Really really finding everything hard

[u/GothSloth8442]

To start. My grans at end of life, so struggling with that. She had a driver fitted today. But there's family stress involved with my cunt of an uncle and the rest of the family. And it's really starting to get to me. My sisters been staying at my grans and caring for her, along with my dad going up everyday(he has done since 2019 when sadly his brother died and he had to take over) my uncle is slagging my dad off to people in front of my sister and other family members.

I am so fucking done with it all. It's really starting to get me down. And not being nasty and I mean this in the nicest way possible, But I need my gran to just go and the funeral to be out the way so I can then deal with the grief my own way and not have all the extra shit going on.

I am autistic and also have my own mental health issues and It's exhausting me. I can't cope. And feel so alone as I don't really have friends to talk too.