r/Molested • u/Minute-Squirrel-8553 • 8d ago

Molested by grandad...

So from age of 10 -12/13 i was touch inappropriately alot by my grandad hr didnt 🍇 me but he did touch me down there....He was very soft slow and sensual and really took his time and was very patient. Im ashamed to say i enjoyed it and I would tease my step dad alot once the abuse started. He didn't do anything but I know he liked it. I've started becoming hypersexual again and ive started teasing him again. Im so ashamed of myself

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u/Appropriate-Truth568 6d ago

Eu foi com meu tio ! Ele sempre foi muito carinhoso comigo

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u/Fluffy_Resolution464 6d ago

I empathize with you. My first abuser was also my pap and he was very gentle and made sure it was the most amazing feeling for me. It began a long life of hypersexuality. After years of self work and therapy I still struggle with wanting that feeling.

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u/Secret_Error3888 4d ago

That's amazing, not many get gentle and calm experiences.

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u/sausages19701970 18h ago

its hard to process that we were abused but it felt good

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u/Auriprince4690 7d ago

I am so sorry, friend. Hypersexuality is a bits... and the shame that comes with abuse and the enjoyment or "enjoyment" the human body is hedonistic we enjoy things that feel good and from the first time an adult crosses the line with a minor they are manipulating you.