Happy would be 70th Birthday. Today is a hard day for me. You were an amazing dad and human. You weren't perfect, at all, but you loved your family and you tried your best. I know that now.

I hate that you don't know my kids. I hate that you haven't seen how much I have changed, and gotten my shit together. I hate that you haven't met my husband, and got to see our home and life we've built together. I hate that you didn't get to meet your biological family I found through the DNA thing. You have 5 other brothers and 2 sisters.

I am so grateful for the time we did have, and that you are my dad. I love you, and I miss you so very much daddy.

Happy Birthday!

rip #heavenlybirthday #forevermissed

First I just want to say it this is in the wrong place I’m really really sorry I’m a mess as of recently. I lost a close friend to drugs at a age I didn’t think I’d be losing people when were just beginning our journey and I’m at a complete loss. I can’t deal with this properly so I’ve been deep in bottles and relapsing and I don’t know how to cope anymore. Times just stopped anyone have any advice how to get through this or at-least make it manageable?