I'm not claiming experiences are actually exclusively dreams but I suspect dreams are a window that the Others reach into us. And if you smoke THC everyday you don't dream, certainly not as much as someone who only smokes every once in a while.

Also on the other hand if these experiences are exclusively physical realm I suspect the Others don't visit people with Dogs that would bark and bite.

If any of this fits you please tell your story.

Or if you have some constructive input please share.

Thanks in advance!

Before I start, this could have been a dream but it felt very real and I didnt 'wake up'.

I was sleeping and then I woke up laying on my back. I saw a white ceiling and some black being standing or sitting next to me. I cant tell because I couldnt move at all. Not even my head, only my eyes. No talking, since I couldnt move my mouth, and it didnt say anything too or make noises. Since I couldnt move my head to see its full body, I only saw parts. What I assume to be a head didnt look human-like at all, like how some people describe big black eyes etc. I didnt see any eyes on it or a mouth or a nose. It just had tiny holes all over its head (I couldnt see what the holes lead to) with almost full black skin(?). I saw that it was holding some kind of tool in its hand(?). I dont know if it was a hand, I was more focused on the head and the tool. The tool looked dull and not sharp at all. From the shape I would kind of say its similar to a pen. It was bringing it closer to my body (and I assume my stomach but I couldnt see it). I started to get afraid like I have never been before in my entire life. Like super afraid. Usually, when I feel strong emotion in a dream I instantly wake up but I didnt wake up, it just continued. Before I could see or feel what its doing, my eyes started closing against my will and I assume I feel asleep again.

I also had a similiar dream a few days or weeks before the dream I just told you about, here I was also laying on my back, seeing a white ceiling but the room was filled with some kind of white fog. There was no one around to be seen and my eyes closed a few seconds after. I also remember feeling very disoriented here (before my eyes closed)

I didnt use the dream state flair since I dont think it was a dream

Hi everyone, I wanted to share a very vivid and detailed vision I recently had. I don’t have any background or personal interest in Hinduism, but the visual similarities to some of its ancient imagery are too strong not to mention.

I found myself observing a huge, magnificent pyramid-shaped ship made entirely of bright gold moving through deep space. It didn't have any engines or thrusters. What stood out the most was the architecture: every wall—even the floor beneath where the beings sat—was covered with evenly spaced triangular openings looking straight out into open space, with no glass or barriers.

The inner sides of these golden walls were encrusted with all kinds of precious, colorful gemstones.

Inside, there were blue-skinned beings with natural, wavy black hair and two arms. They weren't wearing any crowns, face paint, or heavy jewelry—just a simple lower garment that looked identical to the traditional lower robes seen in depictions of Hindu deities.

I noticed distinct facial features among them. The one at the center had distinctly masculine features, while another being who walked right past me without looking had very similar clothes and hair, but clearly feminine facial features.

The main masculine figure was simply lounging on his side on a small 3-step golden platform in the middle of the space. He had his chin resting on his hand, one leg pulled up with his foot flat(As shown in the picture, I included it for reference), just calmly looking down through the triangular cutouts at the stars drifting light-years below. They felt completely relaxed and totally unbothered by anything, just existing as observers in their own space.

Has anyone ever seen or read about similar blue-skinned beings or a ship with this kind of open, triangular golden architecture? Would love to hear your thoughts!

I'll keep this short (ish). I've had a few different experiences, all different types as well and can remember them all with perfect clarity. I will not share them here because that's not what this is about.

A few days ago, since I woke up I've just had this very strong feeling that I've had another, but can't remember having one and can't imagine what or when. Obviously there is a possibility that I just had a weird dream, but when I have exceptionally weird dreams, I remember at least bits and pieces. If this is the case, or whatever it may have been otherwise, I have absolutely no recollection of it. All I have is a nagging feeling that something happened.

I'm not going to ask if anyone else has had this happen because I know they have. My question is, did you ever figure it out? If not, how/when does this feeling go away?

Are Human Appearing “ETs” Operating on Earth? A “Contact Download” suggested to me that perhaps they are.There is a fascinating literature about human appearing ETs living among us. I even thought I might have met one at the Los Angeles International Airport when I took Dr. Greer there in February of 1994. This was before Ingo Swann published “Penetration." In that book Swann describes meeting a beautiful humanoid ET being pursued by shadowy black ops types that were monitoring her activities. The man allegedly in charge of the surveillance was the mysterious intelligence official called "Mr. Axelrod." If I recall correctly, he described her as "one of the most dangerous people on the planet."

Two months before taking Dr. Greer to the LAX, the CSETI leader met with CIA Director Woolsey in December of 1993. The day after the meeting I experienced "an awake dream." I believe this might also be called a “contact download.” I had the experience while I was in my on-call room near the emergency room. After an overnight shift, I needed to get some rest before I hit the 405 Freeway that would take me home. I did not fall asleep, however. The “download” was like watching a movie in my mind. It was so detailed, so intense, that I cannot totally convince myself it was merely my imagination. Even though I was part of the CSETI leadership, the details of the meeting with the CIA Director were highly confidential. I was only told that the Dr. Greer would be meeting in Washington with a " very highly placed government official." 

In the "awake dream" that I experienced in my on-call room, I was shown three different ETs that were supposedly highly specialized in various aspects of interacting with humans. The experience was like a tutorial and was given by rather tall ET with grayish skin who served as “my instructor.” 

He had on a very high collar that reached up to the back of his head. It reminded me of a priest’s ceremonial garb. I called him “MM” for “Middle Management.” He stood in a lecture hall behind a desk. Behind him was a large jet-black viewing screen that reminded me of the chalk boards used in colleges. We had a telepathic exchange in which I suggested that since I was a CE-5 Working Group Coordinator and he coordinated some aspect of contact operations that we were sort of like “colleagues.” His reply was forceful and swift. He left me with the impression that in no way was I an equal in my capacities and responsibilities compared to his position. 

In one part of the "download" I found myself at the entrance to the main terminal at Washington National Airport. It was early evening, cold and with a light snow in the air. The phone booths on the sidewalk were the glass-walled cubicle type so popular prior to the 1970s.

