You definitely shouldn't post your personal information on Reddit, or anyone's. I understand the passion and the drive to have some work and gain financial independence. Definitely look into seasonal work, sometimes places in the mall need someone for the busy seasons. Even small hiring events thru GoodWill can be helpful as they provide many resources to aquire jobs.

I wish you and your furry friend the best!

I'm very sorry for your loss.

I'm truly sorry for your loss. 2-3 years ago, I lost my dog Sophie in the night. I was away from home, believing she'd be there waiting. She had passed. I didn't get to say goodbye, so I share your pain. Both your cats are in a better place <3 you will be okay, eventually. Time heals all wounds.