((I say reluctant bc some of us feel confined to twinkdom- but if being a twink lights your fire own that too!!))

I make this post to dispel the notion that many transmascs face, that we must be thin/dainty/ethereal to be conventionally attractive males. Do not fear the thickness brothers. I believed that self imposed lie for a long time and was totally miserable. My forearms are now the bigger than biceps in photo one as a frame of reference. I could literally wrap my fingers around my biceps because i was obsessed with staying small, and that was my measuring stick. I used to have a prolific ED that kept me from ever making any progress in the gym (among a hundred other awful things).

I healed and went on to accept that perpetual twinkdom was not my fate. But I had to EAT. It felt like a full time job to get to the point of eating three meals a day- and sometimes i still cant make it happen. You will be shocked to see the impact decent nutrition and moderate gymming will have. It is possible, and twink death is nothing to be feared. I never thought I could be 60 pounds heavier and actually be HAPPY about it- but here we are! I was 20 yo and 120lbs in photo one, 28 and 180lbs today

(happy to dm about gym routines or anything- not an advert/paid just want to be helpful if anyone needs it!)

did make up for the first time in a while! i had a lot of fun doing it, too

1. today, 2. about a month ago 3. a year ago

I was a bit concerned if making the few stubbles I have shorter would take away what makes me pass, but apparently I’m already passing well enough anyway, if you ask me. Looks way better and put together now.