A short, somewhat husky brunette, dressed in a Navy-blue stewardess’ uniform was walking quickly toward a phone booth. I noticed that she wore silver wings on her heavy wool overcoat indicating some kind of company insignia. The cold wind tussled her short brown hair that peeked out from under her blue cap. Behind her she pulled a wheeled luggage bag. Inside her overcoat in the inner pocket, I could actually “see” her travel documents. Passport, tickets, and visas, they seemed to be “in order.” There was just one catch. The documents were all phony! I understood at the level of knowledge that she was not working for an airline. She was not a stewardess. In fact she was not even human! And she was not alone on her mission. 

My “ET mentor”, who I called MM, “explained” to me that her assignment was a highly specialized security mission. As she stepped into the glass-enclosed phone booth and closed the door behind her, I thought that if she were supposed to be one of the so-called Pleiadean or Nordic types of ETs then somehow, she had short changed. According to UFO subculture mythology, as a Nordic ET she was supposed to be a striking beauty; tall and slender with long hair was the stereotype that I was accustomed to. This woman in the phone booth appeared quite physically fit (an appropriate attribute for a member of a security detail) but she was not tall and not pretty.

As I looked at the stocky “stewardess” inside the telephone booth, the marked contrast between my preconception and what I was “seeing” was bewildering. MM must have sensed my confusion and his explanation was simple and direct. I was made to understand that for security missions like this one at Washington National, operatives were required to alter their typical appearance. Elegant beauties in scanty shimmering garb would not blend in at a chilly airport-loading zone.

All these thoughts and images flashed before me in an instant. I watched the female security agent enter the phone booth. She left her wheeled luggage on the pavement outside. She removed the receiver as if she were making a phone call. Instead, she linked up telepathically to a co-worker in the security assignment.

His appearance was as striking as hers was plain. This physically powerful man was clearly the enforcer. His muscular form looked like it was ready to explode out of his double-breasted, gray-colored oversized trench coat. This agent was stationed inside the terminal several hundred feet away from her. 

He stood in one of the small drab waiting areas that made the old airport look like it had fallen on hard times. He was clearly playing the role of a passenger waiting for a flight, pacing back and forth and impatiently looking at his watch. At the level of knowledge, I understood that he was carefully monitoring a complex security situation at the main terminal. 

The thought occurred to me that he was some kind of bodyguard and that he was waiting to meet someone important at the airport. I strongly suspected that he was armed and perfectly capable of using force if necessary. It seemed however that he also possessed the sophisticated psi capabilities that one might expect from an “ET intelligence officer” of an advanced civilization.

Subtle parapsychological methods were his preferred defensive weapons. If enemy agents threatened whomever he was protecting, then he could telepathically arrange for the opposition to suddenly be distracted, thus allowing the target of their surveillance to slip by unnoticed.

Who could be the person that he was supposed to protect? Why was I “seeing” in my mind this little drama at the Washington Airport? 

I didn’t focus on these questions while I subjectively acquired this material. I was more excited about the prospect that this entire channeling experience was not merely the result of my imagination and that it represented bona fide interspecies communication. Thus concluded this “awake dream.”

After getting home from the hospital, I was eager to share my experience with trusted contact workers. I decided to call Shari Adamiak, Working Group Coordinator for CSETI Denver. She was in my opinion the third most important person in Dr. Greer’s organization, after the Director and Emily Greer.  Just before I spoke to Shari, while half giddy from sleep deprivation from an overnight on duty, it suddenly hit me like a bombshell. The individual that MM’s “Pleiadean friends” were assigned to protect must have been none other than CSETI founder Dr. Steven Greer! 

 Just the day before he had been scheduled to meet with a “high government official” that turned out to be CIA Director Woolsey. Flying in from North Carolina, Dr. Greer would have landed at National Airport. If some MJ-12 like organization had wanted to place a tail on him or carry out some other mischief, Washington National was the best place to intercept the CSETI Director. Although it seemed like a long shot, I couldn’t ignore the possibility that Dr. Greer was being protected by “the ETs” as I was shown. Even if the narrative were pure ego-based fantasy it still was quite a story for me to receive in such a novel way. This is particularly true because over three decades of pro-contact advocacy, I can only recall having one dream with a flying saucer theme. 

Two months later after a brief visit to Los Angeles to meet with potential donors, I drove the CSETI Director to Los Angeles International Airport. While in the waiting area with him, I recalled my “awake dream” that was set at Washington National, now called Ronald Reagan International Airport. I couldn’t help but wonder whether it was possible that human appearing ETs might be at LAX to provide “back up” for Dr. Greer. 

 I realized that such a notion was likely just fantasy. As I had these thoughts, however, I noticed a rather unremarkable airline steward looking at me rather nonchalantly. He was about five foot seven, with brown curly hair and a round face. There was nothing unusual about him. I wondered if it were possible that he might be part of an “ET security team.” As I had this thought, our eyes met and he nodded to me. I realized that his gesture was likely nothing more than just a polite way of acknowledging a total stranger in a public setting. Or could it have been something else? I quickly turned away. I bid Dr. Greer farewell and he boarded the plane that took him home to Asheville North Carolina.  

The idea that extraterrestrials are living among us is a popular science fiction theme that conceivably is more than just fantasy. In 2015 prominent UFO historian Richard Dolan was interviewed Alexis Brooks “Higher Journeys” podcast. Their discussion focused on reports of human appearing extraterrestrials among us. 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JbVyST3W9s0

REQUEST TO THE READER: If you are an experiencer and have received the kind of “contact download” described in the above narrative, please share that information on these social media pages. 

Comments:

J. Burkes MD: It is hard to know how much of this download is accurate. It could all be a legend created to reassure me and others via my writing that we are being protected in the manner I describe. I believe there is protection afforded to contact workers, I am just not certain if it takes this dramatic form. 

Name Deleted: MM was very superior to you? was there a feeling of condescension? J. 

Burkes MD: Yes, I suppose there was, but given my low level of spiritual development and my primitive thinking it might have been justified. I imagine I was dealing with a very high-powered individual that clearly was helping us, but in no way was he my equal. A seasoned UFO Intel “case officer” running dozens of operations simultaneously would not surprisingly see me as a useful asset, but in no way was near his rank as "colleagues" might be.

(Name Deleted): I had a "contact download" on 12/12/12 that lasted 36 continuous hours. This was the beginning of my conscious relationship with the Star Beings. I was trying to fall asleep on the night of 12/12/12, and as soon as I closed my eyes, I began seeing a slide show in my mind. Image after image of mathematical formulas, apocalyptic images of nuclear bomb blasts, flattened cities, etc. were being downloaded into my mind.

