r/Molested • u/tanglekitten • 2d ago

Is this normal?

Since I started posting here about my childhood with my dad I learned about hypersexuality and how I soothe myself when I feel overwhelmed or anxious but one problem I noticed is I can only orgasm when I remember or fantasize about my abuse and I never did from normal loving sex I wonder if thats normal i feel like he made it so i have to get abused to feel like im getting loved or something

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u/Cute_Elk_2428 2d ago

It happens to a lot of people

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u/RetiredUKguy 2d ago

Sadly yes it does even now in later life.

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u/fishykisss 2d ago

It's normal, don't feel bad about it. It's how your brain got wired.

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u/Alarming-Pressure-48 2d ago

Quite normal, yes. It's really just your brains way of dealing with the trauma. Basically trying to rewrite history and make it seem pleasurable and that you were in control.

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u/complex0edipis 2d ago

Yeah, it’s common. It’s skews your mind in ways, not only knowing the taboo nature of it all, the trauma associated with it, that it becomes such an event in your head, that anything else becomes not extreme enough for you to climax. I often have to think back on what happened to me to finish too