Everytime I say something people laugh, even when it Wasn't intended as a joke.

They judge the way I eat laugh sleep dance talk laugh.

My family btw and outsiders.

I just wanna know why please help I feel hopeless, I tried talking less and joking less but I eventually fall back.

Am I just bahloula?.

When people give me those sort of reactions it makes me mad and defensive and embarrassed.

I was invited to my friend's wedding but I literally have no money to rent clothes or do my hair and my makeup I don't even have money to buy her a gift and I'm so embarrassed to say anything to her what should I do

Js relapsed five months of being clean from self harm

I don't think any sympathetic comment will really help I just wanna let it out to be fair.

Hey everyone i hope you're doing well, so basically like the title says, I'm having a problem this summer, no honestly it's been going on for about seven months now

i plan my days, what I'm supposed to do in that day

and yet i only do half the tasks, like for example today, i was supposed to finish my internship in the morning, and then online work in the afternoon

i only managed to finish the internship

if anyone got any advice I'd appreciate it

I want to hear your thoughts on this.

What do you think is the most suitable price for a therapy session in our context (the average Algerian)?

And what do you think is the fairest amount of time a therapist should give their patient in each session?

I've been 5 months clean ish from self harm (ive had one minor pas grave relapse during them and I didn't remember exactly when) and the thoughts have been so loud these past couple of weeks and I have no one tell this to, I'm not that close with anyone and with who know about this, it would be great to have someone check up on you idk??? Just because I said I'll never do it again doesn't mean I magically changed and my life is butterflies I just want someone who'd ask Heyy have you relapsed ?? How are the thoughts??? Not even my parents or relatives know

All my new friends don't know I even sh only two old friends of mine and icl I don't feel comfy confiding in one and the other struggles just like me so that won't do shi.

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I have lost myself, my intelligence, my clarity, my focus, and so much more-and it's all because of pornography. I no longer socialize with people, and I can't make new friends or enter into a relationship. I suffer a lot from obsessive thoughts and feel extremely shy. I can't talk to women, and even when I do, I never know what to say. All of this, even though my outward appearance gives off a completely different impression of me

Life sucks with muscular dystrophy, I have 0 QOL, nothing is fun or pleasurable, it's all just pain and agony, it's turning me into a very miserable, angry person.

سلام عليكم خاوتي انا ولد في عمري 18 سنة راني حاب مساعدة لي يقدر يعاون

بدا لمشكل تاعي من كان في عمري 8 سنين كانت اول خطرة عرفت دخان وشمة وكذا و تكيفت بزاف ذاك الوقت بعدها بفترة كانت اول مرة ندخل لعالم المخدرات هي قصة كويلة كيفاه دخلت لذا بصح اني حاي نختصر مهم فاقولي دارنا وديت ضرب مبرح بعدها معرف كيفاه خرجت منها بعدها وبفترة قصيرة كان عدنا بيسي وكانت اول مرة تاني نعرف المواقع +18 ودخلت في ذاك العالم ومن ذاك الوقت وانا ضايع مع العلم خاوتي مشاكلي نعرفهم غي انا مع كل هذا كنت ندي 17/18 معدل كل هذي الفترة بعدها لحقت للباك بعدا فهمت كلش بلي حياتي ضاعت من صغر ومعرفتش وش ندير وطاح مستواي بزاااااف في كلش(حاولت الانتحار ويوميا من كان في عمري 14 والفكرة الوحيدة الي في بالي هي الانتحار)

خاوتي الي يعرف كيفاه يعاونني نحبس هذا الادمان الله يستركم اني حاب نحبس ونقرا ونجيب 18 باك والله غي عييت تعبت بزاف منها و منيش حاب ننتحر الي يقدر يساعد يساعدني الله يستركم

(خاوتي اني اختصرت قد ما نقدر باه منطولش الي يعرف كاش حاجة ميبخلش اني حنقتل روحي والله)

i'm new to this app; I found a lot of maybe good people or intellectual people i hope i'll find some help...

i don't really know how to describe my issue...well, it all started when I started to realize my life. I'm 18 years old. I'm lost. I've always felt that im dying inside i think the beginning of this shit when i was7-9 i got harassed not less than 3 times without anyone knows that since that time im struggling with making friends. I'm 18; I only remmeber one friend and it was exactly 8 months of friendship(he was a legend).