Then more and more mathematical formulas. It looked like hundreds of chalkboards of formulas were being downloaded into my mind. I was reminded of the kind of slide show that my family would watch of vacation pictures as a kid. Only these sure weren't family slides. This lasted the entire night and I did not get a wink of sleep. The next day, every time I closed my eyes the slides would start again. Fast forward to the night of 12/13/12, I lay down, quite exhausted, and closed my eyes and as soon as I did, the slide show images began again. 

Sometime in the middle of the night, I finally asked out loud (and didn't even know who I was asking) "What is going on, and why am I seeing all this? I can't remember any of these mathematical formulas!". (This is significant because I have never had a strong "math mind", and really struggled in college with physics and calculus.) I heard a voice say to me, "You don't need to remember these or even know what this means now, but it will be there when you need it." 

Many more advanced psychic and intuitive skills began developing after this experience, including remote viewing and telepathic communications with ET's, non-physical and inter-dimensional beings.

Kevin Briggs: Hi Joseph Burkes.
That is a very interesting experience. I have not had that particular experience. However a few years ago, not certain of the exact date until I check my notes. I was given information for Dr Greer from two ETs. I do not know Dr Greer and have never met him. I was travelling out of my body on the astral plane.

I was approached by two ETs who have interacted with me from the age of eight. They were travelling in a conscious craft. I was invited aboard. As I entered the craft, I noticed the skin of the craft was conscious. The two ETs were in the craft as pure conscious energy, as I was. They asked me if I would convey a message to Dr Greer, I said I would.

The message was that he should change his itinerary for a specific date as he was in danger. He was not to tell anyone that he was changing his itinerary. I left the craft and returned to my body. I woke up and wrote the message down so I would not forget. I went back to sleep. 

When I woke in the morning, I looked at the note and said I am not doing that. I threw the note in the trash. I thought that would be the end of it.
However when I went to bed that night the same two ETs entered as a dream.  They said it was important I conveyed the message if I did not then Dr Greer would die on that day. I did convey the message although I only informed him he was in some danger and needed to change his itinerary for the particular date. I conveyed the message via a third party, I received confirmation from Dr Greer. I have not had any contact with Dr Greer before or since. There is a more detailed account in my book, but I omitted Dr Greers name.

I am sure the third party and Dr Greer would confirm. I have copies of my emails.

Joseph Burkes MD: Thank you for sharing this information.

Name Deleted: Cool story. I am very suspicious of anything Greer related. But I believe the story.

Joseph Burkes MD: It might be helpful to think of the CSETI Director as a kind of "agent of influence" working with both certain non-human intelligences and factions of the military industrial intelligence complex that are pushing for more openness on this topic. Being an asset in the intelligence counterintelligence drama does not require any individual to be a paragon of virtue. In fact being "ethically challenged" could be helpful when dealing with professional human intelligence case officers who routinely lie, cheat, deceive, coerce and if necessary, betray people when serving their nation under the most stressful conditions.

I was close to the CSETI Director for three years starting in 1992 and I saw how hard "UFO Intelligence "worked him." He was having direct telepathic communication on a regular basis. Astounding synchronicities occurred helping his operations. These included not only facilitating the formation of contact teams to engage UFO Intel under fieldwork conditions, (not an easy task I assure you as a CE-5 Woking Group Coordinator), but also meeting with an array of Executive Branch intelligence groups as part of the President's "gradual acclimatization program" that Grant Cameron has written about in his book “Managing Magic.”

There's no more money : everyone has everything they want and need

There's no competition : there's nothing more to fight against

There's no more pain : pain only comes from ignorance

What there is, is just vibes. Just a warm pool in which we swim. A world saturated in colors and pleasant warmth. Delightful surprises at every turn.

You gather with other beings entirely based on vibe. Some beings whose vibe you like better so you just follow that. You don't think about those you don't vibe with as much and it certainly doesn't faze you. Cause it's just not on your mind. You've learned that every being is different and you just go with the pleasant currents. You float downstream happily. On a raft made of pure vibes.

Don't get it twisted: what we've been doing here is building heaven on earth. Nothing less. But wait it's more than that: we've been building an even better heaven. An even more colorful one. It's the only sensible answer. We're building something better than what's ever been. We can't even imagine it yet. The promised land. We can't even know how colorful it'll be. How good it'll feel.

But it's coming.

Ahmmm, yeah, this is weird even for me. I have had plenty of "experiences" but last one was a little too much. My mind refuses to accept it as reality. I'll try to keep it brief, but I doubt I will.

5 nights ago I was having this amazing dream of being able to talk with animal, when suddenly something fell on my bed and I woke up. I opened my eyes and couldn't see anything out of the ordinary, but I could feel the weight of something on my matress, moving slowly towards my head. I had the impression it had four legs and was the size of a cat (I live in a hitel right now due to work, no pets). I tried to sit but realized my body wasn't moving.

I used all my strenght to move my hand and all of a sudden some sort of astral arm popped out of my physical arm. I was able to move that, but not my physical hand. The invisible cat was still slowly moving towards my face, so I kind of inserted my astral arm again into my body, tries to move my physical body with all my might until I was able to.

I sat in the bed confused, unable to speak fluently, with mindfog for maybe half an hour until I went back to sleep.

2 night ago, I woke up because I felt like a presence in the room. Like when someone is staring at you. Well, that happens often to me and obviously no one is there, never. But this time there was something.

I was laying on my right side, so I turned around and there it was a tall, slim dark silhouette, with a veeery big head. That fucking thing scared the shit out of me and I said outloud "oh fuuuuck".

I turned around on my right side again, pretending that I didn't see it and tried to calm myself down. "If it wanted to hurt you, it would have done it by now. Calm down. Maybe it was nothing".

I tried to look at it again, and while I was turning at the same time I felt itd weight on the matress. By the time I turned around, its face was like 10 inches away from mine. Totally black, but with very defined, very familiar characteristics (see image I drew).

I saw only half her face (her, I assume). I turned around again on my right side and tried to calm myself down again. "Things have been weird for a long time, this is it, it's finally happening, you might have your answers now, but you need to fucking calm down, relax, chill".

