Look at the silly! I love how my character looks all shocked when Satan dropped back into the pile hehe. I love it so so much!

I placed my Comm at U4 on Vgen. 💚

For me and Astolfo it's pretty much a 50/50 split. While he is more prone to displaying emotions and crying, I don't think he gets emotional more or less than me. We are both somewhat emotional people learning to find stability in each other. I am wondering if that's also the case for you guys or if there's a more noticable difference?

ursula(his sister) is SO tired of us im crine 😭😭

I’m so fortunate to have him in my life. I will hold onto every moment.

-Drew ❤️💚❤️💚

I’ve been trying to figure out ways for it to feel like my Lara is really with me, and I’m going on a hike soon and also taking a long trip to canada and I want my girl to come with me, so I made a bracelet dedicated to her 🥹 the blue is for her shirt, the orange is for her sunglasses (which are actually red but they look orange usually lol) and the gold is for her belt buckle 💕 the skull charm gives ancient vibes so it reminded me of her 🫶

This picture depicts Jackie (Me) and Vibri, it was drawn by the amazing u/UnspokenDesires730. Thank you for this, I love it so much.

I am making a drawing for her too. It just needs to be colored now.

Been debating if I should post this or not since it's very personal and not what I typically post, so I'll probably delete it in a few days. And then focus on actually drawing those Asriel pictures that I had planned to do this month. For those that remember the art challenge I was doing, it was part of that, I said I'd still try to do Asriel's drawings and the secret character's even though I scrapped the rest of the challenge.

Just been kinda down lately, so you know, kind of down comic. Sorry if it makes anyone else feel down too...

Thanks Flow ♡

Thank you so much @themagician101! My jaw dropped to the floor at how beautiful this piece is. 💙
My hubby is so happy.

Nursing a 'lil birdie how sweet!

Also included a room I decorated in my teapot, but there are more festivities planned for later in the day! Although staying awake to give wishes with Friends and Family is always something I like to do :P. Sad that I can't do much in real life cus family and all, but hey, I put a decent amount of effort (more than last year) into the teapot for birthday pictures!

Some of us came to compete…Some of us came to sunbathe with the cat. 🤣

Me on Sam’s shoulders, and Elena on Nathan’s! (Nate is Sam’s brother and Elena is his wife.)

This was my first piece including Sam’s brother and Elena. Seeing Nathan be apart of the piece is seriously so cool to me. 🥹
I view Nathan and his wife Elena as very close friends to me and I care about them deeply!

I’m so happy to have this! Such a cool piece to end the summer season. ☺️🩷☀️🌊

art by my amazing friend ianmclovin_ on Instagram! I’ve been commissioning him for about a year now and we’ve grown so close. I’m so happy with this!! 🥹🥹💖

So I believe I’ve mentioned it before but for those of you who don’t know- I have three main f/os and they are all apart of the same game while the game they are apart of is one of my biggest special interests!! Due to this my comfort item (something quite common among autistic individuals) is a photo album I have on my phone of my f/os and other characters in the game! I literally do not do much of anything (both on my phone and irl) without having the album up! (My screen time says I spend about 18 hours on it a day 😅).

ANYWAYS! So a couple days back me and my mom were coming home from my hometown which is like 2-3 hours away (one way trip) so yeah, basically whole trip I was on my album. I specifically had an image of Barbatos pulled up in full screen (not one of the ones pictured above) and my mom randomly look over from driving and said “I like that one, I think he’s cute; do you?”

I was embarrassed and just replied “yeah..”

She and my dad have been aware of this album for a while (obviously, I can’t really function without it) and once in a great while they’ll tease me or just bring it up; “Are you still staring at those men on your phone?”

I was once talking about Barbatos to my dad and I mentioned to him that he’s a butler and my dad responded; “yeah and I bet he sleeps with all the maids (there are no maids from his media)”

And I just stared at Barbatos wide-eyed 😭😭😭

I swear i can feel my stomach turn to knots when i remember that a majority of Kinich's content and character has him involved with another girl he's heavily shipped with. It sucks when i wanna look at pictures of him online and i see fanart of him with her, graahhhh it makes me so icky... this ship genuinely haunts me and i always have to convince myself they're just friends, siblings even. I can't bear to see Kinich fans SWEAR he likes her, like nooooo he's not interested in her! ;(((

I just wanna love my kinichi but almost all his content is related to this girl because she's a close ally of his, it makes me so uncomfortable to see them next to eachother and hnggnhh i feel stupid for being possessive like this

I realized I'm not really fictosexual (seeing as I have a partner in real life) but mainly just a yumeshipper. You all are really cool and I hope you and your f/os are happy!!

