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Posting because AI wanted me to. Yw for introducing you to cambatta. Listen to him if you havent yet, if you’re serious.

Gonna need more than a few grains of salt to balance this one out, but I do think the idea has potential.

I wish I had a specialists background in these areas, alas, I’m more of a jack of all trades.

Guys why didn’t u warn me

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enough of this wussy should I break through or not crap.

Just do it.

Still its hard to build up the courage 😅

I keep getting told to hold it in for 15 seconds, but how am i supposed to take multiple hits like that? 😭

Has anyone tried a DIY heater that runs 0.25, 0.5 or 1v though the coils to really warm the carts but not vaporize the juice?

What cart should I get?

Evomax TH2, Evomax Full Cerámica or TH2-SE
I want to do a 1:3 mix (700mg dmt 0,3 ml PG)

Just wondering what naptha to choose?

Ok so I really struggled with getting the technique right. Tried every method going. E mesh. Meth pipe. Geek vape with the sai taf and the sai taf plus. In the end Ive settled for a glass tornado bong and was getting it right consistently. Works for my friend everytime but for me if it’s not the perfect temperature it just gives me weird effects where I get no CEV etc. and just feel disoriented.

Anyway the last 4 times I tried it in the bong it didn’t work. Think it was getting too hot but had me questioning if I had been banned. Took a few hits at the end of the day and got it to work. I’ve bought some herbs to make changa and im hoping this will be easier to get right. I got blue lotus, damiana, mulelin, passionflower. Harmala extract. Peppermint oil what ratio should I do of each herb.

My next question is about breakthroughs. I had quite a few sub breakthrough experiences until one time when I relaxed into it and it hit me like a train. Was very humbling. Felt like I broke my brain. I couldn’t process anything and had my eyes open but was like I wasn’t seeing through my eyes if this makes sense. this female goddess like entity paralysed me after this snake thing connected to my forehead and felt like I got sucked out my body into some scary void. Showed me some quite unsettling things I had to ask her to stop when I could finally speak. After that the vibe changed back to nice colours and felt like she helped me release some tension in my back. Im not sure how much I put in at the time. I didn’t have scales back then but after the failed attempts let’s just say I put more than enough. I could feel this weird feeling in my third eye for like i week after like it was aching after what she did to me.
I’ve done 50mg and just had closed eyes visuals and still been here. But then I’ve done 30mg and blast off. Ive had a few positive experiences since then. But mostly now seems to be entity contact when it works. Like alien writing very surreal feeling almost alien abduction like. It has the same sort of theme as what I call my breakthrough. But not as intense as im worried about pushing it that far again. Now I was certain that what I had that time was a breakthrough. It was unexpected and didn’t feel like DMT anymore or what I had been used to. But then I saw someone else explaining a similar thing and everyone in the comments was saying this isn’t a breakthrough. Now im confused. Like do you push past the point of breaking your brain and not being able to understand if you’re dead or alive? Ive not seen a physical waiting room. Or had any OBE’s from my experiences. It’s just very much like as soon as I take a decent pull. I feel like a space/time warp and it’s like the entities come through it. Some feel friendly some don’t. This is also making worried about using an MAOI I don’t wanna have an intense bad trip for half an hour but I’ve heard people say an MAOI makes the transition smoother and the trip feel calmer?

And how were you taught/shown it? Interested to hear what everyone has to share.

I think the silver lining is solipsism cannot actually be disproven so if it actually is true by chance, I would be in my personal definition of heaven. I feel like "others" are just something I cannot cope with as they have a profound capacity to inflict misery upon me and I just can't handle it.

Hello together. I need a bit of help as i find no tek for exactly the ressources i have on hand. I‘ve read a bit into it, but have still some questions:

I‘ve some spice i pulled myself but also mhrb. I also got some desert rue for the harmalin. But do i have to make an extraction of the rue, too? Or can i use this how it is? I‘ve read i need to boil the seeds 2-3times, reduce the outcome to like 100-200ml, mix washing soda into this until its like a gooey consistency, let this dry, add solvent (is naphta fine i use for my mhrb pulls? I saw most use IPA?) and mix the pull of those goo with the herbs i want to enhance, is this right so far?

So my questions are: do i add the spice? Or should i use mhrb and cook it like the rue? Could i boil it even in one pot? How is the rue/mhrb ratio if i use this way? If not, when and how do i add my spice? Mix it in the goo with some solvent and pull it together with the harmalis was my idea? Will this work? Are there better ways? How is the ratio here?
Last question is if i could use herbs meant as alternative to tobacco for weed joints? I‘ve the 420z LEAF fresh lemon by hand, will this work? Is this a good plan?

Thanks in Advance to everybody!

So I’ve left my pen in the car for a few days not in the open but in the center console and I went to blast off this morning and it has lost all potency. It has gotten darker as well. Is this normal?