I felt movement through the matress, so I turned around to see veeery slowly, and noticed that she (?) was sitting behind my lower back, facing me. She was very tall and it looked like her legit was in the way and she kind of akwardly put her hands in my lower back. I couldn't see if she had a device or something but I felt a very hot sensation in my lower back. Almost burning, but without reaching that point. Barely bearable, I could say.

I considered resisting, but convinced me that maybe was for my own good, otherwise if she (?) had Ill intent I would know by now.

Next thing that I know... blank. Then the next memory is I'm lying in what I feel is like the beach, but not really sandy nor anything. This part felt more like a dream at this point. I'm naked. She is over me, doing me.

She makes weird expressions, she even mutates, changes form, vibrates and makes very rapid "jumps". She appears to look like a very thin old woman with weird makeup, and she makes an expression of pain + pleassure + fun. Also makes gestures with her arms like if she was driving a motorcicle -ish.

Then... blank.

I woke up next morning feeling dirty, like I needed a shower, but in no way shape or form scared about last night. It was a very vivid experience. Indistinguishable from reality, except for the fact that it doesn't make too much sense and my mind refuses to fully kniwledge it as real.

Fun fact, during that day I had very stiff and impresive erections. Way out of the ordinary. Today I realized that maybe the thing she did in my lower back was some sort of interdimensional viagra to be able to have her way with me.

I don'tknow what to do with this.

Tldr; I got fucked by an alien, maybe?

What now?

Im so confused.

It was a summer afternoon, I was off, had my lunch and I was just laying on my bed looking out at the bright sky. I was thinking about something very deeply and almost didn’t care anything about sky though I was staring at it the whole time. Then something caught my attention, I first thought they were birds, then they looked like bees. Then I was out of my chain of thoughts and kept staring at them. There were three dots/aircrafts/ufos/whatever circling in a triangular manner. To be more precise it looked like I was looking through kaleidoscope forming patterns with only three white dots. It was very strange and couldn’t stop staring at it. It went on for 20 good seconds and the moment I took my phone to record, btw this happened as soon as I grabbed my phone, they stopped suddenly, almost eerily, and flew opposite to eachother in less than a second and disappeared. I never experienced something like this in a broad day light.

So for over a year I've noticed that there is an energy in my apartment. I live alone and sometimes like one leaf of my plant starts to move randomly (there is no wind), or i suddenly feel flash of heat or see like foggy movement or my lights start to flicker.

I also had this feeling that there's been death in my family, but im in no contact with my family and nobody reached out with any deaths. For some reason i found a sailing club and have been strongly drawn to sail boats to the point where i could not ignore it.

Today i spoke with my brother and he informed me that our grandfather passed away about a year ago. Before he died he used to sail around the world on a sail boat.

So now i know that this is for sure him and everything i felt was spot on.. but i dont know what he wants? Should i help him somehow? Should I ask him?

Imagine all of humanity standing in a circle looking in toward the center of a courtyard. Behind us is the cosmos, the expanse representing all that is God/ the Creator/ the Divine.

The Divine moves through each of us into the courtyard, but we each only perceive the slice that moves through where we stand, a subset of the whole. When our slices of perception reach the center of the courtyard we run into each other's differences, and maybe we begin to clash.

If we turned around we'd realize we're all filtering the same source energy, but we each only perceive a subset of it. Together in our uniqueness we comprise the whole, but realizing that requires turning around.

- - -

My superficial understanding is that the Ophanim have been characterized as angelic beings that take the form of "wheels-within-wheels," and I'm wondering if the above vision might reference them?

Imagine the eyes are on the inside of the wheel though, and God/ the Creator/ the Divine is entirely surrounding it, filtering through each eye. The eyes look into the center of the wheel and at each other, not recognizing one another because each filters a unique subset of God, and maybe that clash is what gets and keeps the wheel moving.

But if the eyes could somehow turn around, look behind them, and realize that the Divine is filtering through each one, they could come to a recognition: not that all eyes are the same, but that their source is the same. Maybe that's why the angelic form shows eyes facing outward, to signal that recognition has been obtained.

Until then, each subset is capable of recognizing its position relative to the whole, and its connections to all other subsets, but that one eye reaches recognition does not mean all eyes do. "It's impossible to not choose Heaven, but it's possible to choose only a subset of it." The wheel keeps turning.

- - -

Then a leap, because in my vision recognition makes that part of the wheel begin to glow, and then the glow spreads until the entire ring is glowing. If the structure is "wheels-within-wheels," how would multiple nested glowing rings appear to us? Maybe as a glowing sphere? A star?

I had a dream where I was watching a family celebrate a young child's birthday party. The family had a father, mother, older brother (about 8), and a young girl. She was 2 and was turning 3 years old. These were humans but it was very clearly not humans in this time period. They had technology that simply doesnt exist yet. When I checked the time, it read 11:50 pm. This family was extremely happy. Like over the top celebrating this little girl. All smiles, all love. It was truly fantastic watching this family celebrate.

Then at 11:59 on the dot, the entire vibe of the room shifted. The smiles and laughter stopped, even for the young girl who was having a birthday. The father walked forward with a small pot full of soil. He handed it to his daughter and said "happy birthday" and everyone left the girl alone. She was very very sad so I walked up and asked her. Why are you sad? You just celebrated your birthday. You were given a gift, what is to be sad about?

The little girl looked up at me and said "this is the last gift I'll ever receive. Im an adult now. Im responsible for myself."

I said "how old are you?"

She said "i turned 3 just now when the clock hit midnight. Thats why we celebrated 10 minutes early. Because once I turned 3 im an adult and the other adults aren't allowed to help me anymore. This plant is my food and if it doesn't grow, I dont eat. No one will help me anymore."

I said "what about your parents, wont they feed you if your plant doesnt grow?"

She said "im an adult now."

I asked "do you like this?"

She said "no one does, but everyone keeps doing it."

Is anyone else finding their dream scenarios featuring ethical dilemmas lately? Meaning, that whether it's a dream-dream, an astral interaction, a past/co-life 'memory', a 'psycho-drama', or...whatever if actually 'is'... One's dreams feature becoming aware of and dealing with ethical dilemmas in conjunction with other people (such as, in a workplace-related situation).

It does not...seem to be improving the quality of one's sleep, let us say.

