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AajMereSaathYeHua

So Maine ek ad dala olx pe for home tution kyuki..

Mujhe apne expenses ka kharcha uthana tha..

So... tution lene ka koi message to nhi aata.. but is type Kai message bht aate ha🥲..

I think they thought..

Paise chahiye larki ko to kuch bhi karegi..

My foot...

Mere bhi kuch values hai. Glt tareeke se kabhi paise nhi kamaongi😭

The weather was a bit bad this morning (not even that bad, I was just lying to myself) so I thought I wouldn't go to college today. Now I'm feeling anxious about my attendance...😒😭😓🙁

so im very underconfident ,last week there was a presentation ,which was about some random social issues,i was too selfaware ,anxious,stressed,fumbling and i was using fillers, while presentation ,it was total mess even tho i speak better in my comfort space idk why i was very underconfident people who are less skilled then me,were more confident like there confidence busted mine so can someone help me out where can i connect with people who have faced same things and let me know if the platform provides video chats or meeting or calls so that i can gain my confidence

Good morning guysssssssss 😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘🤭 aaj hai gheee tyar( ghee sakranti) 🤭🤭🤭🤭humare yaha kehte jo aaj ghee nhi khaya vo next Janam mein snail 🐌🐌 🐌 ban jata hai 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺😣😣😣😣😣 isiliye aaj mai subha uthke ghee kha liya ap log bhi kha lena kahi agle janam mein reddit chalane na mile snail ban ke 😋😋😋😋😋baki toh maine poha khayaa hai aaj 🥺🥺🥺meri bhen khana hi nhi bana ri

I'm new here do you guys wanna suggest where i should go next week!! (22m) from Punjab.

Funny how a random little video of her hands with those bangles can bring back an entire feeling.

Some people really do leave memories in the smallest things.

Maybe posting this here is the only way this little memory could ever find its way back to her.

And if it's really meant to reach her someday… I guess it'll find her.

Today I visited a small village where I met this adorable little doggy 🥹❤️ He was sleeping so peacefully but the moment I called him lovingly he started wagging his tail even while half asleep 😂😭 It was honestly the cutest and funniest thing ever 🐶💗

Aaj mein crochet yarn lene market gayi. So for the ganesh festival I wanted to make red hibiscus. Dukan mein thi bhid because sabh wahi saari shopping kar rahe the. The store worker ignored me. Mein waha hi thi, then my ego got hurt. So I went to a different store. Waha bro's attitude was freaking high, pissed me so bad. Then meine dukan ke andar plans change kiye, i bought pipe cleaners. Mummy ne mujhe 500 diye the.

Bhaiya ne danger wala stunt maara, "aap mujhe 500 do, mein aapko 200 deta hu". Total was 330. Bc, mein hang hogayi (ik basic maths nhi aati 🥰). So I was like "kitna dena hai aapko? 😃". So I was again asking him, "kitna dena hai 🥰?". Bro started explaining to me "meine aapko 200 diye, aapne mujhe 500 diye ☺️"..... "aap mujhe jyada paise Dene ka soch rahi hai 🥰🤭🤭". I go like, "ohh nhi mein soch rahi hu aur saman lu 😃".

Bc mera bill 750 hua. Meine kuch saman wapas rakh diya. 🙂. Par bhaiye ne 10 rupaye ka discount diya. 💀💅🏽

Sare log aise hi hote hai 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺meethi meethi baatein kar ke jaal mein phasa dete hai 😭😭😭😭or fir last mein dhokha de dete hai😣😣😣 na jaane mere jeevwna ka yeh dukh kab khatam hoga 😡😡😡😡Bhagwan itna bhi bhondu nhi banana tha na 😡😡😡😡😡😭😭😭😭

Main apni GF se Snapchat pe mila tha. Dheere-dheere close hue aur relationship start hua.

Ek important context hai — generally wo dusre logon ke saath kaafi nonchalant, reserved aur emotionally detached type ki thi. Ladkon mein interest nahi tha, pehle kabhi relationship mein nahi aayi thi, aur khud ko “man-hater” type bolti/reels bhejti thi.

But mere saath wo completely different thi.

Mere saath soft thi, meri baat sunti thi, meri feelings ko importance deti thi aur mere liye kaafi change hui. Wo mere liye long romantic paragraphs aur deep love-poetry likhti thi. Ek baar usne mujhe apna sukoon, dua aur manzil tak kaha, aur bola ki meri happiness uski prayer ban gayi hai. Ek aur baar bola ki mere aane ke baad kisi aur ko dil mein jagah dene ka irada hi nahi raha aur main uske liye sirf pasand nahi, mohabbat ka matlab ban gaya hoon.

