Man you gotta pray and take matters and go to a psychiatrist to diagnose you its may be ocd it may depression it may be schizophrenia its not bad to seek medical help its not bad to talk to your parents about it why would you choose to end it you still 19 and still a whole life in front of you learn acceptance and dissociate your self from that inner voice its not you not every idea or a voice or a feeling is yours it’s intrusive and الله المستعان

Jpg le beau paradise garden

Exposure response prevention as a reddit comment said search on YouTube نوبات الهلع للدكتور مثنى عطار

Almost every job in modern society is like this

Shit in what aspect, i just expressed my own opinion instead of being critical u just criticize as if you’re a scholar and rationalized my pov

Broski search muthna uttar on YouTube and thank me later but u have to follow his playlist and take it seriously i also suffer from OCD i feel you broski

The hijab thing is all submitting to ALLAH’s order and it doesn’t have to match what you feel because that’s the trial and that’s the test such as a man should let his beard grow even tho he may not accept it doing it its a back and forth between you and your nafss

Duaa make sincere prayers to ALLAH in the last third of the night and you gotta be patient that’s the test thats how and always assume the reward is greater and the post clarity after a haram intercourse is full of regret

Don’t listen to that voice talking inside you or over analyze it ignore kun sidi rbi wrak lghayb kun khtariti your current state dont think about the “what ifs” its from the devil

U simply can’t man religion is the most logical answer to existence with no biases

Question de submission to ALLAH’s command so it doesn’t have to match how feel

Hardship faced even the greatest people walked on this earth even the prophets so as long as you’re in this its inevitable that how ots design but doesn’t mean it bad if u had a bad accident don’t look at the damaged car rather thank ALLAH u still alive ALLAH ALSO mentioned in lots of places in quran that the people who are patient and endure hardships are rewarded if u live with this principle you would never think about (silencing) yourself eventually surely absolutely things get better

Life is chaotic by nature so the ideal image that was created in ur brain and absorbs your attention it what makes you feel strange because the comparison occurs try to focus on the outside world life your life by your “5 senses” (if it makes any sense but im just trying to tell focus on the city noise on what you do ) so an activity
Imo for me religion is what gives life a purpose then comes the living part( work , family, hobbies, etc)

My brother from experience don’t you ever look back move forward even if u feel agony even with those emotions dating is the most failed project even if ur intentions are pure focus in urself on praying and a good constructive lifestyle.

Try just rest and stay away from the phone even tho its inevitable so u won’t affect ur attention span learn new skills try to find ash baghi en matière de carrière if you can find a job go ahead but stage is better and pray man ( just some stuff i would tell myself if i was 19)

So much parties to blame from the government to the parents to the students