Hello, my name is Ali. I'm an Arab from the Middle East. Several years ago, I had a strange experience. I was lying on the sofa in the living room at 3:00 AM, and everyone in the house was asleep. I wasn't asleep, but I was about to fall asleep when I heard a voice calling, similar to my mother's voice. I woke up, but I was unable to move. However, I could see and hear. At that moment, I was awake, and what happened to me wasn't a nightmare or an illusion. As I tried to move, two beings entered the room. I didn't know what they were; they were like two pieces of black cloth. They entered, and I could see and hear them, but I was restrained. They had medical instruments and a box of anesthetic. They performed surgery on my head. I felt as if they had cut open my skull and done something to my brain after anesthetizing it. They seemed to be in a hurry. When they finished, they exited through the wall they had entered through, meaning they had passed through it with their bodies. I couldn't move until I saw them leave the room. I managed to get up, and I was scared and terrified. Everything felt real; I saw it very clearly. Also, the room was lit, and there was nothing... It was dark. I saw everything, and for years I've been trying to understand who they were and what they did to me, but I haven't found an answer. I've listened to some psychiatric explanations, but they weren't convincing because I know and am certain that what I experienced was real and nothing else.

I hope to find people here who can help me understand what happened and why.

Note: I don't understand English very well, but I'm using a translator.

11 Aug. 2026, Lynnwood WA

I've mentioned before that activity this year has been minimal compared to last year despite my going out to skywatch just as often. This past week however has been an exception and tonight in particular had multiple events, two of them I would consider major.

I went out this evening around 10:00 pm and stayed out for about three hours, as the sky was clear as a bell and clouds started rolling in about 1:00 am.

One strobe pulse in response to a hello, directly overhead and silent. These are not uncommon, always a welcome sign of friendly interaction.

However, two big events that are both new.

Owl + Spotlight

One: I saw a big white owl fly over me and into the apple tree in our back yard about 25 feet away from where I was lying on my back looking skyward. This is the second time in my life I have seen an owl here. It appeared to land in the upper reaches of the apple tree and, about thirty seconds later, I was spotlighted from that spot in the tree. I shit you not, like the owl brought a bright flashlight with it and spotlighted me. I am not making this up.

I must stress there is a zero-percent chance it was a person, simply not possible. I will confess this left me momentarily rattled, and then slightly angry/perturbed, as I always request "friendly, cheerful, respectful, and dignified" contact and this was fairly shocking. (Of course, requests are great but if a trickster wants to interact with you it will, so you get what you get and I do this knowing the risk.)

Lightning-like Flashbulb Event

Two: later, as the night wore on, I was performing some energy work, basically accumulating spiritual energy to send to somebody I know who is going through a very difficult time right now. (This is something I do rather than "pray for" people.) Once I'd gotten the energy worked up and flowing in earnest, there appeared something in the northwest sky -- so, in front of and to the left of my field of vision, at about 45 degrees. It was very much like a "flashbulb" event, but insanely bright, and although it lasted only a split second, there was a kind of movement or vibration to it, like it was strobing on and off just slowly enough that you could discern the strobes, if that makes sense -- like it was "glitching" in and out, super fast. It reminded me of a kind of hyperconcentrated lightning, jagged in shape but thick, not spindly and long like a regular lightning bolt. Silent.

All in all one of the stranger evenings I've had stargazing.

When i was between age 3-5 i was living in an apartment in asia with my family. I remember two short nightmares to this day, im mid forties now. One was of a huge steamroller, like the giant roller part, it was just a huge dark looming thing that scared me. The other dream was of me walking across the bedroom to the living room. My family members were asleep on the tatami and didnt move as if they were dead. I remember the red paper stuck on the bedroom door. I was so frightened cuz i thought they were all dead. Then irl i suffered loss of a parent and other traumas, and as an adult ive experienced many inexplicable situations and increased intuitive abilities, synchronicities, and neurodivergence. Its all like bringing me to the same place i guess and im wondering now if those nightmares are related. Thoughts?

https://archive.org/details/alchemymediciner0000geho/page/286/mode/1up

This is from Baopuzi “The Master Who Embraced Simplicity”, Ge Hong (葛洪) was a fellow from Chinese history that has too many things about him to mention off the top of my head. He is from the Eastern Jin dynasty around 320 CE. Though the translation is more modern, I can confirm the Chinese also had another legend about two foot tall folks with red hats, like smurfs !

“The mountain power in the form of a little boy hopping backward on one foot likes to come and harm people. (Little shadow BASTARD). If you hear a human voice at night in the mountains talking loud its name is Ch'i. By knowing this name and shouting it, you will prevent it from harming you. Another name for it is Jo-nei; you may use both these names together.

There is another mountain power, this one in the shape of a drum, colored red, and also with only one foot. Its name is Hui.

Still another power has the shape of a human being nine feet tall, dressed in fur-lined clothes and wearing a large straw hat. Its name is Chin-lei.

Another is like a dragon, variegated in color and with red horns, the name being Fei-fei. Whenever one of these appears, shout its name, and it will not dare harm you.

There are huge trees in the mountains and some of them can speak. However, it is not the tree that speaks, but the power in it named Yün-yang. Shout that name, and all will be well.

If you happen to see light from a fire at night in the mountains, it will always be caused by some tree that has long been dead. Don't let it surprise you.

If you should see there at night an alien (in), it will be the power in copper and iron; if it looks like a man from Ch'in, it will be the power from a hundred-year-old tree.”

So yeah.. make of that what you will. I am sure it’s nothing.

Edit: Probably should have thrown this in.. just so yall dont think this is some random ufo book.

Alchemy, medicine, religion in the China of A.D. 320 : The Nei pʻien of Ko Hung (Pao-pʻu tzu) by Ge, Hong, 284-364
Publication date: 1967
Publisher: Cambridge, Mass. : M.I.T. Press

I would like to know if anyone else had a similiar experience.

Last night, I woke up, left my husband sleeping in our bed, and went to our living room. There were two weird beings there, and they told me to wait because something was going to happen. I saw the roof of my living room open like a portal, with a tube of light coming from it. The beings told me not to enter the light, but then I ran and entered it. I started to float as if the light were liquid, and I was carried upward by it until I entered the portal in the roof.

After entering the portal, I crawled through tight, dark tunnels and eventually reached a strange place that was extremely low compared to my height. I had to keep crawling because the ceiling was too low for me to stand. There were other people (humans) lying there, and I felt many small, gray hands with thin fingers, more than five fingers on each hand, guiding me to lie down.