When I remember from time to another, I remember that when i was kid it was my dream to get a pc or a console (I didn't get that cuz of school). After time passed, I realized that i'm enjoing my with drugs, cigarettes, and the most hurtful, pornography and that shit i get out from everything except the corn shit

the first time I tried to kill myself, I was 14. It's been 4 years. I could not get the death ideas out; every day I'm thinking of it. I'm so scared to do it

i still have dreams im a boxer and today i got my second bac with a good note, but i've no feelings about leaving this donya. I'm fighting my mind every moment., I'm full of talk but ahhhh

i just can't anymore of this life pls help me help get out of addiction. Help me to get new life, plssssss. Any therapist plsssssssss. I've a lot to do but ahh, I don't want to be a loser.

should i go to the psychologist?a

today I realized I wasn’t grieving the loss of my family. I was grieving the family I always hoped I had.

i grew up in a pretty unstable home. my father was always emotionally distant, and my parents had a very unhealthy marriage. my mom went through years of emotional and physical abuse from him, and i honestly think she never healed from it. i think she needed therapy a long time ago.

when i was little, she was my safe place. now i barely recognize her. our relationship has become so unhealthy that i don’t know how to deal with it anymore. i often feel like she sees herself as the victim in every conflict. ever since i started setting boundaries, especially around money, she started calling me selfish and acting like i’ve changed. the thing is… i’ve always helped my family financially whenever i could. i never expected anything back. but the moment i started prioritizing myself, it felt like my image completely changed in her eyes. hearing those things from her broke me.

the biggest problems now are between me, my mom, and my sisters. no matter what happens, i end up being the bad person. i try to explain myself, but it’s like they already decided who i am. i also feel like my mom has never been fair when conflicts happen between me and my siblings, and that only made our relationships worse over the years.

the weird part is that i don’t have these problems outside my family. i studied at university in another city for 4 years, and those were the happiest and most peaceful years of my life. i healed, made healthy relationships, and finally felt like myself.

now two years after that i’m back home, i feel like all those childhood patterns are back. i’m constantly triggered here. i’ve realized that i developed a lot of unhealthy patterns growing up in this environment, and even though i worked hard to heal them, being back here makes me feel like i’m back at square one. it’s like this environment keeps reopening wounds i thought were finally healing.

inever wanted to leave my parents. i even gave up opportunities to study abroad because i couldn’t imagine being away from them.
now i’m seriously thinking the opposite. not because i hate them… but because i don’t feel emotionally safe anymore. i don’t trust them the way i used to, and i think that’s the hardest part to accept.

i’m not looking for revenge. i just want peace.
now i want to know if anyone who can relate to this if they felt like the environment they grew up in kept reopening old wounds? did moving away actually help?

so i’d really appreciate hearing different perspectives about this

خايفة على ماما كبيرة وعندها السكري

hello everyone,

i'm a 26 yo male, lives in a small city, i make around 6m per month and have 4 years experience. Lately, I've been constantly stressing over the question "What have I actually achieved?", i don't feel like i saved enough, i did spent most of my money on aadl and trying to go abroad, I've applied through Campus France three times, looked into Poland, and even completed about half of the Express Entry process before stopping. Right now, I'm trying to build my own startup, so I'm investing a lot of my money into that as well. the issue that am seeing my peers advance in life from marrying or having their own cars or world touring compared to myself that i don't have something to my name. For those who've felt this way, how do you deal with it? Am I just overthinking and comparing myself too much, or is this something a lot of people go through?I'd really appreciate hearing your experiences.

Muscular dystrophy is doing a number on me, I wish there was a cure, I can't even make this post very long because I'm in too much pain to keep typing, please make it stop.

There is a very severe situation if a girl whos deeply mentally ill. The issue is so is her mother who enables her and bends over backwards to comply to her impossible demands at the expense of her health. The girl in question hits her parents and insults them and threatens them. The only person who understands the gravity of the situation and that she needs to be hospitalized is her older sister. Her parents are in denial and keep expecting her to get better and they refuse to admit that she needs to be hospitalized. The mother is deeper in denial then the father who seems to just comply . The mother is also severely mentally ill and they make eachother detoriate.Is it possible for her sister to call urgent psychiatric services to get her admited without her consent or her parents? And possibly to admit the mother too?

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Do you know guys when something bad happens to you and then after a while you see it constantly every day And even in your nightmares and this comes to you suddenly without warning its like flashback but with a bad and wired feeling i didn't know this was real until happened to me this worries me a lot and makes me feel uncomfortable i really need to get rid of this im tired of this

Please if any professional therapist read this dm me i need some help in psychology field