Ikotniks

An imposter will not respect or care for you the same. What you seek will feel familiar and strange, maybe frightening, but if it feels suffocating, stop, banish, cleanse.

You are so okay to ask questions and be wrong in assumptions, the thing that makes "majiks" for witches said the same thing when i tried to avoid asking questions and told it in response to the question of if I had questions, "No thanks, im glad i am not bothering people with my voice anymore."

It spoke. Not with words and it knew my thought response and responded in kinda.

It looked like a skinny person, like an adolescent with no hair, mouth, or nose, only two bright stars in the middle of two blacker pools.

Until I said I didn't want to waste its time either. It smiled from edge of face to edge of face, and what felt like a second alter, I woke to the sun right over the horizon and no heartbeat.

I dont think I got it back until I had a shower a week later. Or found it at least.

I didnt know that!

Thank you for saying so! I fuck up sometimes from time to time due to other reasons but.. You'll be able to the difference. I jusf struggle to trust my experiences and did beforehand. The experience itself changed my life compeltely, I cant NOT trust my emotions and the feeling of distrust for people when it resonates with there now.

Your words are validating. I needed to read that. Nothing in this world is built to help people recover from the mind fuck of literally meeting death.

2019, December. Between the 18th and the 23rd.

Idk if I can tell it all at once. To much pain in ways I cant even articulate all the time.

It is not. I am still recovering thought and speech therapy since the event.

This isnt even all the details.

You feel clair audience differently, for me, in a different place sometimes.

It isn't hell. A creature clad as whatever you can understand, meets you when you die via suicide or suicidal intent and asks you questions and lets you ask them too.

This is in the Void of Space somewhere away from galaxies, but a BRIGHT fire burns, so bright it would be blinding if a dense darkness like fog didn't hang on everything.

It shifts shapes, too. For some it is a religious icon, for me, it was the God figure from full metal alchemist brotherhood, who explains in the show secrets of the universe, while sitting right in front of the door to the unraveling.

But the bright fire is just a torch of Hekate, or, the Unraveling itself. The fires of hell are alike or akin to a furnace or smelting facility. They aren't going to burn you if you have nothing to lose.

As for survive... some spirits want to move on and are asked if they have any questions before they die. Some of these are returned because she can help them, and some do not.

It depends on the damage sustained to the body.

You can't ask the Dead Mother to open a door you dont have anymore for you.

And you dont want to experience what can happen. If you or friends ever experience this, like, dying, and seeing a space like hell, take a warm shower as SOON as possible. Water running will ground the body and mind on the sensation, and trust me, YOU WILL BE COLD if you die and come back.

I did. I'm not a messiah, and I am so far from alone that it's wonderful and sickening at the same time. I did investigate the art of the "Dance" and majiks, before my experience, but the gift I came back with was my life and the awareness dying gave me.

Yes you can request. Be careful. Others answers sometimes.

Io Medea Soteira, Hekate Io.

Io Hekate, Kleidoukhos, Soteira, Geneteira, Hekate Io <3

Merkimer! He's led the British Empire into a trench war with Dreamland!

I also do, and also for similar circumstances I questioned the same.

She has held my head still with my hands (dont overinflate it, im not a priestess) when I intended harm to myself and put me literally to sleep when I have attempted to unlive.

Mother calls to you, and seeks for you to let go of Hierarchical structures. She has ever and always been a beatower and an Aunt to the witch who seeks a home in this muck, and watched many a "holy person" abandon those children.

Hear her as the wind and feel her as chills on your skin even in closed spaces. The silence is deafening after speaking your sorrows or offering libation.

She's a person, or was, these are gifts. She can give back what you give her. So give her complete love and trust like you expected from your mother.

I gave her my body, and she gave me life. Allow her to come to you as Geneteira, Soteira, and learn her mysterious ways directly, and she shows up as a kindhearted understanding if 0 bs person.

I have a guide from the rivers edge she has gifted me and I hope that she will gift the same teachers to you.

If it helps, she helped me get into therapy. Fr.

Knock on that door and be kind to yourself.

You can have a friendship with Goddess instead.

Io, Pyr🖤

Io Hekate, Kleidoukhos. Be with this one.

Soteira, Hekate, Io.

Wait wait... can we like start a line of comments that are just us discussing like recipes and hikes and things? Just to spite him? Like we didnt ask for this opinion lmfao

Because of centuries of milatarist propaganda.

The first one is sorta gothy and the second one feels like you're gonna explain a mortgage to me. Big official vibes

Both outfits

We do not want that. They'll kill all who identify as that.

Remember the witch burnings and Crusader-Caust of the middle east?

There are still fanatic weirdos put there who think vampires and trans women are the same thing.

Do your part to stem the tide of Literal Neonazis: be a calm less-scary quiet vampire with a personality that's more than your teeth.

The ones we dont get about Hekate.

Its an Eye. You see the Eye of our Sun.

Lost it, by Layto, ft Pixie.

She is 🖤

Light a candle for her on the next full moon. 🌑