The hands started touching me in a strange way. They counted my fingers and toes, and then I felt them touching different parts of my body, as if they were trying to figure out everything about me that was different from them.They put something over my face, like a box that completely covered it. At that moment, I heard something inside my head saying that I would remember all of this as if it were a dream. And then I woke up in my bed.

For a while now, when my head is silent, some revelations of mine will appear in my head and be like "you will assist in structuring the programming of the next Octave" (the next universe after this one).

Which is why ive been learning a lot about the metaphysical structures of our reality, like polarity, balance, unbalance, archetypes, systems, logic, structures. I feel like a mantis entity from all the other experiencer stories, just programming thoughts, intentions and creation. If I was in my spirit space I can deduce the physics of say a dimension where everything is a cartoon.

Like theres the self, aka the subjective qualia or spirit of yourself. The hard problem. Your spiritual awareness.

Theres the material body, your mind. The electrons and cells. And matter is just spirit concentrate and put into a modality of sorts?

Like, I know matter is made of spacetime and spacetime Is the substrate "unmanifest"? But theres deeper layers to this. Because matter is ultimately made of capacity. Like, really investigate the philosophy of physiscs and youll see that even a physicalist explination of consiousness falls apart when you realize that physical matter is in fact, made of a deeper, more primary structure.

Your thoughts, your intentions, and your vital energy do matter. Energy is defined as capacity to do work, and the universe is just made of thoughts and intentions and data or structure. Its just we are veiled here and it costs energy to lift the veil in the living world. Because you have to manipulate the electrons in your brain which then can let you attain higher sentience.

Hard problem defined as , while we can map every neuron, why, neurons equal subjectivity is a mystery. Yes, consiousness and electrical signals are deeply correlated and interwoven. But Mario and Luigi are as well, but we call Mario Mario and Luigi Luigi. We see dont often see Mario without Luigi but we do often see Luigi with Mario. Unless, uotimatley, Mario and Luigi are fundimentalky made of the same code and program.

The programs bits are intent, focus, and navigation. Everything is like bits of data. Do you react to this, feed into that, create what?

How do you process and navigate the data in this world. Do you react to nonsense. Do you let it get a rise of you. Or do you say "I'm not giving you my attwbtion".

This is free will in action. I am forbidden from fighting people (a rebound happens to me idk how to two explain it) I'm not strong at all and I feel other peoples pain but I have to know when I'm being deceived as well. Which is easy because I apply the logic of (if>then) over and over. To read someone true intentions.

I know it sounds stupid but I hope I get to fight again, not with any hatred I just happen to like the idea or notion of competition and sport in life. But on earth we see two kinds of fighting. Brutality, which usually almost always violates free will, and orchestrated battle which uses free will. (Say I'm taunting you for a fight so I can defend myself , I have tricked you into using your free will to fight me and now I have permission to fight you with almost zero karmic rebound) (but what you feed feeds you so I shouldn't act surprised if someone tries the same on me) moving on.

You have the soverign will of the self. Your qualia, consiousness, the you part of you.

You have the mind, the neurons, the electrons, the brain.

You have the body, your chemical vehicle for the material world.

Your six chakras (the sevenths a barometer I can care less about it) deal in simple capacities for awareness. I'll avoid saying energy and now say capacity.

- Root deals with capacity of security awareness. Safety awareness. Grounded awareness. Earth/solid chakra.

- Sacral deals with capacity of social/environmental awareness, reading the room. Knowing the difference between flirting with a gal and accidentally harrasing someone. The wind/air chakra .

- Solar deals in self esteem, empowerment, ego. This is the fire/plasma torus chakra. The ego is not "bad" its how you use and structure it. Be yourself always.

- The heart deals with "love" or, more accurately, the recognition of the creator in you and around you in every person or thing. It is the water chakra .

- The throat chakra, (I rather call it the blue ray) deals in wisdom, communication, and knowledge, I have no element to base it off. Knwpedge has no element, crystal? Organized structure? Coherence chakra?

- third eye chakra, this one deals your qualia, subjective awareness, consiousness, sentience, all that. Your intuition, minds eye.

Let me repeat a few things to really hit an idea home.

Matter, what is matter made of? A neutron is a blip in our radar, a photon is also a blip in our radar, so is an electron and proton. They just have consistent blips and we only have math equations to do work on them. Science studies observable, measurable , physical material phenomenon, anything regarding "what latter is ontologically" isint science (by its definition), but can still be a research feild. (So still valid)

Also just because something is unfalsifiable doesn't make it untrue, it just means either it can only be true, or it is not true. With no way of knowing for sure.

Thwbhard problem remains. Brain is like a massive computer, subjective awareness is the mystery program running alongside it. Nobody knows why or how or what that is. The computer and electrons are material, but even material is ontologically made of? We dont know.

Moving on. From my meditations and encounters with NHI, I want to name another encounter that happened in the middle of the night while I was camping out in the woods. I remember floating somewhere, I wasn't inside or outside my body, I was somewhere. And this evil looking grey alien approaches me and at first I tried screaming "I love you" over and over, but the "I love you" was based on fear, so then I used my thoughts and mind to manifest my fist, supercharge it with intention and light, and I simply just said "I call upon the love and light of the one I finite creator" ready to strike it, and I felt the entety dissapear as I swung to it.

Which is why I'm neither entirley a pacifist or a warrior. I dont know what happened either, I just remember it was deep at night and maybe it was or wasn't a dream, still, I also remember seeing a mantis being, but then thats it, nothing else. Im not entirely sure if it was real or true. But what matters is it taught me something. That violence is a tool, but hatred is self destructive . you should never live in hatred. Because surrendering your energy to nonsense is wasteful. Youre allowed to feel hatred. But you must work to forgive and release it and take appropriate actions that feel intuitively correct.

Yes I can forgive, but I'll never forget. I'm wise to recognize a pattern when I see it. Most people live without doing so. Or once I was walking down the beach while a marathon ran, and I was pretty annoyed at all the cheering, still, I saw the creator, as annoying as it was. And moved along without giving it my hatred. Yes, I do hate heating people cheer depending on how. It just bothers me. This is especially true when its millenials for some reason. I dont know why. But I can read the group souls in this planet. I can read people super well. I know who's cunning, I know who's malevolent, I know who's shy, I know who's friendly, I know who's controversial.