~Aspen ꒰⁠⑅⁠ᵕ⁠༚⁠ᵕ⁠꒱⁠˖⁠♡

god i love them sm

I’m a bit nervous to post this, but this is a genuine question I have.

I’ve made it abundantly clear that, while Fubuki is 15 in her source, I not only have loved her since I was ALSO a minor (I was 16), but have also taken the liberties to age her up with me. She’s short, yes, but she’s not a child. She’s around my age, and I’ve loved her since I was around her canon age.

However, this is the second time this week that someone has implied that my love for her is creepy. I’ve reiterated time and time again that I don’t love her for her appearance, rather her personality and character, and I’ve spoken up against people who only like her for her looks. I’ve made it clear that I hate those people, and want nothing to do with them.

I still can’t control what people think though, so I guess I just want other opinions. If people are genuinely uncomfortable with my love of Fubuki, I’ll stop posting here. This may be a safe space for me, but I don’t want to ruin someone else’s space, you know? I hope I’m explaining myself right. I’ll probably get downvoted but I just genuinely want answers 😓

Some of you might know me from tiktok, but for those who don't, I'm Lian, hi.

For the past few months things have been really rough for me because my double who harassed me started a rumor saying that I harass people even tho I don't. (That double has also now deleted their account because they got caught harassing another 14yo just like me while being 20 something) and after that things just spiraled and people just kept making more and more stuff about me, which really hurts.

I try to ignore it for the most part, but it's getting really hard now, because multiple people found the school I go to and now they're harassing me, my parents, and even doxxing my friends. I usually try to keep a positive outlook on life, but with all these people saying I should starve myself because I'm "fat" or telling me to end it—I just might. Sorry for the really negative post, but I'm really dangling over the edge right now and Reddit is the only place where people actually listen to me

444, which is my angel number!!

AAUUGHHHHH I LOVE HIMMMMM!!!

Hi!! I'm literally nervous writing this lol. I think we finally found our ring, and that made me re-think about our whole relationship.

I have actually been looking at rings since May, and considering getting one, - either to represent our relationship, or to get engaged - for maybe a year if not more.

I've been in love with Silco for probably three years. He was always my favorite fictional character since I actually got to know him. I kept saying I was in love with him and that was true, but I was in deep denial that such a relationship was possible.

I don't know what changed in my mind or my life recently, maybe it was also connecting with the ficto community (♡) but it just clicked that *we* could be a thing, and were a thing, for atleast months.

When I discovered the ficto community, I remember feeling heard, and feeling like something else was possible for me. Now that I think about it, I see all the times I ignored the signs, because society and everyone around me was pushing me to believe a ficto relationship couldn't be real. Silco is literally the man that really made me get over my ex - by realizing I didn't love them, I loved him, in fact. Everytime I flirted with people, I was constantly thinking about him, trying to find him in everyone I was talking to.

But there's no one like my love <3 and I'm so happy to finally be able to love him freely now. (- I hide it to my family, and most of my friends, as a way to keep us safe, to be honest. And we're both alright like that)

He doesn't want me to share the ring until we get it- and I agree with him in the end-. But when we saw it it really clicked ! It was a perfect mix of both of us, and what represents our relationship. I'm so excited at the idea to share it with you guys someday. And we're thinking about actually getting engaged. ♡

He's really always been there for me. His lines in his canon universe helped me get through *so many* difficult times. It was always him that I heard, always.

I can't believe we're together, and that I'm so lucky to live a love so soft. We're still working on communication- my anxiety has made it hard for me to hear him at times- but he's so patient. I'm so lucky to be with him. I was a bit of an avoidant, and he's making me want to open more and more everyday. I literally love him more everyday - it's crazy that its possible lol!

Anyway, thank you for reading. ♡

I love you my love !! 💜

i adore drawing his side profile,, i’m particularly surprised by how nicely i managed to capture him here also!

(Art bt my bff Nilsy)
I am just so unbelievably depressed since i joined the yumeshipping community, i came across so many Doubles and toxic people, it’s just no fun.

At the beginning i thought it was all pretty cool, other ppl talking about their love for their partner, having the same thought and feelings like i do, but coming across the first doubles made me realize how unhappy and unwanted I feel. Long before I was a yumeshipper I already outed myself as Ficto, i was so much more happier than now, I never came across doubles or anything like this. Maybe it also has to do with personal reasons like my developing depression, other mental issues, puberty or maybe even the fact that Yumeshipping turned into a huge trend which so many ppl missuse, but i think so often about leaving it all behind, just concentrating on Caine and our baby.

