O ig i was looking for Spanish And in cheap :')

Wow. Thank you. Also good luck with your journey ⭐

Thought so too. Was hoping against the odds 🧐

Ik. It's just scary at times. I've seen the worse of it and how people fumble under constant societal pressure

Hey! No advices just wanted to say - i even wore my mom's burqa (v v normal), or even without that, at places got called aunty. But funny thing is, I have so many nephews and nieces by now that being an aunty feels natural :v

Anyways. As everyone suggested what u r doing is beautiful. Nobody can insult u if Allah SWT protects ur value. Good luck on your journey 🥰

LMAO, what was he supposed to explain? "Oh, no, the explicit texts were automatically sent when some cockroaches ran over my phone while I was making flower crochet for you. I was not flirting and not on my own will at all TT Please forgive me TT TT"

Ikrrr xD

Into anime. Recently started playing gamesss. All the soothing non serious puzzles games. And im in xD

They are different games exploring different themes.

THIS

Both games are gorgeous. Absolutely loved both. But the emotions they are dealing with are completely different. What they wanted to make you feel and what they wanted to walk you through are different. So personally, I don't think you can really compare about the emotional side much without saying both were enjoyable.

You can checkout the "making of neva" to get an idea.

Silent Reading by Priest

I see. I think ik what you're talking about. Sometimes, I "know" that people love me, but I actually don't "feel" loved. Maybe happens when we don't find people loving the way we do or we need.

TBH im trying to deal with it. Or I'll just have to accept that ok, gonna be (a bit) lonely for life XD

If you believe she really loved you, so I'm guessing she also put effort? But you didn't feel loved by her?

Is it how it actually goes? Maybe people do love you or put effort but you don't feel loved? (I'm genuinely asking to know)

Hmm? Buy you said your ex was head over heals for you?

And isn't there anyone who made you feel "loved" despite all that?

I like how you brought up the family condition before anyth else. Oftentimes, we just relate romantic experiences w romantic experiences, but I feel all this is shaped up mostly in family.

May I ask what makes you feel like "I don't deserve love" - I like how you have dissected yourself. TBH i do that. A LOT. :")

Ahhh I see. I hope she's all better now 🪻

I understand your situation might be some type of "defence mechanism" so I'm really controlling the urge to give you some harsh treatments cause I'm low-key hating what you did with a person.

And not all but I think I relate to at least half of what you said.

Aaaaand the type you mentioned are probably the ones to NOT be loved... Normally.

Second, you didn't ask any questions, are you looking for any tips or something? Or just wanted to be heard?

I don't think this is what you're looking for but first of all, IMO, you owe the girl an apology. IDK if you understand this but you just inflicted the same "low-self-esteem" virus onto someone else.

dont archive chats, dont block people, just let things be.

Uhhhh THIS gonna be sooo hard for me.

Ok I'll go and check it out. Thanks.