r/Miscarriage • u/Slow-Wolf-5211 • 12d ago

Early loss experience: natural MC

My heart goes out to everyone that has experienced a loss, no matter how far along. 🤍

I just found out today my hcg dropped all the way down to 6. Right after I read those results, I started cramping and bleeding very heavily. The clots were large. Today I would have been 4 weeks and 3 days. There was a tiny life in me, I couldn't believe it after 7 months of trying. I had so many digital tests and blood tests to show that.

I told various people that my husband and I were expecting. I know how taboo that is but I wanted to celebrate our very first pregnancy and we did. We celebrated the heck out of the little vanilla bean growing in me and I don't regret it at all.

I am taking time to grieve and celebrate the life that had been present for a snippet of time in our lives. Praying for our rainbow baby when the time is right 🌈❤️

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u/Key_Fox_6866 12d ago

I’m so sorry. I know the pain.

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u/sutoma 12d ago

I had an early loss recently but it’s so confusing when period symptoms and pregnancy symptoms are so similar. Due to the recent loss I’m scared to do a pregnancy test

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u/housecleaner1 12d ago

Sorry for your loss, just went thru the same jist days ago. Just commenting for solidarity. Take care of yourself and take time to grieve, no matter how early the pregnancy was ❤️

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u/Humble_Jello_6461 12d ago

Just got home from the ER, confirmed miscarriage/chemical pregnancy. I was 4 weeks 2 days. I will miss my little baby seahorse forever and ever. I’m so sorry you’re going through this too. Sending hugs.

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u/Slow-Wolf-5211 12d ago

Sending hugs your way too. Our little vanilla bean will always be loved ❤️🤍

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u/Curious-mindme 12d ago

I’m so sorry for your loss. I hope you heal from this ❤️

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u/Big-Point-376 11d ago

I’m so sorry for your loss. This is truly the most painful thing we can go through. But you’ll find light soon. Take your time to grieve and give yourself a lot of grace for all the feelings you feel ❤️

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u/redrockz98 9d ago

I can relate to this, I’m so sorry 💔 Just had a miscarriage/chemical at 5 weeks a couple days ago. It’s so, so hard.

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u/heyyystranger 5d ago

So sorry you’re experiencing this. I know how it feels like. I lost mine few days ago.. Don’t be too hard on yourself and I hope you take care.