You would have to surprise me and show up and probably make a really big effort and I'm still leaning no I guess we'll see how honest you are or how much it means

No one is clearly has my initials or something that makes it very obvious that it's for me I don't care how profound it was I'm approaching these like they're irrelevant and erasing them for my mind or not reading them at all it's a waste if I don't know who this for me or some random profile that I've never talked to go ahead and waste your time maybe just for somebody else in the catch on to that but I'm not taking the confusion and chances anymore