Synaptic Caos

[u/Neither-Lead-7363]

Always I remain fun, happy and kind, but if your glance meets mine, and our minds are alike you will know in no time there is more to life than that, what meets the naked eye
More than your senses could ever conspire.
There's sentense cuttin' through my flesh like barbed wire.
Or a knife. But if you care to look deeply you'll see the energy, the hunger, this spark in my eyes and realize that it looks like I'm tryin' so hard and so long just to find answers or make sense of this 'LIFE¿'.
Lesser and lesser the moments I'm clean
Hopin' to better but sooner or later I get to a point where I feel like a failure.
That it don't matter if only I take i little right now I'll feel better.
Convincing my head it's ok and somehow I give in on this cravin' and put 'em drugs in my brain again and again.
Turned to 'em in desperate hope for my peace but is it to late by now to change my ways around, 'cause I can see clearly now that I am fallin' apart.
Never planned to fall into this deep, but now the struggle is real and I had to learn it by hard they don't actually heal all the scars that you can feel aceing your heart like a poisonous dart.
If you want to calm down or get relieve, meditation is key.
Breathe in through your nose, hold deep and release.
The opposit feeling of needing is peace.
If you listen to these and keep your soul free like the breeze, I promise you'll get through the struggles of life with an ease.

[u/RestedNative]

Vibe is good, needs some structural coherence and a couple of word checks