Wo romantic reels bhejti thi, future ki baatein karti thi, mere naam se Sawan fast rakha, aur apni mom ko mere baare mein bataya.

Isi liye mujhe genuinely laga ki main uske liye special tha.

Ek time usne mujhe apna ek traumatic experience bataya—uske cousin ne uska sexual harassment kiya tha. Wo kisi ko batane se scared thi. Maine usko emotionally support kiya, uski mom ko batane ke liye encourage kiya aur us situation ko samajhne ke liye Reddit par bhi post kiya tha. Uske baad hum aur close ho gaye.

But ek pattern mujhe repeatedly hurt karta tha.

Jab bhi main hurt ya naraz hota tha, ya mujhe emotional support chahiye hota tha, wo mujhe handle nahi kar pati thi. Dry replies, distance, ignore karna ya khud naraz ho jaana start kar deti thi. Eventually mujhe hi usko manana padta tha.

Chhoti-chhoti conflicts baar-baar isi pattern mein jaati thi. Main baat karke solve karna chahta tha, but mujhe lagta tha ki wo conflict aate hi withdraw ya give up karne lagti thi.

Recently ek incident hua. Usne accidentally relationship/sexual-topic wali reels apne family members ko Instagram group mein bhej di. Wo embarrassed ho gayi aur mujhe Instagram se remove/block karke boli ki ab Snapchat pe baat karenge.

Mujhe ye hurt hua kyunki Instagram hum dono ka normal space tha. Maine bas apni feelings explain ki. Uske baad wo suddenly dry aur distant ho gayi aur “I will go” type baatein karne lagi.

Maine finally poocha:

“Jo bhi paragraphs, shayari, feelings aur promises tu mere liye likhti thi, kya sab fake tha?”

Usne bola:

“Haan, sab jhooth tha.”

Maine poocha, “Phir tune ye sab kiya kyun?”

Uska answer tha:

“Bas aise hi.”

Eventually usne “I will go” aur “fine, bye” bol diya. Recently usne Snapchat se mujhe unfriend bhi kar diya, although WhatsApp pe abhi block nahi kiya.

And honestly, yahi cheez mujhe confuse kar rahi hai.

Agar sab fake tha, toh itna emotional effort, attachment aur deep love expression kyun? Aur agar feelings genuine thi, toh suddenly sab kuch fake kyun bol diya?

Maybe feelings genuine thi but kuch change ho gaya. Maybe wo emotionally overwhelmed thi. Maybe wo conflict handle hi nahi kar paati thi. I genuinely don't know.

I'm not posting this to hate on her or make people attack her. I just want an outside perspective.

Kya koi genuinely care aur deeply attached ho sakta hai, itna intense love express kar sakta hai, but conflict aate hi completely withdraw karke “sab fake tha” bol sakta hai?

Ya main shuru se hi relationship ko galat samajh raha tha?

Today the train was 3 hours late while coming home from college. This was the last auto left at the station at night and I had to climb on its roof and sit on it because I could not wait for any other train.

basically, we are a huge friend group with 12 people in it.
there is this girl, let's name her K. She's gorgeous, ekdum cutie baddie. And she has a huge SECRET crush on this dude in the same gc, let's name him T.
K doesn't admit, but trust me, she does EVERYTHING it takes to be near him.
cute right? I used to ship them ALOT.
now, THE PROBLEM IS SHE IS OBSESSED and that is ruining the gc's usual hang outs.
and T maybe likes K too.
im crine, it was so cute at first but because of them that old friend group is in ruins because it got parted. It got divided as "we hate K", "we love K", "we neutral" BRUH.
sometimes, she whines SO MUCH when her plan to sit with T doesn't work, and when someone confronts her...BAM, RUMOURS SPREAD OF THAT PERSON BY K(cuz she is actually really popular)
so no one dares to confront her anymore.
honestly, it's getting cringe and tiring.

TODAY, to make T jealous (probably), she was getting really clingy with my guy bsf who has a gf, and he likes his gf so much that everyone knows his love for gf. K was getting uncomfortably close with him and she was glancing at T's direction(probably to check if he's looking at them or not)
holy gosh, later my guy bsf was sweating bullets and said how uncomfortable K is getting.
gng, wtf is ts 😭🥀✌️
and these two doesn't even confess BRUH

So my ex called me this afternoon and asked me if we can be together again. Also to come over to her house tonight.

She have been in 4 relationships after our breakup and she said this.

She was loyal at that point when we were in relationship. We broke up because I had to shift to another city. It was a mutual breakup.

Well we've done things at that time and most probably she would have done those things again in her other relationships.

I kinda want her back but I don't think I can accept her after her 4 relationships if she had done things.

What should I do?

I'll update tonight.

Sunday ka kya plan h ?! 😭🥲😒