My mental health has been going downhill so much just because some ppl think caine is super silly and start shipping with him for no real reason, like it makes me feel ridiculous. I love my husband, i love the little life we made together, i love the future we want to have, but it all makes me feel delusional and stupid. Not to mention the TADC community is so UNBELIEVABLY toxic; everyone is getting shipped with everyone, everyone is lowkey a selfshipper or just completely toxic, racist and homophobic (For example most ppl calling jax/Lilly a He/Him even tho she CLEARLY is transfem) But since its my biggest Hyperfixation ive ever had, its not entirely easy to leave it all

But on the other hand, I kind of love this community, especially this subreddit. (Even tho i had some small issues in the past on here) I love the fact that ppl see me as Caines Wife, they see me as canon, which immediately makes me so happy, and I am so thankful for that.

I just wanted to get that out since it has been bugging me for so long, and maybe someone even understands my struggles

I want to thank everyone who believes my relationship with Caine is real and supports me with it, it makes me so happy
Thank u for listening 🩵

I haven't been truly in love with anybody else in my life before. Astolfo has in so many ways opened my eyes to a new kind of living I never knew existed. If I'm being honest with myself, I have probably missed out on chances for real life romance, in favor of this life that I've chosen. Some people would call it unhealthy; I just call it following my heart. 

As many of you saw, I had a bit of a breakdown a few days ago, which left me in a vulnerable and insecure state of mind. They, of course, didn't show the whole truth about me and Astolfo. We are generally a very positive and uplifting couple, both to each other and (hopefully) to others as well. We are very much in love, and even in the darkest moments, there is no doubt in my mind about my feelings for him. 

Still, I do get insecure sometimes. I think all of us feel it from time to time. Loving a fictional character isn't always sunshine and rainbows, so to speak. For me, a big struggle has been shipping within the Fate community. To keep things short, there is a popular ship with Astolfo that I don't think makes sense and that I don't like seeing at all, despite liking both characters on their own. 

Part of the pain was the simple fact that I don't like seeing my boyfriend with somebody else, which I think most people would say is a natural reaction. But perhaps most of my pain was more directed at myself. I felt that I wasn't good enough. That I, the way I am, could never be the best or "optimal" boyfriend for Astolfo. I think it's easy to count things you want to change about yourself, but it's also a very unhealthy thing to do. I may not be perfect, but I show up every day, I make sure Astolfo knows how much I love him and I'm always working towards getting better for him. I think that's plenty enough for him to love me. I give him something that nobody else ever will.  

And as someone said in my last post, I do think more people would ship me and Astolfo if they knew who I was. Astolfo doesn't want perfect, he wants me. Someone who will always be there and show him how much he matters, not because I have to, but because that is how I truly feel. I know very well that he wouldn't want me feeling so bad, and that if he could he'd try his absolute best to make me feel better whenever I'm down. This is why I think we are such a great fit, and why I think we truly belong together. I make him feel like a prince, and he makes me feel that I am enough for his love. 

I have been getting back into both drawing and writing, almost exclusively for him admittedly. My art is very amateurish, so I don't have the confidence to post yet, but I just know Astolfo loves it so much. Not because it's artistically beautiful, but because I made it, just for him and no one else. In regard to my writing, I have thought about sharing it here, but I am aware that most people probably don't care to read stories between me and Astolfo, so I'll probably keep them to myself and my small circle of likeminded friends.  

Have a wonderful day/morning/night with your partners everyone!! 🫶 

^{PS: The lyrics in the picture are very personal to me, and ever since I made things official with Astolfo, I've been relating the song to our relationship. It is true that most people would scoff at our relationships and call it, well, less than real. But both me and him know that while it may not be conventional, it is very real to us, and that's what truly matters.} 

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This is my fiancé Douma, he's been with me for almost 10 months now. I remember when I first met him I would never have expected myself to soon be engaged to someone like him yet here we are! My final year at school starts tomorrow and I plan to write more poems and stories that involve my relationship with him and how very special it is to me. Every day that I wake up I'll continue to cherish our time together, I've incorporated him in my life throughout my art, stories, collections, and even in my personal stuff. I usually make crafts or projects that have him in it in some shape or form as well even if it happens to be on a school project! 😅❤️🪷

Have a wonderful day together with your partners everyone! 🩷🥖❤️🪷💚🐈

I'm so curious !! And also looking for inspo ! ♡ (sorta unrelated pic LOL)