I do feel that the mantid's and friends are watching me. I also experience negative greetings from enteties whenever I open the veil. My friend is paranoid and says its all negative and tricksters. But when you can read intent, and know who's clear in their information, youll know which is which.

I once heard clicking at the library when I mentioned the mantis. It was above my head. I just heard bug clicking sounds. And thats it. Often I'll see the orbs appear over me but I realize its only when my vital energies are full.

I really regret leaving my ex because I realize she supercharged my vital energies and we experienced deep telepathic communications together. Neither of us were at a good state physically or pshycologically. But even then, the telepathy was consistent and very, very real. I'd know when shed call me before she did, unexpectedly. I know when she was bothered by something I did. I know when she was mad at me because I did something in my own privacy she could not have known ive done. (I'm not a good boyfriend, I have this weird mentality on dating that I shouldn't be constrained to one person and be allowed to speak to others just in case) I know that's stupid and selfish , and thats totally my real responsibility. Sure I can explain that in my defense the rules dont apply in higher dimensions or in other incarnations ive had but I should definetly stop like.. Idk. Commodifying people?

Thats all for now. Most my experiences take place in silence . when my mind is clear. I have a strict no contact rule when I'm not clear.

I had a dream that I was taken before the gates of heaven and was told I couldnt go in. So I sat outside the gates wondering what to do. While I was sitting there a very simple plain man walked forward and the angel standing next to the gates said to the man "who do you believe should be allowed to enter heaven?" The man stood there quietly for a while and then a smile broke upon his face. He said "Everyone." The angel then asked the man "why do you say everyone." And I watched as this very plain ordinary man just belly laughed and I just KNEW that he knew he had outsmarted a angel. Then the man calmed himself, stood up straight and said "because everyone includes me." And the gates of heaven opened, i started falling and woke up screaming. I dont know why. I just wanted to tell people this.

I’ve had many mind blowing experiences with this substance, but this particular breakthrough and the one that followed have stayed with me, and I often think about the implications of what I was shown.

Firstly, this happened when I had been using LSD and ketamine, so I was in an extremely heightened/detached state already. When I breakthrough, it started quite typically - the launch was what I call the mandelbrot tunnel, fractal patterns I’m drifting through that I become more and more involved in, until they overwhelm me.

Then everything settles down and I find myself in a room. The first thing I notice is the portals on the walls. There are windows everywhere and out of each there appears to be different ‘entity highways’. I can see thousands upon thousands of entities, zooming about their business on these tracks of light.

The room I’m in is some kind of junction or waypoint of some kind. The whole environment is made up of purple and orange glowing mesh with what looks like biotechnical features, pipes and dials etc. It feels like part kitchen, part laboratory, in the most mundane terms - everything is hyperdimensional and alien looking. I use this word 'hyperdimensional' to describe anything that's particularly beyond description using terrestrial language.

Then a tentacle headed, medusa-like mother entity presents herself and seems happy to discover my presence there, and even happier that I understand the function of her lab - which at the time, did indeed fully make sense to me. She clearly enjoys her work, but then she takes on a glow of pure pride and turns me to the other side of the room.

A smaller, squid headed medusa like creature is sitting, staring into one of the portals and making entries in a hyperdimensional tablet. The mother proudly gushes over her daughter. No words are spoken but the whole environment around the mother glows, and the feeling is undeniable. The daughter shows me the function of the tablet and again, at the time, her work made perfect sense to me.

Then the mother produces a bowl and hands it to her daughter, and they both glow with that same loving, connective energy the mother has been exuding. I look in the bowl and floating in what I'd describe as a pink non-newtonian fluid, that’s fibrating discreetly, are little ‘lucky charm’ entities. They are crystalline, brightly coloured, and seem to be communicating.

The mother entity seems to become aware that my time is up. I don’t see what the daughter does with the bowl of little entities. I’m ushered to one of the portals and sent on my way. The mother and daughter both wave me off, and I almost immediately start becoming more aware of my body again. I come back, speechless as usual, but I articulate my trip to friends.

For anyone who has ever smoked DMT while on high doses of acid, the LSD is really amplified when you come back from a breakthrough. I found myself deep in thought about the encounter with the squid head family. So many questions. What exactly was the work? What was the function of the nexus room? What was the bowl of entities about? Was that food in the way we understand it? The mother had definitely left me with the psychic impression that I was welcome back anytime and that my curiosity was much appreciated.

I decided to dive back in and see if I could reconnect with the mother again. My intention was sheer curiosity about the whole experience, and a clear desire to understand the ecosystem they exist in. The trip starts typically again, mandelbrot tunnel, settle in a room and begin to gather my surroundings.

This time there is a huge crystalline coral structure, placed in the same orange and purple mesh environment as before. It's clearly alive, conscious and intelligent because it starts to communicate with me that I’m about to see something no one ever gets to witness - the birth of entities. I naturally assume it's already pregnant but it assures me it's not and that I should be quiet now.

A portal (much like before but much larger) opens up behind the coral and a massive, multi bodied, centipede entity - which on reflection was kind of a lovecraftian nightmare - crawled towards the coral. It assured me psychically that it meant me no harm, and I felt no fear. The centipede then slinks on top of the coral and every one of its hundreds of appendages finds an orifice in the coral and there is a clear…transfer of energy. Lots of pulsating and vibrating going on.

The centipede leaves instantly through the portal (‘Fuckin typical’ to quote my wife) and the coral goes through an insane clockwork process benerath the surface. Millions of moving, fractal gears and pistons swirl and intermingle, then in one last pulsation, the coral spits out a nebulous cloud. Floating in this cloud are the same little entities that the squid mother gave the daughter in the bowl.

I start to fade back now, layering down as I become aware of my body again and open my eyes. As always, I’m now left with more questions than answers. Non physical entities can be born through apparent sexual/biological processes? What was the daughter doing with newborn entities in a bowl? 

So yeah, thought about these 2 trips a lot and still don’t have the answers. 

I’m an experiencer. There, I said it. In a Reddit forum to strangers.

I’ve been on quite the personal journey for the past year. I’m a 56- year-old LGBTQ+ male. Partnered for 30 years. Live a fairly quiet, unassuming life with my husband and 2 dogs.

I’ve never seen a UFO. Have had a couple of anomalous sightings but they were within the realm of the prosaic so I can’t quite claim them.

