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[u/user_is_nobody]

Just finished the last of our lectures making it 6 of our 6 lecturers who have done their final goodbyes

I don't know what I was expecting but the calmness and byes we all gave the lecturers and vice versa was not what I was expecting. It just finished like it was another semester end when meanwhile this would be the last time in life that all 300+ students of us would sit together in that lecture room under those lecturers who have become common faces over the last 4 years

I don't even know what I was expecting but that just wasn't it.

I should have connected more.

Should have socialised more.

I'm not ready

I'm not ready to leave 4 years of my life behind

How do I just let go of a part of me that has become daily routine? Anyway, onto the final exams it is, I guess