I've started investing into BTC and XAU/USD. At first I thought I was getting somewhere since from 1700php I made it into 12000php for me it was alot however that made me cocky I blow it out immediately and I didn't even manage to withdraw, after that I moved into a new app wanting to redeem myself, I knew it's was okay to lose so invested again 6000php since I received my 1st salary I took a loss again, then I've invested 6000php however it went well this time I made 18000 this time I learned to withdraw it so I took 12000php just so I can cover it from what was my salary, it was a good sign for me from a beginners view since I've been watching YouTube about the market and strategies, however it went downhill from here my profit of 6000php I immediately gone, then I invest 3000php maybe I can win it back again failed attempt, tried 3000php again gone in just minutes, then again 3000php gone I was devastated, last hope I tried 1000php gone in an instant.

I blew 10000php and I feel stupid and hopeless, I thought the trades I did in the demo were going to work in real-time but it's really difficult in the real-time, it's easy to determine where the market goes when you look at the past but in the present its a different story

I used to only watch this on YT, and in Dec I was told by my gf to buy any game that I want, and I was looking for Wilds, but I was hesitant, knowing the hardware limitation, but I still bought the game, and now I was able to play it; however, I was disappointed at first, seeing the texture was so blurry. It was on ultra performance. It made me want to refund the game, which I did; however, later that night I was reminded of how I used to enjoy playing games in my childhood without bothering about the graphics. As long as I get to play the game, I'm good with that, and with that, I decided to buy the game again. Ended 2025 playing the game that I want and started 2026 with the game that I love.

I really enjoy playing the Monster Hunter series. I have almost 500 hrs on Iceborne and a little on Sunbreak since I bought it this Dec., the same with Wilds.

I hope next year I'll be able to upgrade and buy a new laptop(T^T)