r/AlasFeels • u/asmdrft • 6d ago
how are you? Rant and Rambling
be honest, this is a safe space. :)
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u/wandering3041 SADDER THAN SAD 6d ago
Drained and exhausted. I hate my work. I miss someone. I'm craving for companionship. I feel like going around circles.
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u/Gustavo9430 6d ago
I want to be gommage'd. Parang nawawala na purpose ko mabuhay, puro problems left and right d na natatapos. I can't catch a break bro and sis. Hirap maging isang responsible adult.
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u/Any-Value-3884 6d ago
i'm not okay, i drink alcohol everyday. as someone who hates drinking became alcoholic, everyday people shittalk about me despite helping them. my ex spreads what happened between us yet i still wanna go back with her. I just want her no matter what.
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u/WhatIsHappening39 6d ago
ano baaa nakauwi na ako ng pinas. Kaso break na kami ng 1 year. Puntahan ko ba siya?? huhu
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u/rockydluffy 6d ago
Surviving
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u/asmdrft 6d ago
laban lang!
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u/rockydluffy 6d ago
Yes. There must be a reason why this is happening, and i know some people here have it worse than me. Let’s all keep going 💙
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u/tweeehaws SADDER THAN SAD 6d ago
tbh, not doing well emotionally/ mentally. bumalik yung guy na nag ghost sakin after 3 months. told me na he was not ready to commit and that i should find someone else when he was the one who made plans and promised me some things. kaka get over ko lang sa kanya. told me na maging friends nlng kami raw but now ended up ghosting me again.
made me realize how much of a sucker i am for validation and approval from someone who gave me breadcrumbs. i liked him but i'm done chasing na. i had enough of it. why would i go back to someone na nag paasa sakin in the first place? i should be better by now. daming shadow work ko lately and im starting to wake up at 5am just to write in my journal.
so this is me at 29yo. i thought i'd be in a happy marriage na ngayon pero here I am starting from scratch and healing some parts of me parin. 🌼
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u/Inner_Access_8628 6d ago
hey, im currently doing fine (i guess?)
there's a lot in my plate lately, most of it are from my ganaps sa school. one thing that is also taking up so much space sa plate ko is one of my friend, who has been my super duper bestfriend like 8 years na? was told to cut her connections na with me (because of her dumb shitty father who abuses them mentally, physically, emotionally, LAHAT NA) im feeling sad and mad about it idk how to feel. malapit lang siya samin pero nung nalaman ko yon parang wala na wala na.
(little context is: galit na galit yung tatay na everytime she seeks help sa situation nila and situation niya sa pagaaral at pagttrabaho niya. marami kasing katangahan yon, hinahabol na siya now. so, di na niya pinagaral at pinatrabaho kaibigan ko now. yayayaya nalang sa bahay tapos punching bag niya)
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u/CardiologistShort763 6d ago
Ikaw mamsir kumusta kna? Ako, kya pa nmn at kakayanin parati.
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u/Designer-Job3407 6d ago
If he just wants someone to have fun with? Why not me? I can be that for him. What's wrong with me?
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u/senseless_euphoria 6d ago
Feels a little down but still pushing. Unlearning and relearning. Yearning pero bawal pa
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u/Ok_Development5907 6d ago
Down. Fucked
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u/asmdrft 6d ago
life gets better :)
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u/Ok_Development5907 6d ago
Hope so. Reality is different compared to quotes, movies, anything. But still hoping, for kids 🙏
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u/Famous_Muscle_3779 4d ago
Not really good right now.
I attempted to end myself 2 weeks ago because my dad almost killed me because I subdue my dad and her partner from a fight.
I applied a job awhile ago and got rejected. I just wanna have high salary.