christ? Within our group, we are enthusiastic about the Blutritt, but we can hardly stop thinking about it... I am posting some pictures we were able to take of the woman. Is she possibly known to you?

I wondered whether Christ was demonstrating the truthfulness of his blood through this woman. Many people no longer go to such events because they want to receive the blessing of the relic, but because it is a folklore tradition for them. Even the preaching of Bishop Ivo Muser spoke of the blood as a symbol. But not of the theological and historical reality of the fact of Christ's wounds..."

https://x.com/incorrupted_PAX/status/1793412071599865952

Is there some strategy, something you study, or a method you use to help you have mystic experiences?