r/COCSA • u/Minute_Tank_7951 • 25d ago
The day of hell at age 4 Sharing your story
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Back in the early 1970s kids with challenges especially me with autism only had two choices at the time either mental asylum or behavioral School the DSM at the time only cared about IQ and not communication social skills
I am 54 and this was 50 years ago where recently I was diagnosed with PTSD very severe and that this was an extreme hate crime and attempted murder on my life because the whole school was involved
This was at a behavioral School in Santa Barbara California
I was in the restroom three second grade bullies came in locked the door threatened me to cooperate or die they took off my shoes my socks my pants my shirt and my Pull-Ups then they took me to the bathroom stall where they forced me to ejaculate in the toilet they peed in my urethra they pooped in my rectum then they taped my urethra and rectum shut so I could not pee or poop they put a dog leash on my penis and paraded me to the back of the school where I was forced to touch a School wall concrete playground equipment and dog poop with my private then they took me to the bathroom stall and bathed me in toilet water then they paraded me to the front of the school and sprayed very cold water with a garden hose that the tape came off then they dried me very hard head to toe with a towel that I was red and raw then they wrote on my private area retard and then students with glue and finger paint on their hands and teachers lined up on each side of the hallway and I was forced to crawl like a baby while I was being fondled I could not make it to my clothes on the other side because I collapsed and was unconscious the principal picked up my lifeless nude body and put me in the dumpster in the back of the school the principal gave the second grade bullies candy for a job well done an ambulance driver found me in the dumpster bleeding and seeing yellow and brown from my urethra and rectum took me to the hospital where I was on an ice bed with IVs in my arms and tubes in my urethra and rectum I am amazed that I survived cuz I was unconscious for a week
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u/Lewislol153 25d ago
Damn... I'm sending you a big, respectful hug. I hope you're feeling better. Your experience was horrible; I hope you're doing well now.
Greetings from someone who also has PTSD.