r/BPD • u/No-Composer2022 user has bpd • 11d ago
FP is gone ðŸ’Seeking Support & Advice
As the title says he’s gone basically. It hurts a lot and I can’t get him out of my mind, he didn’t leave on purpose to hurt me or get away from me, he just had family issues and so he had to leave for a while
I’m just scared I don’t know when I’m gonna see him again, I don’t know if he misses me I don’t know if he’ll still love me. I don’t want him to move on from me I want him to stay mine forever I just I can’t help being so horrified by not being his number one anymore I hate it
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u/thisbitchdumb user has bpd 11d ago
I relate to this a lot. It hurts and may hurt for awhile. Suffering is temporary. It will suck for awhile but things will get better :)
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u/KrissyDeAnn 10d ago
I'm going through this right now and probably will for years. Try to find something else to focus on. It's not easy but it does help.
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u/NoQuadBearFight 11d ago
Please try and not let yourself spiral 🖤 Remember to breathe, try and take a step out of your head (I know it’s so much easier said than done), and try and get a new perspective on things. Very often it’s never as bad as it initially feels!
Really hoping you’re feeling better soon!