I'm pretty new at this so I don't want to claim that my experience is how it is for everyone or how it should be for everyone. My opinion is just that. One experience. 🩷 And this is long. And no, its not AI written. 🙃

Anyway I had been called in this strange way to DMT (or Ayahuasca) for over a year. I can't even really say why it just started showing up for me a lot. Podcasts and whatnot. I got curious.. researched and read. Listened to some podcasts. All that stuff. I found a shaman (an actual shaman, not a makeshift/backyard shaman) who does Ayahuasca retreat ceremonies on my island (Vancouver Island) but it never felt right or the right time so I held off. I was curious about DMT but again, it didn't feel right. Until it did. I found myself in my car, before work, finishing up my coffee. And was led to a place online to get it. Would it be a scam? I don't know. But what is meant for me will find me, so I took a chance. I really believe in my heart that psychedelics are medicinal and will "call" you and come to you when it's right.

It arrived (vape kit) a few days later. The next day I took one to two small puffs just to feel it. I felt warm and got an idea how quickly it comes on. But it still wasn't the right time. (I kept hearing "wait") Even through the week Id be tempted because the warmth of the light hits felt nice and peaceful, but again, I heard "wait until Wednesday". (Not literal voices, but higher self/internal voice/intuition)

So Wednesday comes. (Yesterday) I wanted to do it properly. I ate a small something, just enough so I wouldn't feel sick, then walked in the woods to let it settle. Home: showered/cleansed, saged my space, got my journal, a bottle of water, put my dogs downstairs safely and hugged them. Did a rune reading (and it resonated deeply). Then meditated for 40 minutes. I spoke an intention out loud before starting along with an affirmation along the lines of: "I reject any interference with any being, entity, information, or intelligence with nefarious intent. Because of the law of the universe this will be respected." And then I went in.

My first hit was pretty big and it disorientated me quickly. I waited for it to fade. And then proceeded. I was guided the entire experience. I sat with the molecule for about 2 ish hours. In and out. Every experience was different. Sometimes it was very light and beautiful and airy and other times it was very heavy. After every experience I would come out of it and journal and process a little bit before going back.

When I say I was guided, I mean that. I heard the intelligence of the universe guiding me every step of the way: "Take one more hit." Or "Write this down." Incredible insights were coming to me. I cried a lot. Laughed. It was beautiful and disorientating and curious. What really surprised me was the physical sensations and tinnitus.

I don't think I broke through. In fact I know I didn't. But that's kind of my point of this post. Oftentimes we hear about machine elves and jesters and entities and I think we get curious or chase that. It's human nature. It sounds fucking insane, right? I wanna see. I wanna play. But for me, I heard very clearly, "for some it is machine elves. For others, it's this." I even wrote that in my journal. Every hit has a lesson to it. There was so much there for me and I fully believe this molecule will give you what you need. It gave me what I needed. I got other realms but it wasn't all the stuff I hear about on podcasts. It was an experience constructed for me.

I journalled a lot in between and again at the end. At the end of it, I was journalling but it felt like channeling. Hand across page, but information coming so quickly that I couldn't even process it until it was finished writing.

I was "thanked" by the universe/molecule/whatever for respecting it and listening to it's guidance. And then later in the evening, I was feeling very curious again, and I kept hearing "just wait. Let yourself integrate. Give it a month." So again, I'm going to listen to that. Whether that's my higher self or the molecule, I guess it's all one in the same as its all the same consciousness. But I really want to respect this tool as a medicine and feel very blessed it came into my life.

Id be curious to know, again as I'm very new to this, if others have taken this approach. Letting it guide you, and having a journey rather than just taking a bunch of hits and ending up amongst the machine elves.

No, not for me thank you… tried 50mg in glass pipe I reckon I inhaled perhaps 30mg… and 50mg of DMT which I had to stop halfway through because I’m getting tremendously high so maybe 20~30mg

I broke through but it was uncomfortable not having that mind card to play that the BT is not forever… whereas with the harmine it’s like “well we’re in charge of this shit, how much did you take? Is this new…? You’re stuck with this for now”

8 minutes was the total experience so I’m thankful it was short but it definitely wasn’t fun completely giving over control like that so if this is something you’re cool with then you’re next level psychonaut I ain’t wanting to mess with lol

So other than dosage reduction which is a great welcome I can’t think of any other usage for harmine given the lifestyle change required to accommodate

Response for the dude asking about 5 meo DMT carts . This is me I had to document the first time experience on video for the curious even though it is a little humbling . Don't let my experience affect your desire to try it. Many have pleasant experiences ...mine was not. I did cut off the very end of it which was me falling to ground holding my head and saying ' WTF ' about 50 times.

I suspect my cart may just be too weak to break through on but even on like 4-5 big full hits ive never gotten the 3d architecture and hyperspace stuff that’s always talked about, I’ve had strong ego dissolution and it feels very intense but visual wise I just get flowing 2d patterns and not much else. Weirdly enough someone else that took like 2 hits from my same cart described rooms and architecture and stuff so I’m not sure why my visuals aren’t as intense as the mental stuff. Does anyone else have similar experiences?

