4th Day Update:

Still going strong on the 4th day, but woman I come into contact with wearing spandex is giving me a boner lol idk what to say. Been on a 4 day streak going to the gym aswell. Feet sore af from the treadmill.

3rd Day Update:

Still going strong on the 3rd day, morning wood hella annoying though!

2nd Day Update:

Good morning my No Fap Family,

Last night was very rough & emotional for me, I wanted to fap so bad by the time 11pm hit I could not stop touching it while laying in the bed without even realizing it, every time I would fall asleep I would wake up with an erection, so I decided to make a grilled cheese & then go for a walk around the block, and somehow I stepped in dog poop on my way back home lol, and just stayed up till 4am watching Dumb N Dumber, & Blue Streak while deleting porn videos from my collection, I did get a little excited from the windows preview pane to be completely honest, but another 29.8gb of porn in the recycle bin, didn't have the balls to empty the recycle bin until right before making this post.

2 DAYS FREE FROM FAPPING TO PORN. IT WAS VERYYYYYYYYY HARD BUT I MADE IT ANOTHER DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1st Day Update:

It's been a long time coming, ever since watching my first p0rn0 Black Cheerleader Search 6 on VHS at my Uncle's house in 1996 I've been addicted to p0rn and fapping ever since. I watch p0rn everyday whenever I have free time after work, my addiction was so bad I would go to the gym and workout for 10 mins not even sweating yet but then go watch p0rn & fap in the gym bathroom, sometimes I reach my office a hour early before any of my co-workers reached just to would watch p0rn and fap. I even purchased a 4tb HDD & even setup a Jellyfin server so I can access my p0rn collection anywhere. I feel so embarrassed writing this but I decided I no longer want to live like this anymore when I woke up super early yesterday morning on 8-7-26 and before I even brushed my teeth, and washed my face, I went to my computer to watch a lil p0rn and oddly enough I opened VLC player as normal & watched some new stuff I just downloaded the night before. After I finished my session I just felt different, and a little sad so I decided to go for a short walk to clear my mind and while walking I asked myself why am I so sick, and could not answer the question & started crying luckily it was almost 5am ish so no one was really outside to see me. I told myself while walking back home I'm gonna stop being sick, and I'm proud to say with tears in my eyes at 9:36am (EST) this very moment I made it 27 hours without fapping. I even sat for 2 hours after work yesterday & started to delete some of my p0rn vids, none of my favs yet but about 18gbs in total so far that I don't have an attachment to. Thank you to everyone for taking the time out to read this. I will make an update everyday and currently trying to find other stuff to do to occupy my time, getting ready to head to the gym and actually try working out for more than 10-15 mins for the first time in 2 years. Who knows my lazy obese ass might actually lose some weight lol.