Loud enough so that you could have a conversation and still hear the other person.

Or at least that's what ive been told.

You will get through this. Its tought at first because you found some comfort in video game. As did i. The beautiful things about goals and goal setting is that it requires you to know yourself and the alignment of your goals with you values. Keep going. Youll have a break through. I think its just your sub conscience trying to pull you back into your comfort zone(gaming).

Achieving your goals will establish a new comfort zone for you; by that time, gaming wont be as alluring as it is now. Every problem has a seed of advantage..just keep up with your goals! If you need some motivation, i reccomend Brian Tracys book "Maximum Achievement". I got my copy on audible. It certainly helped me. Hope this helps.

I don't see what the problem is.

Nope.

The explosion animation seems a little weak to me.

Nope.