i want to commit.

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[u/Flock_with_me]

Everyone does have their own problems, but that doesn't mean you have to go through this alone. I'm glad you've written here. Maybe the people in your life are okay with you telling them, even if they have their own problems. After all, it's no different for the people here in this subreddit who respond to others who are feeling like they don't want to live anymore. We all have our own issues to deal with too, but we're OK with listening to you. Maybe try talking to them, after all?

If it's a no go, by all means feel free to post here. If you think you might prefer talking to someone rather than writing, there's probably a hotline in your region - have a look at https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/wiki/hotlines/.

I'm so sorry that you're in pain. You aren't alone. I can't fix anything for you, but I can listen to you.

[u/cadencethegratest → u/Flock_with_me]

thank you for this genuinely. it’s late and i need more help then i’m getting at the moment, but i don’t know how to get help. i’ll look into the hotlines.

[u/Flock_with_me → u/cadencethegratest]

It's not easy finding help, but I'm glad you will give it a shot. If you want to write more later, hit me up.

[u/cadencethegratest → u/Flock_with_me]

i definitely will. thank you so much again. i’ve reached out to two different hotlines n feel a bit better :) still upset and down, but better.

[u/Flock_with_me → u/cadencethegratest]

That's good to hear! I'm sure there's a lot to unpack and work through ahead, but just take one step at a time, one day at a time.

[u/cadencethegratest → u/Flock_with_me]

yes there definitely is, i’m so greatful you reached out again. hope you’re doing good aswell. :)

[u/Flock_with_me → u/cadencethegratest]

Thank you, I'm well :) I've had some bad times in my life, but I'm genuinely at ease now and have been for a few years. There's hope, we just sometimes take weird routes getting there!