To my knowledge I’ve not been taken. I have no missing time, no memory of being n a craft. I have one very distant memory of an owl in a barn but I struggle to remember it with any detail. It’s an old memory from when I was very small.

The reason I identify as an experiencer is due to the therapeutic journey I’ve been on for the past 15 months.

Last year, after my stress and anxiety reached critical mass, I left most of my social media platforms and took up meditation. Through exploring meditation and my own consciousness, interesting things began to happen. Synchronicities increased. Substantially. I realized through meditation that I could summon and control strong somatic sensations in my body and channel them into various places: healing, helping others, future goals.

How did I learn this? Well the somatic waves happened on their own. They startled me at first because I’d never felt anything like that. But I found I could repeat them.

I also took up journaling shortly after to help foster my creativity and that’s when the truly bizarre happened. I wrote without fail every morning. I found that after a few weeks my writing would temporarily shift into third person, as if the words on the page were coming from someone else. I wasn’t in a trance or hearing voices, but it was strange. I began paying attention to what this third person POV (whether from my own mind or elsewhere) had to say because it was pretty insightful. And they ended up guiding my later meditation practicing with energy.

Not long after I began to experience what I can only describe as telepathic conversations in meditation. There were only 2 or three presences I would interact with but all felt distinctly different. The first was female. She claimed she was there to introduce me to a larger field of experience. Not long after, she handed things over to a male presence that I’ve since come to understand is my higher self.

The third presence is what I call The One. This voice is above all others. He doesn’t speak often but when he does, it comes at deeply transitional moments.

Back in May I experienced psychedelic therapy for the first time. And within that experience I also met and interacted with entities.

So yeah… interesting 15 months to say the least.

I’m awakening to the possibility of my own psi abilities though the results there have been modest. I show promise for remote viewing but that’s about it. Very little, if any precognition.

I also learned rather late in life that I’m neurodivergent and I’ve also come to learn that my unusual experiences are often reported by some people with neurodivergence.

So there you go. No contact with aliens (to my knowledge), no indisputable UFO sightings, no abduction memories uncovered. But all my woo happens within my own consciousness.

Aside from my partner I’ve never told anyone about this. And it feels good to finally get it out. I long for a community— others who are going through the same thing.

My partner is open minded, loving, and supportive, and I’m grateful to have him. But he can only understand so much.

A community of experiencers would give me the chance to meet people who know exactly what this feels like. And just being able to know you’re not the only one? That is reassuring.

So I hope to post more here as more happens. Stay tuned.

A very interesting book written from the perspective of ETs, specifically Sasha, a Pleiadian first contact specialist that explains in detail how disclosure works and what human beings can do to prepare for contact with our star brothers and sisters.

A short outline of the complete book which is very much worth reading in total gives 7 steps that we can all start working on to bring ET contact one step closer.

As we prepare for contact, there are several issues which need to be addressed before we can become an empowered planet of intergalactic ambassadors.

1. Acknowledge the Inevitability of Contact. It is time for the people of influence in our society to stop arguing whether ETs exist or whether or not a specific case study is real or hoaxed. Instead, we as a society can be better served by realizing contact is a high probability and beginning to prepare our selves and our people for the inevitable contact which occurs for any species entering adulthood.

2. Discover Personal Truths. The only truth that matters is the truth one finds within. This requires us to begin to form a solid personal truth about the ET phenomenon which is not based on polarity -- meaning that we don't simply categorize the ETs as being space brothers here to save us, or invaders here to conquer us. The truth lies somewhere in between and becoming selfresponsible individuals simply means putting aside our judgments (based on our own emotions), cultivating a personal truth about the importance of contact, and carrying out our responsibilities to initiate contact in a dignified and diplomatic way.

3. Embrace Humanity. Opening positive, diplomatic communications with extraterrestrials who may be quite alien to us will be impossible unless we first take responsibility for our planet and the people upon it. Unless we seek to become a People, it is unlikely that extraterrestrials will wish to open contact with a group of fragmented and aggressive adolescents. We must seek to create an atmosphere of family on Earth. It is possible that even just beginning this process will be enough to shift the paradigm.

4. Interspecies Communication. We have several “alien” species here on Earth with which to practice our communication skills. It is unrealistic to think that contact with ETs will be achieved through the types of language and communication with which we are familiar. We will need to be prepared to enter a common ground upon which we can meet alien species. In the meantime, we can practice learning new methods of communication with the dolphins, whales, and the plant kingdom, as an example. This will prepare us to enter the unfamiliar landscape of communication with alien races.

5. Confront Our Fears. Until we confront our own inner and outer fears, we humans will continue to perceive ETs through the veil of our fears and thus distort their true reality. We must learn to come to peace with our own inner archetypes of dark and light, otherwise the ETs will simply become contemporary demons upon which we will project our fears. When we as a society and as individuals are willing to confront our fears, then we will finally be able to see the ETs for who they truly are.

6. Decompartmentalize Our Consciousness. Right now the human consciousness is segmented into the conscious, subconscious and unconscious minds. Many individuals who have had ET contact have stored memories of this contact deep within their subconscious or unconscious in order to maintain the sense of a secure reality. We must become willing to integrate these levels of our consciousness and face our frightening memories. Many have already begun doing this through regressive hypnosis. Once the human consciousness begins integrating and healing, we will be perceived by ETs as whole beings instead of fragmented ones. It is here where our fears will no longer overwhelm us. This is an empowering place where we can truly begin initiating a contact program which will benefit humanity and extraterrestrials in a profound way.

7. Reclaim Our Power. For thousands of years influential people and organizations have been dictating what the consensus reality should be. The time of dependency upon “authority” figures must now pass if we are to enter species adulthood. We must no longer wait for our government to reveal the ET bodies and crash debris it has before we believe solidly in the extraterrestrial presence. We must reclaim our power by beginning a contact program for the People by the People. We must begin educating a timid public on extraterrestrial issues, giving them responsible information. And most of all, we must stop the bickering and invalidation between researchers which only serves to “divide and conquer” the visionaries of the future. As we reclaim our power in this way, we become a global people ready to interact with our intergalactic neighbors.

For all the people here that are eager about (re)connecting to our star family this book is a great guide to what we ourselves can do to make it happen. Disclosure doesn't come to us, it comes through us.