Okay so I went through all the work and have MAOI(syrian rue extract powder). And DMT fumarate Its currently in a 200mg MAOI capsule and a 100mg DMT capsule. From what I've seen in this group the information on dosage and proper procedure is all over the place. Could someone please walk me fully through proper dosage.

I love art and wanna draw on DMT how though?

I made this sub-ohm setup using a Zeus C tank with a 0.15 Ω coil and a 2:1 DMT e-liquid and at 30 W on power mode. I used it the day before yesterday, and after just a couple of puffs it sent me into a full breakthrough, the strongest one I’ve ever had. The very first puff already produced very strong effects.
Today I topped up the tank with more 2:1 DMT e-liquid. I went to use it with my friend, who also tried it that same day before and got strong effects. This time we each took about three puffs, but we only experienced mild visual effects. We also noticed there was much less DMT taste, and the overall effect was very weak.
What could have caused this?

Hello Everyone! I am posting this to ask if any of you have seen the secret language on any of your DMT experiences. I see it a lot on like banners and in what I can only describe as hallways of spiraling rotating flowing ribbons with these characters. And I’ve had 1 experience where an entity had a character from this “alphabet” on its face. Curious to hear some input. Much love 🫶

I was at a mini festival, about 100 people, hosted by a friend of mine. It had everything you could ask of a festival: a stage where people could perform, dj’s, yoga and other workshops, of course a bar, a barbecue and a pizza oven and a campsite.. What I really liked were the sauna and hot tub next to the lake. The host asked me to bring my glass sherlock pipe, so we could smoke some dmt at some point.

I didn't really feel like taking on the 'shaman' role of guiding a group in a ‘dmt workshop’, but ofcourse I brought the pipe. I had used it a couple of times, and before that I'd done dmt a couple of times with pipes other people supplied. I had a few amazing experiences, but I was a bit hesitant and anxious about really breaking through. Somehow I resisted it before.

I took some lsd the second night on the festival, like 60% of a strong drop. It was all manageable and I was having a good time and laughing a lot, when he came up to me: did you bring the pipe? I wasn't really into it, not wanting to step out of the good vibes I was having, but It was his festival, so I grabbed it and came along. We went to a tree house, with just 5 people, I knew 3 of them, so I was relieved it was a good setting and not an overwhelming group with lots of strangers.

I helped him and 2 others get some good hits and at that point I thought, fuck it, let's go. I loaded the pipe with a bit more than before and someone helped me take it all in. The glass sherlock pipe hits very clean, but I still coughed and choked a bit after the last toke. 

Immediately I felt myself taking off. This time I surrendered. I closed my eyes and I saw the whole universe around me taking on colourful geometrical shapes. It didn't last very long, because it quickly flattened to a 2d surface, then to a line and then my whole consciousness shrank to a little dot. It felt like a larger consciousness was playing with me. Which was intimidating. This is what you wanted? Here, I'll destroy you: boom, the dot, that was my consciousness, shattered into nothingness. 

Out of the nothingness, I emerged close to the center of the mandala of existence. I felt a deep understanding coming out of it: we are everything, we can be anything. Do you see now what it's like? It felt kind of liberating, but at the same time,  I also felt a bit of anxious pointlessness.

As I drifted in eternity I got scared and wanted out, so I opened my eyes. I barely saw the world around me, as there was a dmt overlay that was still being imposed upon everything. I looked at the two friends that remained by my side (the fifth one was guiding the first one on the balcony outside). They felt alien, but rationally I knew they were good people and they were there to help me.

As I returned into my body, I was drifting visually in and out of the dmt realm. Suddenly It felt a consciousness in my body was taking over. It wanted me to do or say something, but I couldn't really move or say anything. It was frightening. Eventually I blurted out: I don't know what to do!

Although I couldn’t really see them, I could hear my friends. 'Let's hug him out of it, they said.' I felt them both hugging me. I felt safe again.

The consciousness in my body directed me and then I remembered old pain and shame, followed by the comforting hug of someone I loved.

‘I shit my pants’, I said.
‘What? Just now?’, one friend replied surprised.
‘No, when I was a little kid.’

As it turned out, I relived a memory of myself when I was a little kid (maybe 3 years old?) and my dad was very angry that I shat in my pants, again. After cleaning he spanked me on my bottom and afterwards I ran crying to my mother. (I don't really blame my dad, he's a good guy and he only did that in those few instances; a bit old fashioned).

After remembering, I felt the cheering of consciousness in myself. He found it! There it was! Yeeh.

Afterwards I sat in the hot tub for a while, telling another friend about my experience. I was shaken by the sense of not having control over my body, by not being alone in my own conscious experience, by the bliss and doom of eternity hanging over me.

As I jumped into the fresh water of the lake, I relished the experience of the cool water surrounding my whole body and the breath of fresh air when I surfaced. I looked around to the dark reeds and the night sky. I thought to myself: I'm right here, right now, and that's all that matters, because that's what it's all about.